Chapter Twenty-Six: Seeing Through the Heart
I don't know how long the other party has been here, his tall body cast a dark shadow, which made the unprepared Night Infant Ning almost startled, and almost shouted.
Fortunately, she covered her mouth in time and gently closed the door of the ward.
Doctors and nurses pass by in the corridors of the hospital from time to time, and there are many visitors who come to visit patients at this time, so there are many people coming and going.
Night Infant Ning took a few steps and sat down quietly on a row of plastic benches on either side of the hallway.
In fact, she had already expected that Pet Tiange would still come to the hospital to see Fu Jinliang, otherwise according to his character, this matter would always be remembered in her heart. But when Ye Ying Ning saw him coming, that feeling was still difficult to describe accurately in words.
Everyone is an adult, and many feelings cannot be simply distinguished by "right and wrong" and "black and white", which she has understood for a long time.
"I just saw her, and although the gastric lavage process was very painful, she was in good spirits."
Ye Ying Ning sat quietly on the bench, holding the handbag in both hands, and told Fu Jinliang's situation to Pet Tiange.
In fact, she was not very surprised to see him here.
Sooner or later, he'll probably come along. This is his character, an unshakable personal trait, no matter what everyone does, in fact, they follow their own hearts, the surface is different, and the only one is inside.
Especially, that person is still Fu Jinliang, a young and beautiful woman with an outstanding family background.
"It seems that her family has not been able to persuade her, and since she wants to die, she simply let her live here for a good time."
Pet Tiange paced slowly, and slowly sat down in the seat next to Ye Ying Ning.
He didn't expect to meet Ye Ying Ning here, maybe he also responded to that sentence, people can't do bad things, but his present life report came too quickly. Last night, he was just worried that she would be cranky, so he didn't rush to the hospital immediately to visit Fu Jinliang, who attempted suicide, and thought that he would be able to come here today without knowing it, but he just happened to bump into the person he didn't want to see.
"Still worried, right? After all, it is the line of life and death, and if it is late, it may not really be rescued. I heard that she took a whole bottle of sleeping pills. ”
Night Baby Ning lowered her eyes, her gaze fell on her toes, maybe she was in a little anxious when she went out, and there was a small stain on the upper of her shoes. Although it was not obvious at first glance, because she was looking at it carefully, she felt that the stain was becoming clearer and clearer, and even very dazzling.
Not even the golden sequins could hide the stain.
"It's not like she's always done. She was so stupid that I thought she wasn't the one who killed herself. ”
Pet Tiange, who was sitting next to him, spoke quietly, he, like Ye Ying Ning, felt that Fu Jinliang's tricks this time were very low-end, and he was not like her.
Ye Ying Ning tugged her lips slightly, she didn't know what she was talking about, she felt that her throat was a little sticky, obviously she had a lot of things to say in her heart, and she had a lot of things to say, but she just couldn't say it.
"Women in love will inevitably become stupid, and a crush is also a kind of love, but it is just that you are dominant, and you fall in love with the shadow of the person who is hidden in your heart. So, it's not unusual for her to do this kind of thing. ”
She finished and sighed softly.
Such a calm and soft tone made Pet Tiange a little overwhelmed. If the night baby was jealous and noisy, then he still knew how to coax and explain, but she was so indifferent, as if she was talking about what happened to someone who had nothing to do with her.
"Hmm."
He answered, not knowing how to answer.
It's really interesting, after living for more than 30 years, this is the first time that Pet Tiange has lost his voice in front of people. At this moment, in his heart, there were many words that were turned upside down over and over, and they were like the tide of the sea, first rolling up, then falling like a low tide, and finally disappearing without a trace.
Night Baby Ning took out a bill from her handbag and stood up, and there was a vending machine at her hand.
She picked up two cans of drink, pressed the buttons, and listened to the machine in action, followed by the crisp sound of change.
Handing a can to Pet Tiange, she sat down again, pulled down the pull ring, and took a big sip.
"Actually, I understand that whether it is a man or a woman, when you meet someone who likes you, even if you don't like the other person, it is impossible not to feel it in your heart. Your reaction couldn't be more normal, especially, she is still Fu Jinliang, in all fairness, a woman worthy of you. ”
Night Baby Nene said as she fiddled with the tab in her hand and tried to put it on her finger, but she found that it was an oval design and she couldn't put it on.
So in fact, the scenes in the story are all deceitful, the little boy proposes to the little girl with a ring made of a can tab. Even if it was the right size, the little girl would grow up, her fingers would become thicker, and she would know that the thing was rough and ugly, worthless, and not as old as a diamond.
Really said these words, Ye Ying Ning felt that he was relieved.
For so long, she didn't want to admit that she was worse than Fu Jinliang, she was stronger and competitive, in fact, she just didn't want to be looked down upon on many levels, especially in front of the same sex.
Between being scorned and despised by the same sex, and being jealous and hated by the same sex, she would rather choose the latter.
Although Pet Tiange kept saying that he was unwilling to marry Fu Jinliang as his wife, in addition to really not wanting to marry the Fu family, there was also some rebellious spirit in his bones. Perhaps, he didn't hate this woman as much as he thought.
Sometimes, people like for the sake of liking and hating for the sake of hating.
"You...... Don't always be so self-righteous. ”
Ye Ying Ning's words made Pet Tiange's heart very uncomfortable, and in front of her, he seemed to have nothing to hide.
Even the little intimacy hidden in the depths of his heart was completely present in her eyes, which made him feel like a failure, as if he had become the greedy and indulgent man he used to be.
"I'm not self-righteous, I'm just talking about human nature. Looking at it from another angle, if there is a man with a good family background, good looks, and who wants to be with me wholeheartedly, I think what I say on my lips and what I think in my heart may not be the same. It's like there is a saying on the Internet, when I find out that the person I hated actually likes me, I won't hate him as much as before. These words ......"
She pinched the can in her hand and paused for a few seconds before smiling, "...... There should still be some truth to it. ”
Pet Tiange was stunned, and didn't speak immediately, just kept turning the drink can in his hand back and forth.
After all, frankly speaking, being adored by a good woman is a very fulfilling and gratifying thing for vanity.
He admits that he did have a moment of trance. Because Fu Jinliang really wanted to catch him, even if it wasn't for love, just for fame, she wholeheartedly needed to rely on his brilliance.
But Ye Ying Ning is not, she doesn't need a title, and she is even afraid of this identity and can't avoid it. He always felt that he couldn't catch her, and she never wanted him to catch her.
That feeling of gaining and losing made him gradually lose his self-confidence.
When a person is unsure about something, out of the sense of self-protection of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, he may choose to do something that he can be sure of and have greater certainty.
Emotionally, perhaps, the same.
"I ...... It's just that I heard that she committed suicide, so I just have some sympathy for her. ”
After a long time, Pet Tiange made a difficult sound, moved his hand, and suddenly pulled the pull tab of the drink can he was holding in his hand.