"Don't you care about that? He treats you as a substitute for Chu Mingmin, and he leaves you without saying a word, even at the expense of deceiving you with death. Lin Yan asked me, "Don't you hate him, aren't you angry?"

Zhang Xingchen's appearance was obviously unexpected by her, and she looked very unnatural.

"Only gratitude and love can withstand the washing of time, anger and hatred have long disappeared in the dust of time. I smiled at Lin Yan, pointed to Zhang Xingchen, who was loved by my grandmother, and said, "I feel happy, I feel joyful, and I feel that every cell in my body is excited,...... I'm just greedy, and I can't stop longing for this happiness. ”

I don't know how I feel about me, I'm not an irrational person, my mind is like a machine every second, calculating whether the people and things around me will hurt me, how I can survive the disdainful, sympathetic eyes, how I can ignore those strange gazes, how I can fight back when my pride is challenged when I am hurt,......

How high I have to lift my chin to make myself not look cowardly and bulliful, how neat and tidy I have to be so that I don't look as pitiful as a beggar, how cold my expression must be to stop those people from smiling sympathetically at me, and how optimistic and positive I have to be to stop them from telling me their heartfelt pity and pity.

I hope I look, okay, like the people around me, passing by, without leaving any mark on my mind.

I'm calculating this every minute and every second.

I don't care if the people around me give me the same sincerity as I give, I always step into other people's world with one foot and stay outside the door with the other, ready to run away.

However, at this moment, facing Zhang Xingchen, I swear that I am sincere, I am still afraid, but I am moving forward fearlessly. In fact, I also want to ask Zhang Xingchen if all disabled people are brave cowards like me.

"Yifan has been waiting for you for so many years, and you haven't explained anything?" Lin Yan said.

"Yifan and I have long been impossible, that's why you've been waiting for him for so many years, aren't you?" I asked with a smile.

Lin Yan laughed, there was a little helplessness in her smile, she patted me: "As early as after seeing the scar on your hand, I knew that it was impossible for Yifan to be with you, and you Lu Xiaochao was not moved, since you are tempted, I am afraid it will be a lifetime!"

"You are wrong, if Zhang Xingchen was not the same Zhang Xingchen seven years ago today, I would not love him, there is no lifelong relationship in this world. "I swore and swore that I wanted to die, as if I was or was now, I was still the greedy Lu Xiaochao, and I always wanted to plunder before paying.

I thought that in my love with Zhang Xingchen, I was upright and had a clear conscience, but it wasn't long before I realized how ignorant and ignorant I was.

Lin Yan didn't say anything more, just looked at Zhang Xingchen from a distance.

"It must be fake!" Grandma Yu still didn't believe it, turned her head and called Lin Yan: "Hello, do you know this young man, is he really Doudou's boyfriend?"

Lin Yan beckoned to Zhang Xingchen, which was regarded as a greeting, and she nodded at Grandma Yu and said, "Grandma, yes, he is Xiao Chao's boyfriend!"

Grandma was even more proud when she heard Lin Yan's testimony, she showed an innocent childlike smile, holding Zhang Xingchen's arm and standing beside him, Zhang Xingchen looked like a mountain at this time, and he also had the same childish smile on his face as his grandmother, but it seemed to give people the most stable strength.

It seems that our thin family finally has something to rely on,...... Like.

"Doudou's mother should rest assured now, Doudou's marriage has always been her heart disease, and now with such an excellent son-in-law, Doudou's mother doesn't have to worry about anything. Grandma Li took her grandmother's hand with relief and said.

My mother, who was standing outside the yard, heard it and left in dismay.

At lunchtime, my grandmother insisted on going down to the kitchen to cook a few good dishes for Zhang Xingchen, but was stopped by Zhang Xingchen, who said that my grandmother had just had asthma and would not let her enter the kitchen.

Grandma relied on him, and was coaxed back to the bedroom by him to rest.

I stood in the kitchen doorway and made a gesture of please, smiling and saying, "Chef Harlon, please." ”

Zhang Xingchen poked his head into the kitchen, and then said with a bitter face: "Are you going to enslave me like this even if you get married?"

I sneered, put my cane down, and headed into the kitchen, "Guess. With that, I picked up my grandmother's washed vegetables and stood in front of the cutting board, and then began to concentrate on chopping vegetables.

Zhang Xingchen paced behind me, he laughed twice, and then wrapped his two hands around my waist, he said, "Does this look like a husband and wife in the movie?"

"You've just watched a TV show in the United States?" I laughed and teased.

Zhang Xingchen snorted coldly twice, slammed his chin on my shoulder while blaming me for being incomprehensible, and then said with a smile: "I don't know how many times this greasy posture has appeared in my dreams...... I'm talking about when I was still in a coma in my hospital bed. ”

I sighed, then turned my face to him and asked, "So you don't want to wake up?"

Zhang Xingchen glared at me, then squinted his eyes with a wicked smile and asked me, "Did you wet the bed when you were a child?"

"No!" I flatly denied.

"Who believes it!" Zhang Xingchen grinned, and when he saw me glaring at him, he said with a straight face: "It's like looking for a toilet in a dream all night when I was a child, thinking I found it, but in fact it's all fake, if you don't wake up, you can only wet the bed." ”

"So what?" I asked, puzzled.

"So it's useless for me to dream about you millions of times in my dreams, my hands can't touch you, I've been deceived in my dreams for three whole years, and then I'm lost, I miss ,......" he said, laughing again, his burning breath sprayed on my face, and he said with a serious face: "I didn't learn Chinese well, in fact, you have nothing to do with the toilet......"

With that, he laughed again.

"You've had dreams for years, and I've had nightmares for years, and they all seem miserable......" I said with a wrinkled nose and a palpitation.

Zhang Xingchen's eyes rolled, and he was not serious again, he had an evil smile on his face, "Yes, in order to avoid this cruelty from continuing, you can move to me......"

Seeing me glaring at him, his face immediately changed again, and he raised his right hand solemnly and swore an oath: "Qin Jiami just lives with me, not in the same room." ”

I grimaced, "So what? Are you going to live under one roof with three people?"

"Lu Xiaochao, don't have a conscience, except that I gave you a look these days, when have I done something sorry for you......? What do you think of me?" Zhang Xingchen said, letting go of me.

"I live in a good place now, my mom comes to me occasionally, I don't want to move. I shook my head in refusal.

Although I heard him mention marriage, I really like to have him by my side, but when I seriously think about his proposal, I can't help but feel a fever at the root of my ears.

"Blushing...... Lu Xiaochao, are you thinking of any inappropriate pictures for children?" he said in the tone of a monk, and calmly began to wash the pot.

"Nope. "I didn't have the pleasure to deny it.

"You say, our children, like you or like me?"

Zhang Xingchen kept busy in his hands, he didn't look at me, his tone was very flat, as if he was talking commonplace, but I felt that this was the most intimate and touching sentence I had ever heard.

Our children.

It's a future I never thought of, never.

It's been an incredible thing to start my life.

Seeing that I was surprised, Zhang Xingchen laughed: "Has the relationship between us sublimated all of a sudden?" He looked me up and down, and finally his gaze stayed on my chest, and he smiled wickedly and said: "But how can I raise a child in the future?" I heard that breast milk is better for children. ”

"Zhang Xingchen!" I yelled.

A brilliant smile bloomed on Zhang Xingchen's face, he looked very good when he smiled, I thought, I suddenly became so rich, such Zhang Xingchen, I don't want to exchange the whole world with me.

Originally, the plan to take my grandmother to the city hospital for a physical examination was put on hold, but my grandmother said that she would not go with us, we couldn't resist her, and finally my mother decided to stay with my grandmother for a few days, so Zhang Xingchen and I left first.

Lin Yan walked with us, and when we waited for her at the door of Grandma Yu's house, Grandma Yu was still struggling with the question of whether Zhang Xingchen was my boyfriend, and kept holding my hand to confirm with me again and again, until Zhang Xingchen said to Grandma that when we got married, we would go back to the village to have a wedding wine, and Grandma Yu let me go.

Actually, I vaguely know why Grandma Yu reacts this way, Lin Yan has cried at home because of Yifan's things, Grandma Yu loves her the most, when I was a child, the three of us often played at Grandma's house, she also knew about me and Yifan, before leaving, Grandma Yu also quietly asked me about Yifan and Lin Yan.

Soon after I got in the car, I couldn't hold back my sleepiness and fell asleep, and I vaguely heard Zhang Xingchen and Lin Yan chatting about something, and later, I don't know when Lin Yan got out of the car.

I slept very deeply, and when I woke up, it was already the next morning, the sun shone into the room through the curtain, the glass window opened a crack, the breeze lifted the curtain and made a gentle rustling sound in the air, the wind was a little cold, I shrunk into the quilt, looked at my watch, seven o'clock.

I was going to sleep again, but I vaguely heard Qin Jiami's voice, heard her name Zhang Xingchen Xingxing, and heard her sobbing voice.

I looked around the room, and this was Zhang Xingchen's bedroom.

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