Xiao Sa went on a business trip, before leaving, he specially told me to take a good look at Lu Xiaochao, to be honest, I was on fire when I answered that guy's phone, once upon a time, his relationship with Lu Xiaochao was so close that he would not be relieved when he went on a business trip, and even more so that he had to entrust her to me, the real boyfriend, well, ex-boyfriend.

I drove Xiao Sa's car to send him, and when the plane flew into the air, I thought to myself, as long as I have a weapon in my hand at this time, I will not hesitate to knock down Xiao Sa's guy along with the plane.

There was a pink blanket on Xiao Sa's car, he said that Lu Xiaochao covered her when she fell asleep in the car, and a few CDs, which are also said to be Lu Xiaochao's favorite to listen to, Xiao Sa's guy also prepared some snacks in the car, saying that it was for Lu Xiaochao to satisfy his cravings. When I passed the garbage collection station at the intersection, I threw it away.

Xiao Sa was deliberately angry with me, just for the photo he grabbed last time.

In the past seven years, it is said that Xiao Sa has never had a girlfriend, and he has spent all his seven years accompanying Lu Xiaochao.

In Lu Xiaochao's world, I am not indispensable.

The car drove to the parking lot downstairs of Xiao Sa's apartment, I locked the car door and was about to leave, but I saw Lu Xiaochao coming out of the apartment building, it was already time to get off work, but she was dressed neatly and ran out, which was really suspicious.

Seeing that Lin Yue was unlikely, they were going to make an appointment together, and it was impossible for Lin Yue's personality not to pick her up, I saw Lu Xiaochao take a taxi and leave, so I drove Xiao Sa's car and chased after her.

Lu Xiaochao entered a Western restaurant and booked a card seat, I booked it next door to her, there were only two curtains between the card seats, and I could hear the sound of Lu Xiaochao turning over his mobile phone when he was bored.

I have been following Lu Xiaochao's blog anonymously, and within a few minutes, her blog was updated:

She planned to close her eyes and try to go down with the next person fate had assigned to her. In any case, she didn't want to fall into a helpless love anymore. ”

I was a little stunned, I would rather Lu Xiaochao stick to her stubborn principles, and I would rather she be like other girls, injured, stand up, and walk forward with her head held high.

But Lu Xiaochao wanted to lie down where he fell.

I lowered my head and looked at my phone, and a man entered Lu Xiaochao's booth.

I heard the baritone say to Lu Xiaochao, "Hello, I'm Yinzi's high school classmate, my name is Hou Fangming." ”

"Well, I'm Lu Xiaochao. Lu Xiaochao's voice sounded a little wrong, not as good as his usual tone.

It turned out to be a blind date, and I have seen her several times since I returned to China, and none of them have been smooth, basically the other party has reservations, and Lu Xiaochao is not interested at all.

It's the same every time, Lu Xiaochao's opening remarks are to explain his flaws and make the other party retreat.

"You can also see that my legs are inconvenient, so we are the real kindredness, and I think only I can truly understand you. ”

This opening sentence is not Lu Xiaochao, but the man.

I never expected Lu Xiaochao to encounter this kind of thing, even if it was sympathy, did it have to be in this way? Two people with broken wings walking together, they could put together a pair of wings to fly? Whose idea is so optimistic?

"Xiao Chao, what kind of boy do you like?" the man was very active in looking for topics that they could talk about.

After a while, Lu Xiaochao replied: "Whatever, I don't have any requirements." ”

In my opinion, Lu Xiaochao's answer is really perfunctory, is Lu Xiaochao's bunch of principles just aimed at me? I don't believe it.

"I'm a dental physician and I have what it takes to feed you...... I mean, if we're together. The man said again.

Lu Xiaochao didn't answer, the man seemed a little anxious, and the sound of him drinking water kept coming, and after a while, he asked Lu Xiaochao again: "Have you ever been in love?"

Lu Xiaochao nodded about it, and heard the man ask her again, "Why didn't you continue to be together?"

"What about you, haven't you met a girl who loves you?" was the first question Lu Xiaochao asked today.

"So far, I don't think they know me and don't fit me. The man laughed a few times and said, "I think we are a good fit, what do you think?"

"yes, that's appropriate. Lu Xiaochao said, and after a while, she asked the man again, "Will you fix the light bulb?" ”

The booth fell silent, and there was no sound at all.

Before I was about to rush over to the next door to take a look, the man asked Lu Xiaochao, "Are you making things difficult for me?"

"Nope. Lu Xiaochao said: "I don't know how to cook, I can only cook egg fried rice, but I can learn when I get married, but the light bulb at home is broken." ”

"If you are timid, you can't get married, and if you think about everything before you get married, do you have to sign a divorce agreement first?" said the man mercilessly accusing Lu Xiaochao.

I smiled, it turns out that the disabled people in this world are so eloquent, not only Lu Xiaochao.

"Yes, that's what I am, I think about the consequences before I do anything, and if I could stop thinking about it, maybe I would have gotten married. Lu Xiaochao said: "There is only one person in this world, so I fell in love with him without having time to think about the consequences, but later, I was retributed, how painful the reckless behavior is, I now understand it very clearly, I will not be so reckless again." ”

"You can leave these questions to me, you can find an electrician if the light bulb is broken, you can hire a nanny if you can't cook, these are not questions of principle, or are you just like those girls, disgusted with my disability?" asked Hou Fangming straight to the point.

"The new product released by the company I work for is my design, and my first thought is not how people will envy me, but whether people who don't know will think that the company's senior management sympathizes with my defects and chooses my design, or whether everyone will blindly sympathize with me and ignore the original intention of my design after knowing that the designer of the product is a disabled person...... When the person I love leaves me, I don't suspect him as empathetic as other girls, but I wonder if he can't bear the pressure of falling in love with a disabled person and retreats. …… You are healthy, although your body is disabled, your heart is healthy. Lu Xiaochao's voice was very soft and soft, sliding over my ears like silk, but leaving the sharpest pain.

"My real disability is not my body, it's my heart. Lu Xiaochao said, and laughed out loud: "So you say, how can I, who is disabled, dislike your health?"

Hou Fangming was also silent, as if he was helpless against such a Lu Xiaochao.

Some people can be inferior and cowardly from the inside out, although such a person lives a hard life, but it is far less than Lu Xiaochao's wolf bèi, under her optimistic appearance, there is such a sensitive and fragile heart, and she has to hide these bone-eating inferiority complexes and cowardice into her body every day, and live as if nothing happened.

After so many years, those inferiority complexes flowing in her blood seem to be intensifying in Lu Xiaochao's heart.

"If you don't mind, let's get back in touch, I'll seriously consider it. In the end, Lu Xiaochao replied to Hou Fangming.

After a while, I saw Lu Xiaochao out of the booth, and when I chased her out, she was already gone.

After I drove the car to the apartment parking lot, it was already dark, and I was going to leave, but I caught a glimpse of a familiar figure squatting on the stone steps in front of the apartment building, Lu Xiaochao.

I walked over and stood still in front of her.

"Why don't you go in?" I asked.

Lu Xiaochao looked up at me when he heard the sound, and then said sneeringly, "My key is missing." She slammed her chin on her knee, stared at the mobile phone in her hand with resentful eyes, and said after a long time: "Xiao Sa's mobile phone can't get through." ”

I sat down next to her: "He should still be on the plane, and his mobile phone naturally can't get through." ”

Then she fell silent, she seemed preoccupied, and several times she could hear her sigh softly.

"You can stay with me tonight, there is a spare room. I said.

Lu Xiaochao glanced at me, and then said, "I went on a blind date today, and that man seems to be very suitable for me." ”

"Really?" I smiled far-fetchedly.

"Well, he's just like me, a disabled person. She smiled and said, "The person who introduced me is called Liu Yinzi, who is Xiao Sa's younger sister, and she likes Xiao Sa very much, and once misunderstood the relationship between me and Xiao Sa." ”

It turned out that Xiao Sa was the one who started it, and I began to imagine in my mind how I would clean him up when that kid came back.

"I think that the phrase that things gather like and people divide by groups makes people a little desperate, Zhang Xingchen, if only I didn't have to get married. ”

I can probably understand the meaning of Lu Xiaochao's words, she is being categorized, although those who classify her don't care what type she belongs to, but just see her crippled and use the most straightforward means to put her together with other crippled people.

Lu Xiaochao was "classified" by those colored eyes, and it was difficult for her to go to anyone's side.

"Lu Xiaochao. "I wanted to say more.

Lu Xiaochao looked at me without looking over: "Huh?"

"Lin's jewelry is not a charity, your design can never be a charity, the first time I saw "May Snow", I didn't guess that it was your design, I was simply shocked by its design, and then I was also curious, the person who designed it has the same story as me, when I knew that it was you, I felt that a qiē can be explained, this world, only you Lu Xiaochao can design those works. I stared closely into Lu Xiaochao's eyes, hoping that even a little bit of sunshine would at least shine into her heart.

"You're following me?" she said, piercing my high-sounding crown mercilessly.

I stammered to explain something, but finally gave up, nodded and said, "I didn't mean to, I'm sorry." ”

Lu Xiaochao suddenly laughed: "After you appeared, I once felt that you were the common illusion of all of us, until now, I have a little bit of reality, I feel that you are Zhang Xingchen, really Zhang Xingchen." ”

Only Zhang Xingchen is so obscene, specializing in stalking others?

"Out of curiosity, he stalked me, and in order to comfort me, he clumsily exposed himself,...... Sure enough, it was Zhang Xingchen. Lu Xiaochao had a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she looked at me and said, "I said you don't get close to me, did you forget?"

Jokes, how can I be so easy to deal with!

"It's habit, you have to give me time. "It's a quibble, and I don't intend to be estranged at all.

"It's time again. The smile on Lu Xiaochao's face gradually faded: "Why bother, we can't go back between us for a long time, if you don't leave, then only me will leave." ”

At this time, a strong light shone on us, flashed a few times, and before our eyes could adapt to the sudden bright light, a car stopped abruptly in front of us, the door opened, and I saw Lin Yue get out of the car.

"Lu Xiaochao, I'm flying all the way, but you're here to spend the moon and the moon, are you angry with me?" Lin Yue put his hand in his pants pocket, looking ruffian.

For a moment, I suddenly felt that Lin Yue in front of me was a bit similar to Zhang Xingchen seven years ago, and this thought made me panic for no reason. Just like when Lu Xiaochao fell in love with me, will she be attracted to Lin Yue after all?

"Lu Xiaochao. I reached out and grabbed Lu Xiaochao's hand.

I wanted to keep it, but I couldn't.

She gently broke free of me, then got into Lin Yue's car, and didn't look at me again from beginning to end.

I suddenly missed that Zhang Xingchen, the Zhang Xingchen who was still comfortable in Lu Xiaochao's world full of thorns, and that Zhang Xingchen who was extremely determined.

When she returned to her residence, Lu Xiaochao's blog on her phone was updated again, she said: "I really want to cry, cry for him, whether it was in the past or now, he is always so involuntary in my world." If you can't leave, then I'll leave this time. ”

Are you talking about me?

Involuntarily, does Lu Xiaochao know me? I always didn't have time to figure out anything, my heart was already one step ahead of reason, and love was love.

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