It was still raining lightly outside, and I was still wearing the same pair of snow boots I wore when I went out during the day, and Lin Yan kept walking in front without saying a word.

The umbrella was in my hand, and she said that it was raining lightly and she didn't want to hold the umbrella together.

Come to think of it, Zhang Xingchen deliberately put me and Lin Yan together, or he wanted me and Lin Yan to reconcile, so he put me and Lin Yan outside to blow the cold wind, this is really a smart and intelligent old man.

"Xiao Chao. Lin Yan turned around and called my name.

"Hmm. I replied lightly, and then said, "Go down to the umbrella?"

"Xiao Chao......" She wanted to speak and stopped, and it took a long time before she spoke again: "Xiao Chao, do you remember the time when we were at the fountain in the square together?"

"With Yifan that time?"

"Hmm!"

"Yes. I said, stopping and walking back on to her.

"I got wet with the fountain with Yifan and got sick, do you remember?" she asked again.

"Well, I remember. I walked up to her and put an umbrella over her head to protect her from the rain," and later, he swore at your hospital bed that you would never marry in this life. ”

"Yes......" Lin Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "He wants to marry me, but he is better with you, he likes to chat with you, likes to do homework with you, and he is always the first to go to you when he is on vacation, don't you say it's funny?"

I didn't speak, and Lin Yan said again: "I asked him at that time, whether he likes you or me, but he always doesn't care, he says, he only thinks you are a good friend." ”

"Hmm. I answered.

"I was with Yan Qing to be angry with him. Lin Yan said. Lowered his head: "Later, he chose to be with you, at first I thought that he was only with you to provoke me ......"

Lin Yan's eyes met mine, and the corners of her lips showed a wry smile, and then said, "I quarreled with Yifan." I said, as long as he breaks up with you, I will break up with Yanqing. ”

She spread her hands and said with a smile: "Yifan disagrees, he said, he is serious about you." ”

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and after passing by the coffee shop near the community, Lin Yan and I walked in.

"It's cold. Lin Yan shuddered and said, she looked at the night rain outside the window, and sighed melancholy. I sat down by the window, and my mind was brought back to those rainy pasts by Lin Yan.

Lin Yan said that before she met me, Yifan showed that she cared about her, which made her laugh out loud when she thought about it, and she could experience a sense of happiness that did not belong to her age every time she dreamed back at midnight.

She said, before meeting me. In Yifan's world, she Lin Yan is the princess. Yifan once praised Lin Yan for her beauty in front of many friends, and he once announced loudly in front of Lin Yan's group of suitors that Lin Yan was covered by him, and no one was allowed to hit her attention.

Yifan and Lin Yan are always inseparable, and often the two of them are tired of playing outside. Just eat at Grandma Lin's house, and even occasionally Yifan will stay at Grandma Lin's house to sleep, at that time they were also young, although there are not too many concepts of difference between men and women, but Yifan and Lin Yan's are better. surpassed the rest of the little friends.

Just once, Lin Yan brought another little boy, that is, my brother Xinghai, back to her grandmother's house for dinner, Lin Yan and Xinghai have always been good, in my memory, Xinghai once taught those naughty children who bullied Lin Yan, and now it seems that Xinghai likes Lin Yan, and it is understandable.

However, this matter was known to Yifan, Lin Yan said, Yifan actually had a fight with Xinghai for that matter, that time Lin Yan felt that Yifan was unreasonable and helped Xinghai speak, just such a thing, Yifan had been awkward with Lin Yan for a long time.

I think Lin Yan will choose to use Yan Qing to determine her weight in Yifan's mind, or it is an accident derived from those ignorant feelings when she was young.

Lin Yan said that after being with Yanqing, Yifan was not provoked and broke up with me as he was when he was a child, but when Lin Yan went to Yifan for a showdown, he was rejected by Yifan.

For Lin Yan, her unshakable position was replaced by others, and the world she believed in and worshipped collapsed.

That's why she hates me.

But it wasn't just that what escalated her resentment towards me.

When Lin Yan told me these words, her voice was still a little choked.

She said that when she was rejected by Yifan, she drank for the first time in her life, although she was playful on weekdays, she had never been drunk, only that time, Yan Qing accompanied her to get drunk, so that the two of them had something that should never happen to junior high school students.

After that, Lin Yan looked for Yifan a few more times, hoping that he would change his mind, but he was rejected by Yifan.

"He obviously swore that I would not marry, you say, why did their men change their minds and be so ruthless?" Lin Yan asked me.

I was silent, I just felt that everything I said was wrong.

I have always lived in my own world and felt sorry for myself, but I never thought that there were so many unspeakable reasons behind the truth I knew.

"Yifan said, between him and me, there is no way, he chose you, and he will not change. Lin Yan laughed: "You say it's ridiculous, why can he break his word on me and get fat, but he has to be loyal to you?"

I took a sip of my coffee and felt a little cold.

Lin Yan said that when she found out that she was pregnant, she even thought about suicide and ended her life.

At that time, she was just a child, and at the age of fourteen or fifteen, she could not bear much.

"But my resentment against you has brought me back to life. Lin Yan said: "I hate your appearance, I hate you for snatching love, I hate you for quietly kicking me out of the world, I hate." ”

So, that day, she asked me out, she accused me of not coveting his Yifan, and even got into an argument with me, I just shook off her hand, but she fell heavily to the ground.

When I got her call again, she told me that the baby was gone.

"I called Yifan, designed you and Yifan to go in and out of the hotel together, the child's matter, I forced you not to mention it to him, I caused you to be spurned by everyone at school. Bully, do you hate me too?" Lin Yan asked me.

"You say, you designed me to go in and out of the hotel with Yifan, and you now admit that you found someone to take the photo?" I asked in disbelief.

"That's right, I asked Yan Qing to take the photo. Lin Yan said.

It's really not shocking.

So. When I was in the bar, Yan Qing slandered Lin Yan so much, did he know that Lin Yan designed to frame me?

"So, when I was in high school, my photos were suddenly exploded again, and it was because of you?" I asked again.

Lin Yan shook her head, and there was a confused look on her face, "I asked Yanqing, and he only admitted that he still had the photo." But he didn't say why he suddenly leaked the photos. ”

"What about those letters? Why was they discovered by Yifan? ”

"I have always kept the letter in my dormitory cabinet, one day I don't know what's wrong, Yifan took those letters to me and questioned me, Yan Qing said that he gave them to Yifan, how did he get the letter, but he didn't say a word. ”

It was so cold that I shivered and let out a long breath.

"Now, you didn't ask. I'll tell you all about it, too. Lin Yan also breathed a sigh of relief.

I smiled: "Blame the selfish, for your own well." Just tell me all at once. ”

"Yes, Zhang Xingchen taught me, let me tell you everything, and let you do the rest by yourself. Lin Yan showed a slightly childish smile, "Honestly." Say it all and I'm a lot better, after all, so many years have passed. ”

"Hmm. I nodded.

It's Zhang Xingchen again, he is really pervasive, and he is really wide.

"That. What do you say?" Lin Yan stared at me, or she was used to being dominant in her daily life, and it seemed a little strange to be so soft at this time.

I didn't answer her, but just changed the subject: "What are you talking about upstairs, why is Qin Jiami still crying when she leaves?"

"Can't tell you. Lin Yan sold Guan Zi instead.

"Then, Zhang Xingchen said that he would come to us, did you make an appointment where to meet?"

"Well, go to Tang Xiayi's café. ”

What are you doing at Tang Xiayi's café at this time? I was confused, Lin Yan had already stood up, the rain outside the window was still falling, and the glass windows were crawling with rainwater, for some reason, such a scene made me feel afraid.

Lin Yan's mobile phone rang loudly, she glanced at the phone screen, and then picked it up with a suspicious face: "Lin Yue?"

I was also stunned for a moment, why did Lin Yue call Lin Yan at this time?

"Yes, it's right that Xiao Chao is with me...... What are you looking for her?" Lin Yan said, glancing at me, but her tone was full of defense.

"Is he looking for me?" I asked in a low voice, Lin Yan nodded, and then hesitantly handed me the phone.

I took the phone from Lin Yan's hand and fed it.

"Can you not go with Lin Yan?" Lin Yue's voice came from the mobile phone.

I glanced at Lin Yue, who was also staring at me intently, I turned my back slightly, and then asked Lin Yue, "Why?"

"......" Lin Yue hesitated for a while, and then said: "Lu Xiaochao, you are now standing at the midpoint between me and Zhang Xingchen, if you leave with Lin Yan, it is really impossible for me and you, for me, you are the second Long Shuyi." ”

Lin Yue's voice was a little strangely choked.

"I don't understand. I sighed quietly.

I didn't tell Lin Yue, in fact, I never stood at the midpoint between Lin Yue and Zhang Xingchen, my heart has always been with Zhang Xingchen, and it has never been far away.

It's just that the injury, for all of us, is already the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

"I don't ......"

Before I finished my words, I was interrupted by Lin Yue: "Lu Xiaochao, I know that I have done something sorry for you, but this time, it is not good, you don't want to go to him." ”

"Really, no matter what happened before, in the days I was with him, I was full of gratitude, Lin Yue, only when I was with him, I had the strength to say to you forgiveness, and I was sorry. ”

He is the Bodhi tree that blooms in my heart. (To be continued......)