Xu Ningran parked the car under the apartment building, and with a flick of his eyes, he saw Lu Tao's black Wrangler parked in a parking space not far away. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He's coming.

She didn't rush out of the car, sat in the driver's seat, opened the window, lit a slender cigarette, took a puff, and watched it slowly burn between her fingers, the ash hanging down for a long time. When the smoke was finished, she closed the window, went down, locked the car, and took the elevator up. The mirror in the elevator was bright, reflecting a pale face.

Opening the door, Lu Tao was half-lying on the sofa, absentmindedly flipping through her recent book manuscript.

Xu Ningran has been very busy recently, and the manuscript is advancing very slowly, but it can be seen that the relationship between Yan Wan and Tie Ruqin in the book has reached the eve of disagreement, and it is as poignant as a taut thread.

Seeing her come in, Lu Tao sat up a little uneasily, Xu Ningran in front of him made him a little unfamiliar, slender eyeliner, sharp red lips, long hair meticulously coiled, cashmere coat wrapped in a suit, thin and shining diamond stud earrings and high heels, his heart suddenly seemed to be split for a moment, several years ago, when he first saw Xu Ningran, she was exactly like this, beautiful and dazzling, out of reach.

Ning Ran threw off his high heels, took off his coat, put down his hair, and said lightly, "You are here." ”

Not "you're back", it's "you're coming".

Lu Tao frowned slightly, looked at the clock, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, he put the manuscript away, walked over to help her straighten her hair, and asked lightly, "You have been very busy lately?"

"Well, it's busy. Ning Ran didn't explain much, changed his shoes, turned around and asked him, "Have you eaten?" ”

Their conversations, such actions, are as natural as a young couple, as if the next day, every year, will be spent in such a calm and warm way.

Lu Tao smiled and shook his head, and said, "I made soup in the kitchen and served you a bowl." With that, he went into the kitchen and came out with a bowl of piping hot pigeon soup. Xu Ningran took the spoon softly, and took a sip of it with his hand, the aroma was overflowing, and the cold air brought in from the outside was instantly dispelled.

"Smoking again. Lu Tao approached her hair and sniffed it lightly, frowning. Xu Ningran smiled awkwardly: "Too much pressure, too much pressure." ”

They sat down on the comfortable sofa together, and Lu Tao said casually: "Grandma is sick, I took care of it in Nanshan, and it only got better yesterday." What about you? Tell me, what have you been up to lately?"

Xu Ningran drank soup while telling him in detail about Su Yan's departure and the mess in the office, Lu Tao listened to it next to him, and played with his fingers around Xu Ningran's long hair, which was a small action he was used to.

After drinking the soup, I was almost done. Xu Ningran changed a cup of hot tea for both of them, nestled in the sofa and continued to chat. It seems that the two of them just went on a separate trip for a while, but they didn't say anything about what happened in this section.

"Tell me a story. Xu Ningran asked with a smile, playing tricks like a child. In the past few years together, she can't remember how much Lai Lutao has played like this, anyway, from the beginning of her bewildered face, to now the story comes when she opens her mouth, all thanks to her.

"What do you want to hear?" he smiled indulgently.

"Let's talk about your first love. Ning Ran rubbed his arm: "I've been asking for a few years, but you just won't tell me." "Pouted, very aggrieved.

Which man doesn't know, mentioning his ex-girlfriend in front of his current girlfriend is simply looking for death, don't care how she and you make sure she doesn't mind, isn't jealous, doesn't mess around, absolutely don't believe it!

However, under the insistence of Ning Ran's eyes, Lu Tao finally nodded.

Recently, he has been more accommodating and tolerant of Ning Ran than ever before, and he has almost always responded to his needs. Even Lu Tao himself was taken aback when he thought about it, and found that he had changed so much in order to love this woman.

First love stories are generally nothing new.

Young boys and girls, the love is just beginning, there is no balance weighing, there is no size constraint feelings, just like a bird that has just learned to fly, has not yet touched the cold rain, and does not have to know the rules of the wind, only fresh heartbeat. Many people say that first love is the most memorable for a man. In fact, it wasn't necessarily because he loved her the most, but because it was an innocent freedom.

When he fell in love for the first time, Lu Tao was less free. Because he has a strong girlfriend, Lu Tao still talks about the little tricks and methods used by girls at the beginning, hacking his social accounts, checking his text messages, and can't help frowning slightly. He said that he used to hate this very much, very hateful, and after speaking, he glanced at Xu Ningran, this loyalty is okay, right?

Xu Ningran held the cup and said with a smile: "Actually, I think that the kind of relationship that used to hate the other party a little bit, but still wanted to go on with her for a long time is very beautiful." I must have liked that person very much, so even if I was hurt, I wanted to endure it. ”

Lu Tao was silent for a while, not knowing what to say.

He wanted to say: Xu Ningran, in fact, I don't like it very much if you watch the fire from across the strait and treat me as a story. I like that you and I are stupidly living in the same story together, not like a calm author, who defines me however he wants, and gives whatever results he wants.

But he couldn't help but say nothing, and reached out and flicked her head lightly: "Fool! ”

Xu Ningran still smiled, dodged his hand, jumped up from the chair and stretched his waist, and said with a smile: "Come on, how can I have as good luck as you, there are still 4,000 words waiting to be delivered tomorrow." ”

"Then you are still sitting here and chatting!" Lu Tao was speechless: "You want to stay up late again, right?"

"Okay, okay, just this once!" Xu Ningran over and rubbed Lu Tao's face to prevent him from getting angry: "You go to sleep first, I'll come later." ”

"Then I'll accompany you. ”

"No, if you sit here, I'll be distracted, and I won't be able to finish writing. Xu Ningran pushed him to the bedroom, pushed him directly to the bed, closed the door, and went to the study.

Lu Tao was lying on the bed, originally wanting to lie down and wait for Xu Ningran to finish writing, but he was actually too exhausted recently, and in less than ten minutes, looking at the dim light through the crack in the door, he fell asleep in a daze.

In the middle of the night, he suddenly woke up, and the light outside the door had long been extinguished. Lu Tao had a normal intuition, jumped out of bed and rushed out of the bedroom, and the living room and study were empty. The computer was on, and the dim light shone on the workbench, where a note was placed:

"I'm sorry, but there's still no way to say goodbye to you in person.

I was relieved to know that you had once liked another person just as deeply. It's a cliché to say, but I wish you happiness. ”

She knew! She already knew! She knew the farce of the Haitian Garden, she knew the ring he put on and took off, she knew everything that was coming!

Xu Ningran, you bastard! Lu Tao angrily tore the note to shreds.

He is ready to betray everything, he is ready to fight against the world for her, as long as she says it gently, as long as she is willing to say it with tears in her eyes: Lu Tao, don't leave me! He can really hold her and not let go! No, he never planned to let go. He swore to himself that he would be entangled with her for the rest of his life until he died!

But she just left! She said goodbye to him with a ridiculous "You can still like others"!

In the middle of the night, the green prado dyed by Xu Ning runs down the dark highway. The back of the car carried her small bag, and the car driving in the opposite lane flashed the lights over her eyes again and again. She didn't know where to go.

Lu Tao is gone, and the city is gone.

Inside the car, a familiar melody wafted out of the midnight radio, and she was a singer she liked very much.

"Our love is just right here

There's not too much left, and there's no less, and you can forget it

I should be able to take care of myself

We're just right away

If it's not enough, we can't get it back if we hug

Those who have loved hard should not be careful

……”

She burst into tears, unable to speak, and rushed on the road, not knowing where to return.

Lu Tao, I never dared to be a person you hate, because we don't have the kind of relationship that we obviously hate and must go on for a long time.

My emotions, my words, my expectations, my disappointments, my suspicions and jealousies, were all left to myself, and in the end, I had nothing more to say to you.

After counting the memories, let's say goodbye. (To be continued.) )