I caught up with Qin Jiami and grabbed her.

She stopped, then glanced in the direction she had just come and said, "Yuhan is right, you shouldn't have chased after you, should you?"

"Xiao Mi ......" these days, she seems to have lost a lot of weight, seeing her indifferent, I feel even more uncomfortable, so I asked her with a smile: "How are you doing?"

A self-deprecating smile flashed in Xiao Mi's eyes, and then she said, "To this day, don't you feel that your concern now is just a cruel blade for me?"

"I know I'm being selfish to say that, but before we became what we are, at least we were friends who grew up together, and I don't expect you to forgive me, at least ,......"

"No way, in my world, if you can't be a long-term lover, you can only be a stranger. She interrupted me.

"Xiao Mi ......"

"You've lost weight. She looked at me intently, and between her eyebrows, she was still distressed, and she asked me in a soft voice, "Are you unhappy?"

How should I answer, show how happy I am with Lu Xiaochao in front of Xiao Mi? No, Lu Xiaochao and I are not blessed, our hearts are more important than ever.

It's just that we don't talk about it, because the happiness of staying together like this is too difficult, maybe it's just a complaint, and this rare happiness will disappear again, I'm afraid.

"What about you? Luo Mingjie, is he good to you? Are you happy to be with him?" I didn't answer her.

Her gaze, which had been relatively calm, gathered her slow resentment again, she looked at me, and then said with a wry smile: "Don't you think this question is funny, how can you be happy with someone you don't love?"

Once again, I was speechless.

I want to say I'm sorry, but I feel like it. Even if this sentence of sorry is said easily, it seems so shameless.

Sometimes I think about it, in fact, I am a cowardly person, I seem to be very insistent on Lu Xiaochao's feelings, or it is just a selfish manifestation of wanting to fulfill myself. There are so many people in this world, and not everyone can be so lucky to live with the person they like. I'm so paranoid, it just means that I love myself more and am more willing to fulfill myself, I can't stand my future, I can't do it without Lu Xiaochao's company, so I desperately hurt the people around me who love me, and fulfill my own love.

I say. The white love we fall in love with brings us joy, happiness, sweetness, warmth, dreams and kindness;

When we fall in love with black, it will bring us despair, pain. jealousy, resentment;

I think. The last thing Xiao Mi should have is to fall in love with someone who has fallen in love with white love, her eyes are me, but in my eyes, there is only Lu Xiaochao.

Xiao Sa once told me the story of a disabled man, he said, because of this man's love was opposed by his family, finally. His lover even lost a seven-month-old fetus in her womb.

I think this is a story that is too tragic, love, it turns out that it is not just a matter of two people, love. It turns out that it's not just black or white.

When love is not blessed, when love bears too much pain from others, how should Lu Xiaochao and I go on?

I asked Qin Jiami, "If I hadn't woken up and been in a vegetative state all my life, you said, what would happen to you now?

Xiao Mi was silent for a while, and then she spoke, and she replied in a cold tone: "If you say this, I won't be soft-hearted." She paused, as if she had been disturbed by me, and then said with a comfortable face: "I heard that you have been forced by Lu Xiaochao to see a psychiatrist recently in order to recover your memory, how is it, do you remember anything?"

"Well, I think of some. I replied calmly, and then said truthfully, "I remembered something about her, and I remembered the picture of her drowning." ”

Xiao Mi's expression was a little surprised, but it was only fleeting, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said with a smile: "Really, you remember?"

I shook my head, "No, there's only so much to think of, and nothing else, no progress." ”

"Really?" she smiled, distantly.

"I remember you once told me before, you said that there is no love in this world for no reason, I will fall in love with Lu Xiaochao, there is a reason, the reason you said at that time, did you mean Chu Mingmin?" I asked.

"Why, are you starting to doubt yourself?" she asked, raising an eyebrow.

I hesitated, then shook my head in the negative, "No, it's just ......"

"I have a photo of Chu Mingmin, which was given to me by her family last time, and I always carry it. Xiao Mi said, opened the bag she was holding in her hand, took out a photo from it and handed it to me, saying, "It's just that the smiles of the two of them are too similar, right?"

I took the photo, and the young and innocent appearance of the girl in the photo overlapped with the image of the girl I remembered, and the picture in my mind seemed to come alive.

She also has dimples when she laughs, just like Lu Xiaochao.

"There is only one dimple when you laugh, isn't it exactly the same as Lu Xiaochao?" Xiao Mi said.

yes, the smile really looks like that.

I don't know what Lu Xiaochao will think when he sees this photo. Qin Jiami said.

"She believed in me. I said, but I didn't have enough confidence.

"Even if you don't believe in yourself, will she believe you? Lu Xiaochao is not that kind of person, even if there is a love in front of her for no reason, she will not believe it. Qin Jiami said firmly.

"Xingxing!" I was about to say something, but I heard Xiao Sa's voice, he strode towards us, and then asked puzzledly, "Why did you come to the company?"

"Come to work, what's wrong?" I said angrily.

He unceremoniously pursed his mouth, patted me on the shoulder and said, "You just have to live a good life with Lu Xiaochao, the company is running well without you!"

Saying that, Xiao Sa turned to Qin Jiami again: "Xiao Mi, let me ask you, I heard that when the meeting just started, Lin Yan's company's plan was vetoed by you, why?"

Qin Jiami's expression was still cold, even though Xiao Sa smiled a little cheaply at her, she still looked indifferent, and asked lightly: "The plan is not good enough, why can't I veto?"

"Lin Yan called me just now, she said that you obviously agreed with their plan before, and she even sent you those photos taken in the early stage, why did she suddenly say no?" Seeing that Qin Jiami was unmoved, Xiao Sa's tone was a little anxious

"What's the matter? I can't be the master, I have to consult you in advance about my decision?" Qin Jiami said with a cold look at Xiao Sa.

Xiao Sa saw that Qin Jiami didn't give in at all, so he was anxious, drew the open fire to me, pointed at me and said to Qin Jiami: "You are just the temporary director of the advertising department, your real authority is in the marketing department, since the boss of the advertising department is back to the company now, should you ask Director Zhang what he means before making a decision?"

Qin Jiami's gaze also turned to me, and then she said without squinting: "Director Zhang is now in a lawsuit, and he is a newlywed Yan'er, so he doesn't have the energy to care about these trivial matters at all." ”

"You!" Xiao Sa shouted angrily: "Qin Jiami, you are a communiqué personal vendetta, right, just because Lin Yan is a friend of Lu Xiaochao, you will be angry with her, right, your company is not divided." ”

"You kid is crazy!" I grabbed Xiao Sa and tried to stop him from continuing to sprinkle on his former dream lover, but this kid was completely excited, pointed at Qin Jiami and said: "Qin Jiami, I really didn't expect you to become like this, I still have been complaining about the stars for your business, and the generous you in the past are completely gone!"

Qin Jiami's face was even more ugly, but her tone was still very calm, "Do I also have the right to suspect that you are so concerned about Lin Yan's affairs because of Lu Xiaochao's relationship, and there is no distinction between public and private?"

"You are simply unreasonable!" Xiao Sa was so angry that his nostrils were dilated, he gasped for breath, his nose kept moving, and after a while, he spoke again, pointed at me and said: "You go into the office for me now, read Lin Yan's advertising copy carefully, and say something fairly, otherwise I will find Lu Xiaochao to complain, saying that you and Qin Jiami bullied Lin Yan." ”

It's like pouring another basin of ink on my gray days, "Stinky boy, don't you want to be so naïve!"

"I don't care!" he shouted, and then left in a menacing manner.

Qin Jiami sneered at Xiao Sa's back and said, "Lu Xiaochao is really everywhere......" She turned her head to me with a detached smile and said, "I will have someone send the advertising copy to your office, goodbye." ”

With that, she turned and left.

I sighed, put the picture in my coat pocket, and walked in the direction of the office.

It didn't take long for Lin Yan's advertising copy to be sent, and it was not Qin Jiami's secretary who sent the copy, but my former assistant Luo Mingjie.

"Long time no see. Luo Mingjie said.

"Put things down. ”

How can I say that this is also an eviction order, but this guy stood in the office and didn't go out, sat down at the desk and said, "Xiao Mi is not dead set on dealing with this matter." ”

It seems that everyone cares about this, it's just a small copy, right?

"You're telling me that this copy has to be brushed down, right?" I asked him with a slanted smile on my face.

Luo Mingjie also smiled: "Be fair, just be fair like Xiao Mi." ”

I took the copy he held in my hand, and then looked at him and asked, "Is there something I don't know about you and Xiaomi?"

"Ha......" Luo Mingjie laughed, stared at me for a long time, and then said, "Xiao Mi's thoughts, you only care about this kind of time, right?"

"What the hell is going on?. I asked patiently.

"You just read the copy. Luo Mingjie said: "I warn you in advance, you have done enough to disobey Xiao Mi." (To be continued......)