Chapter 21: Is It the Truth?
Lying on the hospital bed, her face was pale, and some blood oozed from the gauze wrapped around her wrists, and Dr. Ye said that the wound on her wrist was very deep, not like the wound made by ordinary suicide people, and he said that she was determined to seek death.
"This is the second time she has seen her in a short time, the wounds on her hands are deeper than the other, if she hadn't found it in time this time, maybe the tragedy would have really ......" I glanced at Lu Xiaochao's mother, who was sitting in front of the hospital bed in a daze, she looked extremely haggard.
"Is there anything unusual about her usual life?" Dr. Ye turned his head and asked Auntie.
"Since that incident, she has not slept well, often wakes up before dawn and sits in the living room for hours ......" said, the aunt sighed: "She usually doesn't talk much, I see that she has been going to school on time every day recently, and she also comes home on time, thinking that she has passed that hurdle, because I didn't take her seriously." ”
"Auntie, it's not your fault, Lu Xiaochao thinks about her, and she usually doesn't say a word to us, and none of us want to. I hurriedly comforted.
"In this case, I suggest that you can take her to a psychiatrist, the last time she was sent to the first aid, I consulted a psychologist friend of mine, and he said that like Lu Xiaochao, who is usually more introverted, is likely to suffer from major depression because of that blow. With that, Dr. Ye handed us a business card, saying that it was his psychiatrist friend and asked us to go to him at any time.
I never thought that Lu Xiaochao would be likely to suffer from depression, although she is not particularly cheerful, but she has always been an assertive and thoughtful girl, she is so strong, how can she be?
"Auntie, I'll go to this doctor for consultation another day, if it's really necessary, we'll bring Lu Xiaochao over, what do you mean?"
"Just listen to you,...... I'm sorry for you, Sa. ”
"You're welcome, Auntie, can you go rest for a while?" I looked at her. ”
"Xiaosa, you see that every time Xiaochao has an accident, Aunt troubles you, I'm really sorry. ”
"I can't ignore Xiao Chao's affairs, Xing Xing is my brother, and he won't agree with me ignoring Xiao Chao, Auntie, why don't you go home and rest first, and then get Xiao Chao something to eat, I'll guard it here, okay?"
I finally persuaded my aunt to go back, looking at her thin back, I couldn't help but hate Lu Xiaochao in my heart, what a great feeling, how could she ignore the kindness of her parents like this.
When Lu Xiaochao woke up, her feelings didn't fluctuate much, and she didn't seem surprised to see herself lying in the hospital.
"Xiao Sa?" she was a little surprised when she saw me.
"It's me, is it strange to see me?" I glared at her angrily: "Why don't you cut off your two hands, look at yourself, the scar on your left hand last time is still there, why don't you have a long memory?"
Lu Xiaochao was silent for a while, then raised his right hand to look at it, sighed and said: "My mind is full of Zhang Xingchen's lonely appearance in that world, I want to go to him, this feeling is very strong, I know that I am wrong, but ,...... I know, I'm sorry for all of you. ”
"You're in a desperate situation, do you think the stars will be happy for you to do this? No, he will scold you, and even hate you, because you have turned his feelings for you into a sword that hurts yourself and all the people around you. When I said this, I thought of the stars, and if he heard me say this, he would definitely make fun of me again, and he always said that I see other people's things as true, and when I encounter my own problems, I am confused.
Lu Xiaochao's eyes were red again: "I know, I know everything, but I just can't let him go." ”
I let out a long sigh in my heart, who can let go of the death of the star? Or, Lu Xiaochao's heart disease, only when she really puts the star down, will it be cured.
After Lu Xiaochao was discharged from the hospital, I took a morning off from the head teacher and went to find the psychiatrist.
He said a lot, and I didn't understand it very well, and my general understanding of his words was that Lu Xiaochao had the factors of inferiority complex and self-isolation in her original personality because of her physical disability, and the death of Xingxing hit her too hard, so she would enter this desperate situation of suicide.
He asked me to bring Lu Xiaochao over for psychological counseling.
When I came out of the building where the consultation room was located, I met Ke Yunqing at the door of the building, he was the class leader of the first class in junior high school, and I lived under his oppression for the whole year of the second year of junior high school. But fortunately, in the third year of junior high school, I moved, and I didn't study there anymore, so I escaped from his clutches.
"Squad leader!" After many years, I am still accustomed to flattery and courtesy when I see him.
"Xiao Sa, why are you here?" remember me, it's really rare.
"I was upstairs looking for a psychiatrist and was getting ready to go back. I said with a smile, thinking about how to avoid the tragedy of being asked for a mobile phone number: "I asked for leave to come out, then I'll go back first!"
"Do you see a psychiatrist? The psychological counseling office on the upper floor is my uncle's, which one are you looking for?"
"His surname is Liao, Dr. Liao. "This surname is good, Dr. Liao, talk about doctors, doctors who are responsible for chatting and fooling people.
"He is my uncle, I just came to see him today, our school has a psychological counseling speech, the school specially arranged for me to come to my uncle. Ke Yunqing said with a little frowning, as if she admired this uncle.
"Do the students in your school have psychological problems?" I looked Ke Yunqing up and down, this guy is the most suspicious, I used to think that he had a tendency to abuse people, and it is estimated that he has developed almost over the years.
"Now that we are facing the college entrance examination, everyone is under great psychological pressure, and you are also here for the college entrance examination?" He was very enthusiastic, and he had forgotten the things that tossed me when I was in school.
"My friend, I have something to consult, I heard that you met at the last party, Lu Xiaochao, do you know you?"
Ke Yunqing's face darkened suddenly, as if her face had changed: "She, I know, Zhang Xingchen's girlfriend, it turns out that you are in the same school." ”
Seeing that he didn't want to see the stars, I felt more and more comfortable, probably because the stars were always singing against him at that time.
"Are they still together?Zhang Xingchen didn't say anything after the last meeting?" Ke Yunqing's reaction was a little strange.
"Didn't say anything...... However, he asked me the name Chu Mingmin. ”
Hearing me mention Chu Mingmin, Ke Yunqing's face was even more oily.
"I sue you, Zhang Xingchen is not a good person, you let that Lu Xiaochao stay as far away from him as he can, otherwise, I don't know what will end up one day!" Ke Yunqing's face was unadorned with hatred, but when I heard him say this, my anger suddenly came up.
"How do you talk, what's wrong with Xingxing, isn't it that he didn't submit to your rule when he was in school? After so many years, do you need to be so careful? Besides, you know Xingxing, he ...... now?"
"You know a fart!" Ke Yunqing suddenly burst into foul language, which had never been seen before in my memory, "Do you know why Zhang Xingchen suddenly transferred to another school in the second semester of the third year of junior high school?"
"Didn't he get sick at the time, and then he transferred to another school, what's so strange?" "If it weren't for the fact that he was sick and transferred to the same class with me, how could we have become such iron brothers."
"Sick! That's right, he's sick, he's crazy! Do you know who Chu Mingmin is? She is also a disabled person, and she is also Zhang Xingchen's girlfriend! But Chu Mingmin was forced by Zhang Xingchen to commit suicide, and died in the lake behind the school!"
I shivered and goosebumps rose.
"So you go back and sue that Lu Xiaochao, and let her die to that guy as soon as possible!" Ke Yunqing said.
"You are talking nonsense, I have never heard anyone mention this, even if Xingxing has a ghost in his heart, he will not mention it, but what about Qin Jiami? Didn't she also be in the same class as you when she was in the third year of junior high school? It is impossible for her not to know about this, right?"
"She knows, of course she knows, or she sued us after Zhang Xingchen disappeared, saying that Zhang Xingchen no longer has any memory of that incident, selective amnesia, do you believe it?"
I don't believe it, of course I don't, I don't believe at all that the stars can drive a girl to a dead end!
Although Xingxing's personality was relatively stubborn in junior high school, it was not ...... But I remember that Xing Xing told me that when he first met Lu Xiaochao, he had an inexplicable concern for her......
Don't......
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