He followed me far, far away, and I felt as if he and I were going to visit all the bus stops in this little town, and I walked obediently along the sidewalk with one hand on crutches, not turning at the intersection, and kept walking, crying, I never knew I could have so many tears.

He only dared to follow from a distance, not too close. I knew he was following me, and every time I crossed the street, he would nervously follow me, for fear that I would not pay attention when crossing the street.

However, something happened to him.

The green light on the sidewalk was still flashing, but a man rushed over on a motorcycle, ignoring the people on the sidewalk.

In order to dodge the motorcycle, Zhang Xingchen fell heavily on the road, and the man on the motorcycle drove away, completely ignoring Zhang Xingchen who fell to the ground.

I obviously saw Zhang Xingchen's face wrinkled in pain, but he immediately got up, his expression was very peaceful, and his brows didn't wrinkle, as if nothing had happened just now.

I felt that my heart was about to stop, as if some sharp weapon had been wringing my heart, but he had a calm and breezy look, Zhang Xingchen changed his expression when he saw me, and he said, "Lu Xiaochao, I'm fine." ”

"You're alright!" I cried, tears falling down like beads of broken thread, "It's all over the body, you say you're okay!" ...... "That fool looks like this, who is he worried about?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

Zhang Xingchen cautiously tried to get close to me, and then reached out to wipe my tears: "You said you, why are you crying like this?" ”

"Don't touch me, don't follow me." I waved his hand away.

"Lu Xiaochao, how many times do I have to be hit by a car before you have to admit your intentions?" Zhang Xingchen held my face and said, "What are you afraid of?" ”

I think Zhang Xingchen is very pitiful, really, I really want to cry for him, how could he, how could he meet me? His friends, almost everyone will have a youthful and energetic, cute and beautiful girl around them, and when they walk together, they are a landscape of this city, which can envy countless people.

But as for Zhang Xingchen, there was such an unpleasant me standing beside him, and such an unpleasant crutch.

Confident, optimistic? That's all a lie, there is a dark witch living in my body, and she has planted ugly flowers in my blood day and night, and these flowers have bloomed in my blood all year round, and have not stopped for a day.

Even if I met such a beautiful Zhang Xingchen, even if Zhang Xingchen walked towards me through the rose fence without fear, I was so small and humble, I only dared to shrink into the cold dark corner and shiver.

Once, because of Wang Yifan, I walked into the sun, and then, I was burned by the scorching sun.

I thought, the sunshine, doesn't belong to me at all.

"I've been hiding in the dark for too long, I've learned to be greedy, selfish, cowardly, hypocritical, and I'm like a miasma in the forest, I'm going to die." This is me, and no one may believe it, but this is me; "I will expect so much from you, and I will even parasitize your life like a mistletoe,...... No, it's like a leech...... "I feel like a shelled snail spread out in the air, am I showing him my ugliest side, trying to scare this person who is bent on coming to me?"

It's not a scare, it's because of my selfishness, I'm giving him a vaccination, I hope he can hold my hand, and then I can put all the problems and all the pressure on him alone, I'm just despicable and shameful.

In the end, I could only say to Zhang Xingchen: "I mean, you stay away from me." ”

It wasn't until I met Zhang Xingchen that I realized that the tail that the mermaid wanted to hide was not a broken leg at all, but an undefeated flower in my blood, inferiority.

Zhang Xingchen let out a long breath, and then said with a smile: "Lu Xiaochao, you have been off topic for so long, and today you finally found the key point." ”

Zhang Xingchen looked very good when he laughed, as if the most brilliant stars in the world were shining in his eyes, when he laughed, the corners of his eyes were always downward, bent into the shape of a crescent moon, Zhang Xingchen said: "Lu Xiaochao, can you also like me when I still like you?" ”

I know that there are many children like me in the world, there are many, many children, and I don't know if all the crippled children will meet such a Zhang Xingchen.

When they meet Zhang Xingchen, will they be like me? Or will they grab Zhang Xingchen's hand and never let go?

Zhang Xingchen took me on the bus back, and I fell asleep on the bus, sleeping peacefully.

Every time I cried, I would sleep very deeply, as if the most awake part of my body was flowing out of my body with tears. When I woke up, I leaned on Zhang Xingchen's shoulder, and he said, "Lu Xiaochao, in addition to sleeping and drooling, you have any bad habits to explain to me clearly." ”

I knew he was joking, but I couldn't help but take it seriously, I wanted to sue him, I wanted him to know more about me, and then leave sensibly.

"I don't like to hold an umbrella, especially with others; I don't like snow; I also don't like volunteering in orphanages, there are many more, do you want to listen? I glanced at him, and he was still at ease, which frustrated me a little.

I couldn't tell, and even though he said he liked me, I wasn't sure what he thought of me. What kind of mentality did he stand with me, did he have even the slightest cowardice in his heart, or did he ever feel embarrassed when passers-by looked at us with strange eyes?

Lin Yan said that every boy is the overlord of his own world, they should be strong, and they regard self-esteem as more important than their own lives.

Zhang Xingchen has no reason to be more special.

"When the work of the library is over, you can accompany me to the orphanage every Sunday from now on! When it rains, when it snows, we all have to go together, with umbrellas. Zhang Xingchen's final conclusion turned out to be like this.

"I said I don't like it."

"Lu Xiaochao, you asked me, what do I want from you, do you remember?" He walked in front of me and walked backwards, at the same pace as I did.

I nodded, noncommittal.

"What I want from you, I will take it myself, you don't care about anything, and don't hinder me from getting the ...... I want" Zhang Xingchen shrugged and said: "I know that you have always been afraid that I will be taken advantage of by you, so you let me be a little, good." ”

I always feel that the person who plunged into my world was obviously Zhang Xingchen, and the person who was fighting the fire with moths was me.

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