331 Despair and desolation
The leader of the guards on the opposite side, seeing that it was pitch black on the opposite side, and he couldn't see Jun Lingchen's appearance, the anxiety in his eyes couldn't help but get heavier and heavier.
Hurriedly commanded the guards behind him to light the fire, holding a torch and shouting to the opposite side:
"Your Majesty, it's already dark, come back quickly!"
Jun Lingchen sat in the snow pit with a blank face, his hands were stiff and red from the snow, and he seemed to ignore the words of the head of the guards opposite.
She has turned over the snow layer on this broken wall, but there has been no trace of Yu Manvine, since she is not here, then why does the rope she carries appear on this cliff?
A strong uneasiness had already begun to rise in Jun Lingchen's heart, and he couldn't help but clench it tightly.
Could it be that Aman fell into the abyss? That's why I couldn't find her?
If this is really the case, then there is a chasm on one side and a cliff on the other, where did Aman fall?
No matter which side it is, it's so deep and dangerous, is there any hope for Aman to survive if he falls?
Thinking that Yu Manman might have died, Jun Lingchen sat paralyzed in the snow, holding the lilac veil in his hand, and the tip of his nose was still lingering with the fragrance of magnolia belonging to Yu Manman.
Holding the veil tightly on his chest, two lines of tears flowed from Jun Lingchen's ice-blue eyes, his thin lips moved slightly, and he called in a choked voice:
"Aman, Aman, Aman"
There was still only a howling cold wind in his ears, and the heavy snow in the sky brought a chill to the bone, but all of this was not as sad as Jun Lingchen's heart.
Jun Lingchen couldn't help but cover his face in the veil in his hand, and cried in a low voice, his voice was like a lion who had lost his mate, and he whimpered with despair and desolation.
Jun Lingchen regretted it in his heart at this time, why did he bring Yu Manman to the Snow Mountain to look for Lu Baile? Obviously, he could directly send someone to look for him, but why did he personally accompany Yu Manman to find it?
If he had stopped her at that time and didn't agree to her coming to Snow Mountain, would there have been no accidents?
Obviously, he and her are so close, close at hand, but in the blink of an eye, they are separated by the end of the world, yin and yang.
These are all to blame themselves, if it weren't for themselves, they wouldn't have caused the current ending, they hurt her, and they hurt the only woman who could attract their attention.
And when there is an avalanche, if I can hold her hand as soon as possible, she will not be swept away by the snow stream and her whereabouts are unknown.
That person who is as cold as ice and beautiful as the city, will he still live well? Still making tea and playing chess with himself, laughing and talking about the world?
Jun Lingchen's mind kept flashing, every picture about Yu Manman, she laughed, cried, frowned, and sly.
All kinds of pictures were like projections, and they kept spinning in Jun Lingchen's mind, causing Jun Lingchen to cry even more hoarse and desperate.
The leader of the guards on the opposite side didn't see Jun Lingchen's response for a long time, and the worry in his heart could no longer be suppressed, so he hurriedly beckoned the guards beside him to tighten the rope, and was about to look at the opposite side to see what was going on, but suddenly found that the rope moved.
The leader of the guards was overjoyed, the emperor was coming back!
Thinking of this possibility, the leader of the guards hurriedly tightened the rope with the guards, and watched Jun Lingchen staggering over.
On the edge of the cliff, Jun Lingchen only stepped on a finger-thick rope, stumbling and flying as if drunk, and the leader of the guards looked at Jun Lingchen's unstable figure, with a trace of worry in his eyes, but he didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of disturbing Jun Lingchen.
In the worried gaze, Jun Lingchen finally landed on the ground steadily, and then without saying a word, he just collapsed his shoulders and walked forward with his head down, with a desolate look of despair and sadness on his back.
Seeing this, the leader of the guards turned his head to look at the other side of the chasm, and then looked at Jun Lingchen's back, with a trace of bad premonition rising in his eyes. Then he didn't say much, and after ordering the guards behind him to put away the ropes, he began to catch up with Jun Lingchen's footsteps, and everyone didn't dare to come out along the way.
Jun Lingchen went straight back to the inn where he lived, with a biting coldness all over his body, and his heart was even colder.
Looking at Jun Lingchen's appearance, the shopkeeper and the little er in the inn didn't dare to say much, and timidly hid in the corner and didn't dare to make a sound.
The head of the guards scared off the guests who were staring at this side with his eyes, and then followed Jun Lingchen to the room where he lived, who knew that Jun Lingchen closed the door as soon as he entered, and the head of the guard had no chance to speak even if he wanted to.
He sighed as he stood in the doorway, then turned and walked towards his room.
After Jun Lingchen returned to the room, he lay straight on the bed with his clothes on, looking at the top of the tent with empty eyes.
Thinking of that cold and beautiful woman, the tears in her eyes suddenly couldn't help it, and poured out again.
took out the yarn from his arms, Jun Lingchen clenched his chest, tears kept sliding, and his mouth kept whispering:
"Aman, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
"I shouldn't have taken you to Snow Mountain, I shouldn't have taken you to find Lu Baile, and I shouldn't have taken you with me when I left Beichen. ”
"If I had said I would have taken you away, would you have agreed? If I wanted to marry you as my queen and let you be the only woman in my life, would you have agreed?"
"Aman, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have grabbed your hand, I didn't protect you. ”
"You must blame me for not saving you, don't you? You must be very scared in the cold snowy mountains, isn't it? It's all my fault, it's all my fault. ”
"If it could all happen again, I would have tried to grab your hand, and I would not have let you disappear right in front of me. ”
"It's all my fault, I'm sorry, Aman"
Jun Lingchen kept saying these things buried in his heart, he wanted to say but didn't dare to say them, but unfortunately there was no woman beside him who wanted to say these things to her.
At this moment, Jun Lingchen really understood his heart, it turned out that he loved Yu Manman, and he had fallen in love with her when he met her in Beichen.
But all along, he has been haunted by the death of his mother that year, thinking that all beautiful women are people who have a city in their hearts and a sweet belly. So he thinks that all the women who are close to him have ulterior motives, and he can't wait to kill those women as soon as possible!
Since I met Yu Manman, I found that I could still agree to the woman's approach, and I enjoyed the woman's proximity.
But this woman is limited to Yu Manman, and besides her, she still dislikes other women.
She seems to be a gift specially sent by God to give herself, giving herself the best compensation after the death of her mother, but unfortunately because of her own thoughts, she became someone else's fiancée.
Now because of her own carelessness, she is separated from her yin and yang, and she doesn't even know where she is, let alone collect her body?
Thinking of this, Jun Lingchen's tears couldn't help but fall like rain, and even the tears that would flow when the concubine died accumulated and erupted together today, and he couldn't stop the sadness in his heart.