Chapter 33: The Bathing Girl's Reverie
Since the "breakup" with Tong Keji, Xiaoxue's heart is like a ghost, wandering all day long, and the whole person seems to be only a shell and a skin. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoDuring the rehearsal of the "June 1st" Children's Day Gala of the city's preschool education system, Xiaoxue, who had never been frightened, came on stage but felt that her head was empty...... At that time, the chief director of the party laughed so much that he almost didn't lose his breath, but he finally relieved his breath, but he was still pointing at Xiaoxue and said breathlessly: "I can see it, you are trying to usurp the throne! Laugh me to death, you can be the chief director, right?"
Xiaoxue also tried to change her way of life, she wanted to change her image as a good girl, she once went to a nightclub called "Pluto", frantically shaking her hair and writhing her body in the frenzied metal noise, trying to forget the pain in her heart and abandon all the troubles of the world. However, when the music stopped, a greater loneliness welled up in her heart, and she felt like a planet called "Pluto" in the distant universe, walking alone in a dark and cold world. However, it was just lonely, and later it was expelled from the "star list" by astronomers! Isn't poor Pluto like himself now? Or is he not the poor Pluto? He has a home, but he doesn't want to go back, he has a longing home, but he has to choose to leave.
I haven't seen Tong Kejian for several days. In the early days of the "breakup", Xiaoxue called up the familiar phone number in her mobile phone again and again, and tried to call back again and again -- 33713, "Separated wives are going to be separated", is she destined to be separated from him? She also came to the familiar door again and again, but again and again chose to leave silently. In the kindergarten, she saw Tong Keji's figure when he picked up Tong Tong again and again, and again and again chose to watch silently from a corner and silently bless .......
In the past few days, Tong Tong's artistic training and advertising shooting have entered a critical period, and she has to live in the children's art troupe for several days in a row. Looking at Tong Tong running from kindergarten to pick her up from her "mother" Zhang Aimi, Xiaoxue's heart seemed to be hollowed out. Although she didn't know that Zhang Aimi was the "girlfriend" who delivered food to Tong Keji, her potential and real competitor, she still vaguely realized that maybe Tong Tong would never belong to her in the future. She suddenly shouted "Tong Tong" softly, and hugged Tong Tong, who ran past her and was waving "Aunt Xiaoxue goodbye", into her arms. She hugged Tong Tong very tightly, as if she wanted to hug the fate with Tong Keji, who was about to slip away in an instant. Unconsciously, two lines of pearls with broken lines of tears rolled down from the beautiful eyes.
"Aunt Xiaoxue, why are you crying?" Tong Tong wiped her tears for Xiaoxue with her white and tender little hands, as a four-year-old child, she couldn't understand Xiaoxue's forgetfulness. "Auntie is happy! Looking at Tong Tong and happy, Auntie is happy for you!" "Happy should be laughing, how can Auntie cry?" Tong Tong's tone and eyes were innocent and a little distressed and loving. "Okay, Auntie won't cry!" Xiaoxue wiped her tears with the back of her hand, made a smiling expression to Tong Tong, picked her up and walked towards Amy.
"broke up" with Tong Keji, and couldn't see Tong Tong, Xiaoxue's life was bleak. She knew that Tong Keji was resting at home today, and she didn't go out to relieve her loneliness, but lived alone in the single dormitory, so that she would feel closer to Tong Keji. I flipped through the book for a while boredly, and the breeze gently stirred the curtains, brushing Xiaoxue's hair and cheeks, like Tong Keji's caressing hands. Xiaoxue likes this feeling, Tong Keji's hand is so gentle and moist when it glides over her body, just like the feeling of warm water sliding over her bath, and like the feeling of raindrops sliding over the leaves. Xiao Xue simply stripped herself naked, turned on the shower, sat on the bath stool, and carefully imagined and experienced this wonderful feeling. In Jingnan City in early summer, the temperature is warm and gentle, and the moderate hot water gently blows, and the light snow gradually blurs, immerses, and melts...... I don't know how long it took, she seemed to hear the sound of the mobile phone singing, it was the ringtone she set up for Tong Keji, it was a song "Special Love for Special You", she felt that Tong Keji was calling herself, she ran out of the bathroom without getting dressed! The mobile phone stopped singing, Xiaoxue looked at the mobile phone on the table stupidly, waiting for the voice to ring again. It seemed that another century had passed, and the mobile phone seemed to be silent for a century, until the water on her body absorbed too much heat during the drying process and made her feel cold, Xiaoxue suddenly grabbed the mobile phone as if she had woken up from a dream - there were actually five missed calls! Among them, two belonged to Pingping, three were called by Tong Keji, and there was a text message from Pingping, "Xiaoxue, I need you!"
Xiaoxue, who felt the coolness, suddenly sobered up a lot, and she didn't call Tong Keji's phone first, but called Pingping first, because Pingping had never called or texted in this tone. And for Tong Keji, Xiaoxue is like a person who has been hungry for a long time and hears the sound of opening a meal, but after picking up the chopsticks, she doesn't have the same impatience as she did at the beginning, she wants to carefully experience this feeling of "eating", compared with that kind of gobbling, maybe this can be regarded as "cultivation", right?
However, Pingping's phone call completely ruined Xiaoxue's mood of wanting to "eat elegantly", and after hanging up the phone, Xiaoxue was not interested in dressing up, so she put on two clothes at random and ran out of the door!