Regulus's monologue
I realized that when I first met her, she was still a milky milk doll, and if it weren't for the master's mention of "stealing children", I would never dare to do such a thing in Mantuo.
When she was in my arms, she slept soundly and deeply, and she didn't seem to be afraid of me at all, nor worried that I was a bad person and would be her or end her life.
In terms of age, I'm much older than her. It didn't matter, I thought she was cute at the time, and she should be very well-behaved and sensible when she grows up. Whether it's a sister or a daughter, she's so suitable.
In fact, I didn't think I would fall in love with her at first—the kind of love that a man has for a woman, not affection.
I searched the whole mountain, but I couldn't find any trace of her. Frankly, the sense of loss in my heart far outweighed the feeling of defeat, and there was a sense of pride that the whole world had left me.
I don't know what words to put to describe it.
It wasn't until I saw her again, innocent and delicate, that I was convinced that I had fallen into her gentle country at a glance.
If I want me to say what I love about her, I can't seem to say. I just feel that when she is around, I will be very happy, very happy, very happy, and this kind of joy cannot be brought to me by others.
So I mustered up my courage and said to the man who taught me the magic and passed on my cultivation: I want to leave the ghost and be a person who is at ease.
I wasn't going to wait for him to agree to leave. At the same time that the letter was written, I had arrived at Xuanming Mountain with my clothes.
I counted the days, and she was almost an adult.
I originally planned to wait for her to become an adult, and officially go to her home to propose, give a dowry, and then welcome her relatives, cave house, and stay together.
I imagined her joy at seeing me, and I imagined that I would be disappointed by the rejection of marriage, but I never thought that it would be her who would take my hand and say, "Shall we get married?"
Her eyes, like stars hanging in the sky, twinkle and twinkle beautifully.
I was so frightened that my mind went blank for almost an hour. Although I don't have a lot of experience, I think this kind of thing must be raised by a man, how can a girl's family take the initiative. This is a kind of responsibility and responsibility for a husband.
Slowly coming back to my senses, I whispered to her, "I'll go to propose marriage tomorrow", and she smiled like the sun in the sky, pouring golden warmth, flowing into a river in my body.
We're finally together in the open.
She walked towards me dressed in a red dress, and my heart was pounding, and I seemed more nervous than following my master to lead the army.
I lifted her hijab, saw her delicate face, and thought of an old saying, "Hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son." ”
I thought: this girl will be my destiny for the rest of my life.
But her enthusiasm and her initiative can only make me silently accept her care, and I have never said the words "I love you" to her.
I've never been good at sweet words, so I'm not so clever when I coax people.
I was once preparing to cook rice and accidentally took the handkerchief she had embroidered yesterday to wipe the stove. She was very angry, but I said - anyway, when it is used up, it will be used to wipe the dust, what is the difference between a day earlier and a day later or something? She was just a little angry, and she was even more angry when I said this.
That was the first time she ignored me, the first time she let me sleep outside, the first time I felt disgraced.
I wanted to coax her, but I was afraid that my mouth would be stupid, and the more I talked, the more outrageous it became. Simply, I blew the bamboo flute outside the high-rise building for a night.
The tune I play is called "Loose Scattering". This is a piano song, and it can be played with a bamboo flute.
The upstairs window opened at some point, and the sound of a clear guqin spread throughout the Lanxing Pavilion.
I realized that her piano skills were on par with mine.
At noon the next day, she pushed open the door of Lanxing Pavilion. I just came back with some vegetables, fruits, fish and shrimp that I bought at the market, and I plan to cook for her, which is considered to be an amend.
She took the initiative to ask me to talk: I was impulsive yesterday, and I shouldn't have reprimanded you. Anyway, it's a gift for you, and it's up to you.
My gift? I remembered that today was the hundredth and first day of our wedding.
I forgot...... Completely forgotten. It turns out that she values these numbers very much, so I will have to pay attention to them in the future.
I remembered something, and pulled her to the market outside, and bought her all the right toys, accessories, or clothes.
She seemed a little uneasy, as if there was some danger if I took her out with me.
"I'm going to make new clothes, you go and help me choose a piece of fabric. "I can't think of any excuses.
"Aren't they just two coats made last month?"
"It's not mine, it's your new clothes. I didn't bother to say more, so I took her hand and fled to the bustling hidden town.
She wasn't interested in the clothes or jewelry, and the only thing she stopped to see was a shop selling lanterns on the street.
I glanced at the lanterns, but there was nothing special. But since she likes it, she should buy it all.
I handed a bag full of gold leaves to the owner of the lantern shop and said, "I want them all." The boss took the heavy money bag and smiled from ear to ear.
She only picked one of them - a pale pink flower tree painted on it, which looked a bit like cherry blossoms, and there were four words inscribed on the side: "The years are quiet".
I haven't read a book, I just think that she chooses the best, so although I don't understand the meaning of these four words, it will also be a kind of auspicious sign.
I happily returned to Lanxing Pavilion with a large stack of lanterns, holding her tightly with my right hand.
In the hidden streets and alleys, there was a figure that followed me for a long, long time.
I knew it was a ghostly person, and the master must have sent someone to find me.
I've been gone from the ghost for fifteen hundred years.
In order to give her a pure world, I will add ten layers of enchantments within a radius of ten miles to the Lanxing Pavilion every day, and I will lay down an unbounded starry sky over the Lanxing Pavilion every night.
That night, I found the man who was following us and solemnly said: I am willing to abandon my cultivation, change my life without disturbance, and return to seclusion with my wife.
The man told me a thunderbolt from the blue - my wife turned out to be the remnant of the Cangshan Snow Dragon.
And my master, I have been looking for this clan for more than a million years.
I lamented that fate was unfair to me - why the beloved woman and the master are natural nemesis.
The man told me one more thing: maybe I could take her back and everything would be solved.
He's my good brother in Devil and I trust him 100 percent.
"Let me think again. "I think this matter needs to be discussed with my wife, and I can't just say it.
My good brother left, but I suppressed the matter and never mentioned it to her.
Our life is peaceful and beautiful, three meals a day, two people for four seasons, one house and one dog.
A few months later, I picked up a very cute puppy from outside. She panicked a little at first, and didn't even dare to touch it.
I laughed at her for being timid, but she didn't refute it.
I don't remember how many times I quarreled with her because of the puppy, but I was more serious and rarely cared about her feelings.
It wasn't until the leap of reincarnation that I suddenly woke up: those who can't quarrel with each other in marriage are because the other party loves each other more.
I always felt that I loved her very much, but I didn't love her more than she loved me.
In the tenth life of the mortal womb, I finally had the privilege of meeting her again.
I learned to talk about love, and I also learned to speculate on people's hearts.
I thought about protecting her for the rest of my life, and in the end, she sacrificed her life to fulfill me.
I hugged her and watched the stars in the Lanxing Pavilion for a night, but she never opened her eyes to see me and me say a word to me again.
I don't want to bury her in the Infinity Sea, even though that's her home.
I've planted cherry blossoms outside Lanxing Pavilion, and I hope she'll be happy if her spirit comes back and sees it.
When the cherry blossoms are in full bloom the following year, the Zhanlu sword on his waist glows slightly, and there is a tendency to break through the scabbard, as if someone is calling it.
I don't think she's dead, she's always been by my side, but I can't see her anymore.