Chapter 61: Awakening

Luo Zhan looked at the thin Qin Xiaoyu, pursing her mouth and eating meat quickly, and her heart was also shocked, she didn't see it after eating a few times, this little girl eats a lot of food!

After eating the venison, Luo Zhan untied the tea jar from the strap of the military schoolbag, filled some snow at the entrance of the cave, and hung it on the fire to boil. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

In the gap between boiling water, Qin Xiaoyu felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward, and he looked at the fire uncomfortably, and did not dare to look at Luo Zhan.

"Aren't you afraid of danger?" Luo Zhan thought for a while, found a topic as a starting point, and chatted.

Qin Xiaoyu shook his head: "Don't be afraid, I pick up antlers and sell them for money, I can help the family." I added another sentence in my heart, you can also find your mother.

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu's firm tone, but the look on his little face was confused and helpless, and he asked, "If you lose your life, what's the use of asking for money? You are young, and many things are just confused by superficial things." ”

Qin Xiaoyu bent his knees and hugged his legs, his chin was on his knees, his big black eyes were printed with the light of flames, and his voice was very soft and small: "But if there is no money, my parents will worry about our tuition fees, and there is no way to solve anything, if you are sick, you have no money to see a doctor, do you know how pitiful it is? People are not afraid of death, and what they are most afraid of is that when they face illness and death, they obviously have hope of life, but they have no money for treatment." ”

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu deeply, as if he wanted to look into the depths of her soul, this child's last sentence was so sad, as if he had felt it himself.

After Qin Xiaoyu finished speaking, he pouted, and looked at Luo Zhan with his head slightly sideways, with a hint of stubbornness in his eyes.

Before Luo Zhan could say anything to his mouth, he saw Qin Xiaoyu suddenly sit up straight, stretched out his right hand in front of him, spread out his palm, and there was ten yuan lying on it, because he had been holding it for a long time, it was a little wrinkled and wet.

"Uncle Luo, thank you!"

Luo Zhan frowned: "I said, you can find me if you have difficulties, you don't have to pay me back this money!"

Qin Xiaoyu stiffened his little neck and said stubbornly: "I can't charge these ten yuan, because I can earn money by my own labor, and if you do this, it will make me feel very useless......"

"You work to earn money? You are crossing the border to pick up antlers and dig medicinal herbs to earn money? You don't cherish your life so much, what qualifications do you have to talk about life and death? Talk about the problem of having money or not to see a doctor? Since you all know that many people are suffering from illness because they don't have money to see a doctor, why don't you take care of your own healthy body? When you sympathize with others, you despise your own life!"

"You think you are living an active and healthy life, you feel that you are using your labor to create the life you want, but do you feel at ease with the money you get like this? What guarantee do you have for such an income? What do you rely on, so bold?" Luo Zhan has always been calm and wise, but at this moment, he was angered by Qin Xiaoyu again, and his tone inevitably became heavy.

Qin Xiaoyu was said by Luo Zhan, his face turned red, and his little hand was holding ten yuan hard, tears gathered in his eyes, and he blinked vigorously so that the tears did not fall.

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu's appearance, his heart softened, and he sighed softly and said: "Child, there is only one life, don't know how to cherish it, when you regret it, it's too late." ”

Luo Zhan's words made Qin Xiaoyu endure tears for a long time, and she seemed to wake up suddenly, why did she rely on living one more time to act so recklessly.

If she didn't have a golden finger, what capital did she have to cross the border, she knew the danger, she knew that Qin Zhenhua's family would be worried, but she insisted on going her own way, didn't she fight for her own rebirth and bring her golden finger? What does she rely on?

The more he thought about it, the faster Qin Xiaoyu's tears fell, and he wiped them with the back of his hand in a panic, but he couldn't wipe them clean.

Luo Zhan felt that Qin Xiaoyu's tears fell on the ground, which was simply burning his heart, making him can't help but blame himself, the other party is still a child, how can he say such heavy words. He hadn't asked her any questions, but it seemed that even if he did, the girl would have answered with tears.

Sighing, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket, squatted opposite Qin Xiaoyu, wiped her tears and said, "Don't do such a dangerous thing in the future, you don't want to think about yourself, you have to think about your parents." ”

Qin Xiaoyu cried even more fiercely, she knew everything a lot of the time, she knew that the Qin family was good to her, and she knew that she was Qin Xiaoyu in this era, but she was still obsessed with finding her mother, selfish and paranoid.

Luo Zhan saw that he said a word, Qin Xiaoyu cried even more fiercely, so he could only shut up and stop talking, and wiped the tears on the little girl's face vigorously, but he couldn't wipe them dry, remembering that his sister Luo Fei and Luo Dan had never cried like this.

Qin Xiaoyu cried and sobbed, but his heart became transparent.

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu, who was crying non-stop, with a headache, sighed, unconsciously hugged her in his arms like a child, and patted her shoulder: "Okay, next time you do this, think more about the people who love you, don't let them down." Until the sobbing on his shoulders became smaller and smaller, and finally he made an even breathing sound.

Luo Zhan breathed a sigh of relief, afraid that Qin Xiaoyu would fall asleep and be cold, so he directly sat in his arms like a baby, sat on the deerskin, looked at the fire next to him, and filled it with two pine trees from time to time, and the fire could not be extinguished, for fear that there would be beasts looking for food in the middle of the night.

Qin Xiaoyu's spirit has been in a tense state for the past two days, and his spirit has been relaxed at this time, and he simply fell asleep when he was tired of crying, and when he woke up, he dreamed of pouting and shouting "Mom...... squeamishly" from time to time

Luo Zhan looked at Qin Xiaoyu, who was just taking his little daughter in his dream, his eyes were deep, there are really a lot of secrets in this child!

Qin Xiaoyu woke up and felt that her body was warm, her eyes secretly opened a slit, and she saw that she was nesting in Luo Zhan's arms like a child, and Luo Zhan was holding her with one hand, and the other hand was still pulling the fire, and the pine branches were resistant to burning, and they burned a lot in one night.

Looking at it from this angle, I could just see Luo Zhan's resolute chin, with a short stubble on it, Qin Xiaoyu's little face turned red, and he crawled out of Luo Zhan's arms with all his hands and feet, and ran to the other end of the fire with some embarrassment, and pulled down his short hair in embarrassment before he spoke: "Uncle Luo is early!"

Luo Zhan looked at the awkward Qin Xiaoyu and nodded: "I roasted some meat in the jar, I will go out in a while, and I will send you down the mountain when I come back, you don't go out of the cave alone, the snow has stopped at this time, and it is the time for the beasts in the mountains to come out to feed." ”

Qin Xiaoyu nodded with a red face, lowered his head and took a wooden stick to pull the fire to hide the embarrassment in his heart.

When Luo Zhan was about to walk out of the cave, he said softly meaningfully: "If you don't want to be discovered by others, you have to be more cautious!" After speaking, he turned around and walked out of the cave.

Qin Xiaoyu opened his mouth in astonishment, what does Luo Zhan mean by this?

Outside the cave, the wind and snow have stopped, the sun rises high, and the pine and cypress are covered with a thick layer of snow.

Qin Xiaoyu stood at the entrance of the cave, and he didn't care about enjoying the snow scene, the big red horse was nesting at the entrance of the cave, closing his eyes and pretending to sleep, after Da Song and Xiao Cui left last night, they disappeared, and they didn't know what was going on at this time.

"You're finally awake, we've been here twice. Da Song and Xiao Cui jumped down from the top of the tree and looked at Qin Xiaoyu and said excitedly.

Qin Xiaoyu scratched her short hair: "Have you been here?" It's over, I finally know what's going on." ”

"What's the matter?"

Qin Xiaoyu sighed: "You guys must have let Uncle Luo find out, and he doubted me." ”

Da Song and Xiao Cui glanced at each other and shook their heads firmly: "Impossible, we are both very careful!"