Shen Erjin has lost his identity as a second-class palace maid, and naturally he has no chance to serve with him, so he has to stay in Yuxiu Palace and follow Fei Qing and a few people to keep vigil in one place, eating melon seeds and peanuts and listening to the gossip heard everywhere, like a little eunuch in Ronghua Palace, and a miscellaneous palace maid in the Shangfu Bureau have been eyebrowning all day long, and it is estimated that it is better.

There is also a guard who is on duty every day at Erdaomen, it is said that his name is Daqiu, and the palace maid of Xingde Palace once exchanged handkerchiefs, whether it is really worth studying, Shen Erjin felt very depressed after listening to it for a while, so he got up and walked out of the house alone, looking up at the dark sky and looking at the palace lights on both sides of the palace lights more and more gorgeous and delicate.

That year, it was also under the festive red lantern in this palace, she was dragged and locked in Shang Fangsi, and the next day she was directly brought out of the second door, and suffered the most cruel punishment in the palace, Shen Erjin never dared to think about how much fear and resentment her heart was filled with at the beginning, and how miserable the pain her body endured, and finally swallowed her last breath, under the double torture of body and spirit, how much pressure she endured, just to stick to that distant, foam-like love. She was so persistent and sunny, she was simply all she had at that time............

Following the palace lantern all the way out of Yuxiu Palace, looking at the empty palace gate, Shen Erjin's heart seemed to be under the weight of a thousand catties, no matter how she struggled, she still couldn't get rid of its shackles, when she wanted to run hard and throw it off, it seemed to have weighed tens of millions of catties, until she couldn't bear the weight anymore and cried directly.

Shen Erjin really wanted to cry, all the strength that had been disguised over the years could no longer be controlled, and only the truest and weakest side was left on this day of celebration by tens of thousands of people, and finally broke through the layers of camouflage and spurted out.

Breathing is not smooth, no matter how hard the eyes are earning, they still can't see the big red palace lamp that symbolizes festivity, at this moment it seems that they can't hold on anymore, so they have to squat on the ground and plunge into their arms, and they can't control it anymore and let out a suppressed sob.

Also on Chinese New Year's Eve, and at the same time in this palace full of resplendent and without family affection,

At this moment, she regretted it......

Or maybe she regretted it as early as when she was in Shenjiazhuang, but she has been timidly avoiding this question. If she didn't go to her aunt back then, but dragged that person out, could she change the ending, at least save her life!

Wrong, wrong, the whole thing was wrong at the beginning, and I didn't even realize it, just watched her step into the conspiracy and fall into the abyss, but there was no way to recover. If people can do it all over again in this life, how can they live so wronged in this life?

It's just that it's too late............

"Crying?"

Shen Erjin is completely immersed in his own world, he has no mood or energy to listen and do all the interference from the outside world, and his heart, which has always been afraid to face it, is now back to his hometown, in this specific time and environment, regret is like an overwhelming attack, if she can go back to the beginning, she would rather die for her than the ending at that time.

After a long time, the surging mood returned to calm, and the whole person suddenly lost his strength, and all his energy was instantly withdrawn, and his heart actually floated with a sense of lovelessness.

maybe

Death is the best relief, and living is the greatest punishment.

It's not that she hasn't had the idea of suicide, even now she still feels alive and tired; But fortunately, she survived, and if she really died, all the unwillingness and hatred in this life would turn into foam and disappear in an instant.

Therefore she did not dare to die, and knew clearly and clearly,

Only by living can we live up to this rare life.

After tears and time consumed all love, Shen Erjin had to re-disguise, continue to find a pillar in this deep palace, and continue to walk the way he should go.

knows that the road ahead is stormy, but still has no regrets.

Moved his somewhat stiff arms, raised his head from between his elbows, and his tears had dried up, only his sour eyes looked up at the still dark sky, what is the difference between the methods of this harem and it, the same darkness is bottomless.

Turning and turning his stiff neck, he was suddenly stunned, when did such a person sit beside him? Against the light, the perfect contours of his face are more clearly presented, with a raised head, a slightly raised, rounded chin, a high nose, and slightly incendiary eyelashes that make people jealous, his face is so perfect and perfect that even women can't help but be jealous when they look at it.

In the night, Shen Erjin seemed to be fascinated for a while, and the teardrops on his eyelashes also quietly disappeared in his fixed eyes.

Looking at it, I saw that the thin lips were slightly open, and a low and pleasant voice quietly flowed into the bottom of my heart like a clear stream, and everywhere I went, it was like a spring flower.

"The moon is dark and the wind is high at night, when you kill people and escape from prison."

The night and the hazy redness hanging high, as well as the good environment where no one is around, should be a night of continuous love words and thoughts like water, but the man said such a sentence that spoiled the scenery.

The two of them were very close shoulder to shoulder, and only after Shen Erjin came back to his senses did he smell the faint smell of wine emanating from him, and the smell was intoxicating, and he probably drank too much to say such a sentence.

"Your Highness the Sixth is so interested."

I can say such a sentence, and it rhymes very much.

"It's really a good interest, aren't you also a good interest? Squatting here, taking advantage of this good night, crying heartbreaking. ”

"Your Highness Six has good eyesight, so you can see it."

Hearing this, Chu Ming lowered his head and turned around and stared at her in a daze for a long time, while Shen Erjin also raised his head so that he didn't dodge, looking at her. After a long time, I only heard him chuckle from his throat, and finally seemed to sigh and said:

"This night has also been half loud, and I have lost my heart just now, and I have to sit here against the scorching cold wind, so why don't I go and drink two glasses? Do you dare? ”

As he spoke, he deliberately looked over, staring at her with a faint glow because of the light.

Shen Erjin was already in a bad mood, and it happened that someone mentioned that drinking was invited by the six princes of the dynasty, and a beautiful man looked at the wine, how pleasing it was, where did she have a reason to refuse.

"The Sixth Highness invites you, why don't you dare."

After speaking, he saw that the pair of phoenix eyes smiled slightly, like a thousand feet of brilliance, instantly dispelling all the darkness in his heart.

Under the leadership of Chu Ming, the two of them walked around and around picking up the rugged path, and they didn't know how long they had walked It seemed to be the time of a cup of tea, and finally entered a courtyard, Shen Erjin had time to see, and saw that Chu Ming had already opened the door and called her, and when he entered the door, he saw that the furnishings were simple, an extremely simple golden wire stepping bed, plus a table of eight immortals, although it was simple but valuable. (To be continued.) )