"Okay, I see, my emotions were a little out of control just now, and I won't be able to do it later. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Qin Haidao, "Now can you answer my question just now?"

"What?" asked the little girl.

Qin Hai asked again, "Can you take me to meet this good friend of yours?" I think I might know her. ”

"Do you know her? When did you meet her? Do you know her name? What does she look like? How old is she? I can't just take you to meet her like that, she doesn't like to meet people, I remember the first time I saw me, she was very anxious, she seemed to be afraid of meeting strangers face to face. ”

The little girl kept saying, "Later, I thought of a way to put a veil on her, as long as the veil was on her face, even if she stood face to face with others, at least a layer of cloth in between, which could make her feel better." ”

"Veil..."Qin Hai kept repeating, she remembered the masked woman she had seen before, could it really be as he thought before, that masked woman was the soul of the stars?

"What's wrong with you?" the little girl asked in a low voice as she seemed to see Qin Hai's abnormality.

When Qin Hai heard this, he suddenly came to his senses, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I just thought of something, I was a little distracted, you haven't answered my question yet, can you take me to meet this good friend of yours?"

"Hmm..."

The little girl hesitated for a long time before she said, "Yes, you can, but you must promise me that if she is not happy to see you, you will leave immediately, and I do not want to upset my friend." ”

"Well, I promise you, as long as she is unhappy, she really doesn't want to see me, I will definitely leave immediately, and I will definitely not linger for a moment. ”

Qin Haidao, "Don't hide it, she and I are also friends, or... Forget it, it doesn't make any sense to say this now, in short, you can trust me, I'm definitely not a bad person, and definitely like you, I'm a person who wants her to be happy. ”

"Okay, I trust you, let's go, come with me. The little girl said, "I will show you the way, you just have to follow your subconscious route all the way forward, and at the end of the route, the person I want to take you to meet is there." ”

"Good. Qin Hai nodded, then closed his eyes, the moment he closed his eyes, a picture really appeared in his mind, more precisely, it was a path guided by light, along the light all the way forward, at the end of the endless darkness, however, Qin Hai believed that when he arrived at the destination, he would definitely find that it was not as dark as he thought.

Along the way, there was a cool breeze blowing on Qin Hai's face, the damp cool breeze was like whose tears were floating in the air, once it stuck to the human skin, it would penetrate into the skin and flesh through the pores on the skin, making people feel depressed, as if they felt the sadness of the owner of the tears, and couldn't help but want to cry with her.

Qin Hai suddenly felt sad for no reason, as if he knew that the tears mixed with these cool breezes were the stars falling alone on those many nights.

"Wait for me, I'll see you right away. Qin Hai said to himself, his gaze became more determined, and he walked towards the dark place at the end of the light step by step. No matter what he will see there, what the outcome will be, even if it makes him sleep in a dark dream and never wake up again, he has no regrets!

The stars have given him too much, let him grow too much, the good memories between the two of them can't be said even if they talk about three days and three nights, they have so many good memories together, they will definitely not be blocked by this yin and yang!

The path of light gradually darkened, and there seemed to be no light in front of it, only the moving darkness, flowing like ink, revealing a forest atmosphere, which made people dare not approach, let alone step into it. However, Qin Hai did not hesitate, stepping into this dark package, he would never allow himself to miss such a good opportunity to meet Xingchen.

For Xingchen, Qin Hai has too much reluctance and incomprehension, he wants to see Xingchen again, she still has a lot of questions that she wants to get answers from Xingchen, he must avenge Xingchen, otherwise, he will never be able to let go of Xingchen's death.

The darkness was getting thicker and thicker, and the little girl cut off contact with Qin Hai the moment she stepped into the darkness, as if she had never appeared, but Qin Hai knew that she had never left, just because this darkness had blocked the connection between them.

Since it was darkness, even if he opened his eyes wide, he couldn't see, Qin Hai simply closed his eyes and walked forward step by step with the feeling in his heart, he didn't know where he would go, but he believed in the deepest feeling in his heart, he felt that the stars were waiting for his arrival in the direction of his heart.

"Xingchen, wait for me, I'll go over to find you..."

Silently chanting in his heart, the corners of Qin Hai's mouth were slightly hooked, and he was extremely excited.

At this moment, a rough voice sounded, revealing a bit familiarity, but it seemed that after deliberate camouflage, Qin Hai had no way to distinguish who the owner of the voice was in the first place.

"Qin Hai! Today, why are you still obsessed! You shouldn't have come here to find her! Do you know that you and her are destined to be the only one who can survive, even if history plays out again, with your desire for life, she will still die. So, you don't have to blame yourself for her death, because this is your respective fate, and no matter how many times you repeat it, it won't change..."

"Who are you?"

Qin Hai opened his eyes suddenly, it was still pitch black in front of him, but he was very sure that the voice just now did exist.

"What kind of skill is it to hide your head and hide your tail? If you have the ability, come out and meet me, and say what you want to say to me! What is fate? I don't believe that there is such a thing as fate in this world! That's just a trick to deceive people!"

"Don't you believe it? Then have you ever thought about why you were favored by that old guy Qi Yu at the age of fifteen, and why was he able to recognize that you would have today's achievements before you set foot in martial arts, and cultivate you carefully? In order to make you grow faster, he even changed his appearance and his status in the military, have you ever thought about why such a person who covers the sky in the military would go to such a small city as Yuyang, find you, and then take you as an apprentice, let you sharpen yourself in the special forces, and let you participate in such a cruel event as the International Military League in just half a year? Because he knows your fate! From the beginning, he knew it! He knew that you would join the International Military Federation, that you would know a noble person like Yao Xingchen, that you would grow up quickly in front of Yao Xingchen's company, and even, that he knew Yao Xingchen's death..."

"Don't say it! I don't believe your!"

Qin Hai shouted, "If you want me to believe these nonsense words of yours, you can come out and meet me, and let's say it to your face! You hide your head and tail like this, you don't even dare to show your face, how can you make me believe you?"

"Hahaha... Do you think I care about your trust? I tell you, not at all!"

There was a madness in that voice, "I told you so much, just to let you know that fate is a word. Even if you don't believe me, you should at least believe Yao Xingchen, right? Think about it carefully, what did she say to you about fate during the time you spent with her? Think about it carefully, don't jump to conclusions too early, perhaps, all the mysteries have been solved before she died, but you have never been a careful person..."

Qin Hai's eyes showed a light of struggle, once, he did talk about fate with Xingchen, and even, he remembered that it was Xingchen who had to talk to him at that time, and Xingchen at that time seemed to have said that life and death were already doomed, and no one could disobey them. If you want to modify these fateful things, you have to modify them from the source, and the fate that the two of them are closely linked to each other, if you want to break it, you have to change it from the moment you know it.

If they were strangers, nothing would have happened.

At that time, Xingchen was still looking at him and asked very seriously: "If I die one day, will you be sad?"

Qin Hai remembered that his answer was: "Of course I will, but I will never let that happen." Even if I die, I won't let you die. ”

Xingchen smiled and asked, "But where is the ending that has been arranged in fate so easy to change?"

"Fate? What is that? I don't believe in these superstitious arguments, I just believe that as long as we are together forever, no one can hurt us. One day, I will be free, and then return to China with your wishes..."

Xingchen's expression was confused when he heard this, Qin Hai didn't know why this was at that time, thinking that he had accidentally said the wrong thing, but after thinking about it carefully, there was really nothing wrong with his words. But combined with what he was thinking in his heart now, if it was true that Xingchen knew his destiny early on, knew his death, and knew the fate that had been arranged a long time ago, then Qin Hai's words didn't sound ridiculous?

A person who is awake and listens to a person who is asleep talking about the future is indeed ridiculous enough.

"Xingchen, are you really..."

As soon as Qin Hai's heart had such suspicions, that voice immediately came to mind again.

"That's right, that's right. You can't completely deny what has happened. Yao Xingchen's performance, what she once said, plus my current explanation, is enough to make you believe in fate. So, let me ask you, if you knew at the time that once you got acquainted with Yao Xingchen, you would grow up quickly with her help, and she would lose her life in a few years, would you still choose to meet her? Even if you did, would you still choose to be so close to her? You know, the closeness between you is like a talisman, reminding her all the time that her life is short..."

Qin Hai listened to these words, and there was a look of struggle in his eyes. If there is really a fate, if Yao Xingchen's death was really because he met him, if he was not as close to Xingchen from the beginning, Xingchen would not have died, would he still choose to know Xingchen?

"Answer me!" the voice sounded violently.

Qin Hai was startled by this sudden sound, and reflexively replied, "I don't know..."

He really didn't know.

He wanted to meet and get to know Xingchen again, but his appearance was a talisman for Xingchen, so what qualifications did he have to deprive Xingchen of his life in such an capacity? Fate? Why is there fate? Why does the fate between him and Xingchen have to be a bad death?

"Why?"

Qin Hai was stunned and asked, "Why can't I be with her? Why does knowing each other definitely hasten her death? Who set these fates? Why do you treat us like this?"

Qin Hai asked over and over again, but the voice never sounded again.

As if what should have been said had been said, Qin Hai's heart was completely confused, and the voice that disturbed his mood disappeared immediately, as if his goal had been achieved and there was no need to stay anymore.

"Why... Why the hell..."

Qin Hai repeated it over and over again, and in his mind, all the things he had experienced with Xingchen were staged in turn, as if he had experienced it all over again. These memories were like opening the floodgates, and they were not under his control at all, pouring out like a flood and filling his mind at once.

I still remember that on another mission, Qin Hai was injured, and the enemy's hot pursuit made Qin Hai have to stay to ensure the smooth departure of Xingchen and his safety. Qin Hai bit it, and did so, he stopped, not running, he urged Xingchen to flee to a safe place quickly. However, Xingchen smiled at him, and took a step forward, running back in the direction they had come from. Qin Hai still remembers the words that Xingchen shouted with a smile as he ran back: "Xiaohai, I am my sister and you are my brother, of course my sister must protect my younger brother." Since you can't run, my sister runs back. After all, my sister is going to block all the sharp weapons for you..."

At that time, Qin Hai was almost dumbfounded, and he also ran backwards, trying to catch up with Xingchen, but when he was injured, he couldn't catch up with Xingchen's pace at all, he could only watch Xingchen disappear from his field of vision.

However, fortunately, he waited until Xingchen returned, although she was covered with injuries, as long as she lived, Qin Hai felt extremely satisfied.

Another time, also in the middle of a mission, the two of them were surrounded by a group of enemies, and it was almost impossible to break through together, before Qin Hai could say what he thought, Xingchen grabbed him by the collar and stuffed him into the gap in the space when he had not yet reached the realm of breaking through the void, and at the last glance, Qin Hai saw the tears in Xingchen's eyes, she didn't say anything, just looked at him with a smile, as if it would be the last meeting between them.

Qin Hai drifted with the tide in the cracks of space, frantically eager to become stronger, and he had to avenge the stars after becoming stronger.

I don't know how long he has been floating in the gap of space, and when Qin Hai came out of the crack, the first person he saw was Xingchen, he only felt that his heart was about to explode, and he was so happy that he could hardly speak.

He remembered clearly that Xingchen at that time said a sentence: "Even if I die, don't be sad." I am your master, and it is only natural for a master to protect his apprentice. What's more, this is my destiny in the first place. ”

One more time. During the mission, Qin Hai and Xingchen were separated. The two have always been doing tasks together, although Qin Hai has done many tasks with high difficulty coefficients, large and small, but this is the first time he has done a task alone, without the stars by his side, the safety factor has been reduced in an instant, I don't know how much, Qin Hai is inevitably apprehensive in his heart.

Qin Hai did encounter danger, encountered a difficult enemy that he had never faced alone, after a struggle, Qin Hai was seriously injured, just when Qin Hai was about to give up his life, the space in front of him suddenly tore by itself, and a Qianqian jade hand reached out from inside, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him closer to the gap in space. After Qin Hai stood firm, he saw that Xingchen's injuries were far more serious than him.

She said: "You have grown up, you are no longer a boy, but a man who stands up to the sky. If... Never mind. ”

Qin Hai still couldn't know exactly what Xingchen wanted to say to him at that time, but when Xingchen looked at him at that time, he could be sure that it was neither an elder sister looking at his younger brother, nor a master looking at his apprentice, but a woman looking at a man.

During the years she spent with the stars, she played a variety of different roles by his side, and, no matter which role, she was exhausted and left no stone unturned, no worse than anyone else in this world.

Sometimes, when Qin Hai is free, he will also think, if he could grow up a little earlier and understand the meaning of Xingchen's last words earlier, would Xingchen be happier?

The answer is unknown.

Now, Xingchen has left this world where he still exists forever, and the two are separated by yin and yang. However, now there is such an opportunity to be able to close the distance between them again, and perhaps, those words that have not had time to be spoken, finally have a chance to be spoken. Perhaps, those regrets finally have a chance to make amends.

Qin Hai smiled, laughing from the bottom of his heart, his gaze looked through the darkness in front of him, looking into the deepest part of the darkness, where it seemed that there was really another figure, waiting for him to approach, waiting for him to say the words that he had not had time to say.

Qin Hai took a step, he had already come here, he was already close to the person he wanted to get close to, whether this person was the person he wanted to see or not, he had no reason to leave at such a time.

The deeper the darkness, the more cold the breeze was to the bone, almost freezing one's blood. Even Qin Hai's lips couldn't help but tremble. However, he didn't say a word, and still walked step by step, firmly towards the blurred back in the darkness...