Chapter 60: How I want to hug you forever

No matter how beautiful it is "brainwashed", the past stays in a brilliant mind and cannot be forgotten. I went to communicate with my cousin, ran all over the street, the two of them ate snacks on the stall bed on the street, fantasizing about the mood when I got rich for a year, and appeared in front of her, in the years with Zhang Jianqiang, I was painfully tortured by him every night, and now I feel the enjoyment of love, leaving Jianqiang and living with Bangmang, she felt a little pain in her heart. A cloud floated in front of her, and above her, in the sky. She knew she was sorry for them. However, every day she goes out, she can meet him, one has a cerebral hemorrhage, one is not very good at his hands and feet, one is standing in place, silently looking at him, he and she ignore no one, pretending not to know, because there is one more him by her side - fierce.

Now, Brilliant has been with these people, and she doesn't know who she owes much, but she always knows that she owes these men.

He shivered in the cold of winter, and every time she came, she longed for spring to come, so that she would not be disturbed by the cold around her. When spring really came, she felt her heart still frozen.

She wandered through the world, as if she had lost the conscience of the living, and was at the mercy of others like a puppeteer. Why is the existential self "brainwashed" by others and loses oneself? Why is my laughter not as hearty as it used to be, why is my crying not as sad as it used to be, why can't I feel the original innocence when I look at people, why is it not as durable as when I think about people......

She didn't know that she had been completely "brainwashed", losing the purest thinking in her brain and filling in the "ideas" of various MLM organizations.

Whether it is a person or a ghost, whether it is sad or joyful, she doesn't know that anyway, her actions are manipulated in the palm of her beauty.

She knew that Meng Meng loved herself very much, the kind of love that a newlywed man loves his wife.

Keeping up with him, he seems to have lost his freedom, he is like a guard supervising a prisoner, not leaving an inch, she sometimes says to him, can you give me some freedom, can you not always stick to me, he said, I don't love you like this, she said, you follow me, the picture is that I am relatively fresh in your eyes, after a few years, if you are still like this, you really love me, after a few years, it is not you who stick to me, but I can go to find your shadow, he smiled and said, in a few years, I will talk about it. This sentence did not wait for a few years, and it became a farewell in a few days.

The beautiful team, the newcomers were organized together and went to the city 200 kilometers away for a meeting (brainwashing).

The meeting lasted for five days, and after dinner, the car was ready to pull them home, and more than a dozen people got on a bus one after another, and when they sat down, they hurriedly pulled their seat belts onto their bodies and buckled them. Meng Meng said disdainfully: "I will be home in an hour, and if there is any danger, I still use the buckle, as if the prisoner is tied up." Brilliant said: "If you don't set it, don't say it, safety first, this is a habit, don't say 200 kilometers, as long as the car starts at home, I'm like this." ”

In spring and winter, it is dark before five o'clock in the evening, there are a lot of cars and pedestrians, and it takes a lot of effort for buses to get out of the city, and there are no pedestrians on the road, and there are all kinds of motor vehicles running back and forth.

The speed of the car is very fast, the dark world outside the window, you can only see the light of the busy, where does this car lead, is it heaven or hell, brilliant and fierce will not think, because they have fallen asleep, in the arms of the hungry lady dreaming of their innocent self, how rich, so that the poor dare not look up at themselves.

Facing a car, crashing into the passenger car like out of control, the driver turned out, trying to dodge the car, it was late, it was useless, a passenger car, there were beautiful students sitting in it, just like that, with the strength of the collision into the deep outer road, under the slope, more than 20 meters in the deep ditch.

No one thought of the accident, no one expected it to happen in the dark, whether it was life or death, depending on the creation of man.

The ambulance arrived, not one, but many, and all the people in it were carried into the car, all of whom were dying, their faith was shattered, waiting for immediate rescue, and the car had not yet arrived at the hospital, and the injured in the car had died seven people, including the fierce who was not wearing a seat belt. He left like this, went to the underworld to sell beauty, whether he could communicate, whether he would share, the ghost knew.

Splendid is to be awake at dawn on the third day.

In front of her bed, she guarded him with a cerebral hemorrhage.

He heard his wife come back and tell him that at that time, the accident had just happened, and the matter immediately spread to the beautiful studio, where she was being "brainwashed", and everyone was surprised when they heard it, and they all ran to the hospital.

She ran home and told her the letter first.

He was stupid and hurried to the hospital with her.

Meng Meng died, brilliantly lived, but she could never stand up, she was paralyzed, a high paraplegic.

Splendid asked him how fierce it was.

He told her that he was dead.

She looked at him, tears flowed down her eyes, all over her face, without the slightest taste of beauty, it was after she woke up, the nerves of her brain were out of the beautiful involvement, flowing freely, she finally cried, she knew that there were seven people who fell together this time, she knew that she would sit in the car forever, the wheelchair would be her moving legs and feet, and her lower body failed.

He also wept with him, life and death. No one would have thought that both of them had experienced this moment, and she felt fortunate for her own survival, but in the future, she would be trapped in a wheelchair, endlessly surviving on it, where would she be, she didn't know, her brain survived from death, and the beautiful spirit inside, the spirit of the great immortal, had long been gone.

She is so eager for the arrival of the nurse, bit by bit, she is most concerned about her own life, why it was not so strong before, and sometimes she still has suicidal emotions.

He came every day, after exercise, his hands and legs and feet were flexible, and he returned to his usual appearance, but he was not fluent in speaking before, so he felt that it was enough, and he was thankful that it was this serious illness that made him understand that life is not easy, and he must do good deeds in order for people to be healthy.

She looked at him, and it seemed that the two of them were together when they were studying, the birds on the trees, walking side by side on the forest, the wind and rain, the wonderful memories, infinite missing.

She was in tears, and he picked up a towel to wipe it, but she refused.

"Quick, don't ...... Crying, to this day, we are very difficult, life ...... Life...... The test for us is simply too cruel," he said bitterly, "nothing, as long as we don't die, it is life that tells us how people should be human beings", Brilliant said with great emotion.

Every day, he came, every day, and talked to her about the feelings in his heart after a serious illness.

Finally, Splendid was discharged from the hospital, pushed by him, and walked slowly down the street, for his walk, for her to breathe the fresh air of nature.

Splendid asked him, "Where do you push me, where should I live?" He said, "Go home", and she asked, "Go back to that home". He said: "Our home, we live again, in the future, you need someone to take care of you, we build in the atmosphere of true love, through a difficult life." Her face was full of tears.

In a cemetery, he pushed her to the grave of Mengmeng.

Brilliant and looked at the fierce portrait on the tombstone for a long time, and the conversation between him and her sounded around him, can you give me some freedom, can you not always stick to me, he said, don't I love you like this, she said, you follow me, the picture is that I am relatively fresh in your eyes, in a few years, if you are still like this, you really love me......

Tears flowed from her bright eyes, life and death made her and him say goodbye forever, she wanted to tell him that it was not me who betrayed you, but that you abandoned me.

Splendid looked at his mausoleum and murmured: "Let's communicate, let's share".

No one answered, and countless mausoleums surrounded her, and the portraits on the tombstones on them stared at her vividly. They were all young, just silent for a long time.

Brilliant felt fortunate that he was still alive.