247. [247] Unforgivable

Zhong Yuchen stood there, his face fluctuating without a trace.

Looking at her short hair, my heart hurts.

She looks like she's going to cut something off.

He didn't want to see something else happen to them, it wouldn't be fair to him.

Shu Xiaoai retracted her gaze and watched the elevator door close, but she didn't speak.

The elevator rose slowly, and Zhong Yuchen saw that she was silent, and he didn't speak.

Finally.

Arriving at the twenty-second floor, two people came out of the elevator one after the other and entered her house.

As soon as the door closed, her body was lifted up by him and she walked towards the bedroom.

Shu Xiaoai broke free, "Zhong Yuchen! Let me go! ”

"Don't let go."

"Why don't you let go, this is my home!" She kicked her legs around.

In the end, his body was thrown on the bed by Zhong Yuchen, and his tall figure immediately pounced.

pressed her hands and looked at her condescendingly, "Xiao Ai, isn't it really bad for us to live in harmony?" ”

Shu Xiaoai asked rhetorically, "Did I say that we don't get along in harmony?" It's just that I'm sad about this level in my heart now, and I can't forget ......"

Speaking of this, her affection was a little uncontrollable, her eyes were misty, and she shouted in distress, "I will never forget jΓ¬, your mother lowered my head for me!! Why don't you take my word for it? Why not believe it! ”

She shoved her hard, shoved him down, sat up on her own, and glared at him.

Because she couldn't forgive, she was trembling all over her body at this moment, unable to calm down.

Zhong Yuchen looked at her in disbelief, "Xiao Ai, Xu Yao suspected it at that time, we invited the housewife of the thousand family to show you, and the mother said that you have not been subjected to evil magic, and my mother and the mother do not know each other, and she does not understand this." ”

"Until now...... You still don't believe me. Shu Xiaoai was full of cold air, and her tone was stiff, "You go, I don't want to see you." ”

Zhong Yuchen explained, "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that there is no evidence, how do you know that my mother did it secretly?" ”

Shu Xiaoai was lying there and didn't want to move.

"I just know that we went to the Zhong Mansion to eat that day, and I started to be abnormal before I finished eating, isn't this a sign?"

Zhong Yuchen's eyes were red, "If it's really her, if I don't let her appear in front of you again in the future, can you dwell on the past again?" Can we focus on the present and let the past be the past? ”

"I can't." Shu Xiaoai stared at him, "You go, I can also understand your position, after all, it is your biological mother, but she has nothing to do with me, and I was not raised by her, I can't consider it from your position with my heart, about Xiao Xiao, in the future, you will bring it when you go to school, and I will bring it on Saturdays and Sundays, so it's fine." ”

"Isn't it okay to think about it from the standpoint of loving me?" Zhong Yuchen asked.

Shu Xiaoai was silent, for a long time, the two of them were deadlocked for a while, she smiled bitterly, "Think about it from the perspective of loving you?" If I hadn't left here five years ago, I would have been subjected to the control of others for the rest of my life, is that okay? If she gives me a death surrender and I suddenly die, can I just leave it alone? If it weren't for the perspective of loving you, after He Meizhen targeted me repeatedly, I would not have loved you when I died, just because I love you, so I have to suffer this qiΔ“? I don't care about others, but this is your mother, thinking that she can harm me for any inadvertent reason in the future, I have to always be on guard, how I can't prevent it, this kind of life is not what I want. ”

"I can make her never appear in front of you again."

Shu Xiaoai's psychological line of defense burst, "Zhong Yuchen, don't you understand my words?" If you didn't surrogate/conceive my child more than five years ago, I don't think you would have been able to stand in front of me and talk to me, we should have broken off five years ago, but the bad fate is like a shadow, you can go. ”

Zhong Yuchen's yin eyes roared, "Do you want me to kill my mother with my own hands in front of you, and you will be happy?" Isn't that how you're with me! If so, I want to ask you, kill her, can the hatred in your heart really disappear? ”

Shu Xiaoai asked rhetorically, "Did I say that you were asked to kill her?" Did I say it? What does my hatred have to do with you, I will never forgive her for what she did to me for the rest of my life, and there are other people who have bad intentions towards me, my forbearance does not mean that I will not fight back! You'll never know how desperate I was in a mental hospital five years ago, and you'll never know how much I was so struck by it! ”

"But it's all gone...... Isn't it good for us to live well? Zhong Yuchen heard her choking, and his voice softened.

"Passed?" The corner of her mouth sneered, "Every moment is the picture of that time, engraved in my mind, as if it happened yesterday, the nightmare left is not lucidity, but scars, as the one I want to rely on the most, why didn't you believe me?" If it weren't for the night, I would have died. ”

"Because your condition at the time was very scary, and you still said that you were normal, in that case, many times the condition was diagnosed, without exception, all of them were diagnosed with mental illness, and the mother of the thousand families confirmed that you were not under witchcraft, and we also believed it."

"A thousand housewives?" Shu Xiaoai asked rhetorically, "Why did she help her son-in-law's ex-girlfriend?" It's either that she's low in spells, or she's unwilling to confirm it, or she's the murderer behind it. ”

After saying that, she didn't want to say a word again.

Pull up the quilt and cover your head, "Zhong Yuchen, I'm going to catch up on sleep, how far you can go." ”

Not only did he not leave, but he took off his shoes and lay down on her side neatly.

Sensing the movement next to him, Shu Xiaoai lifted the quilt and kicked him on the waist, "Get down." ”

Zhong Yuchen was dead-faced, stepped forward, hugged her tightly, restrained her arms, and pressed her legs against her legs to prevent her from moving her hands and feet.

"Don't, didn't you say we had a good talk last night? Now let's move on to the conversation. ”

"We're done."

She kissed Shu Xiaoai on the right cheek, "Really? ”

Feeling the warmth on her face, the tears in the corners of Shu Xiaoai's eyes slipped down.

She loves him, and he loves her, but why can't they get together when they are so close?

Is he too good?

Is it because she doesn't deserve him?

Yesterday's laughter and laughter are not fake, as if they are satirizing today's picture.

For his mother, she can not move to kill, which is already the greatest mercy.

It is impossible for her to accept Mother Zhong from her heart.

Seeing that she didn't speak anymore, Zhong Yuchen hugged her so quietly.

until she fell asleep.

He got up quietly, opened the bag at the head of her bed, looked at the long hair inside, his eyes flashed, and then he closed the bag again, and turned out of the bedroom.

The door closed softly, and the woman who had been asleep opened her eyes again.

How can she fall asleep?

It turned out to be a very easy question, but now it is so difficult for her, as long as she closes her eyes, the world is full of these painful memories.

It makes her feel sleepy, but she can't sleep.

It's like having depression.

Life is better than death.

She tossed and turned, unable to sleep, tossing and turning in bed for hours, and still no trace of wanting to fall asleep.

In the process, she suffered little by little.

***

Zhong Yuchen drove back to Zhong's house.

The housekeeper looked at him gloomy, didn't know what was going on, and greeted cautiously, "The young master is back?" ”

"Where's my mom?"

"Madame is in the living room, and the old man has just come back from practice."

"yes, got it." He quickened his steps and strode towards the living room.

The butler's mind turned, and his footsteps followed him.

Zhong Yuchen strode across the threshold of the living room, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Zhong's mother and Zhong's father having breakfast.

"What kind of wind is this blowing, coming back early in the morning?" Old Man Zhong put down the cup and hummed.

Zhong Yuchen walked to the table and looked at Zhong's mother, "Mom, I have something to ask you." ”

Zhong Mu was stunned, "What's so strict?" ”

"Five years ago, Xiao Ai and I were called back by you to eat, she was abnormal at the dinner table at the time, and was finally sent to a mental hospital, did you lower her head?"

He stared at his biological mother in a determined tone.

Of course, Zhong Mu will not admit it, "Where did you hear that, your mother and I don't know witchcraft, how can you give her a head down?" Of course not me! Her mental illness was diagnosed by the doctor at the hospital, and you were there at the time, didn't you hear it, how many years have passed, and there is no way to rely on me! ”

Old Man Zhong wiped his mouth, "I heard your mother say that Shu Xiaoai is back, are you dating again?" Did she sue you, and it was your mother who hurt her? ”

"This is my private matter, Dad don't ask, it's just that I want to say to my mother, if you don't want people to know, unless you don't do anything, give your son some virtue, otherwise, whether your future pension will be spent in a nursing home depends on your future Anfen dΓΉ."

Old Man Zhong was choked and stood up, "What are you talking about?" ”

Zhong Mu was also completely frightened by Zhong Yuchen's words, "Xiao Er, you are not filial, what are you talking about!" ”

"What am I talking about, isn't it clear in my mother's heart? It's okay if you don't admit it, but you don't dare to admit it, Mom, do you really think you can hide it? Looking at Zhong Mu's face, Shu Xiaoai's voice came to his ears again, and he chose to believe her without reservation.

Old Man Zhong was furious, "Eight lambs! Who are you talking to?! Your mother gave birth to you and raised you, isn't it as good as that woman, I used to like Shu Xiaoai, but later, I felt that she was really a scourge. ”

The lines of Zhong Yuchen's face tightened, "Whatever you think she is, she won't be with you anyway, what does it matter if she is a fly in your eyes?" ”

"Bunny!" Old Man Zhong angrily took off his shoes and threw them directly at Zhong Yuchen, Zhong Yuchen's body flashed slightly, dodged it, and continued, "Dad, you are old, don't be angry, I just spoke to my mother about the matter itself." ”