Chapter 786: A Lonely Rainy Night

Su Hongwen, who had a distorted face, laughed "haha", as if he had found something funny, and said: "It's still a little bit of a general idea, after all, the surname is Su, and we are still a family, unlike some people who have wolf ambitions........"

Su Changqing's stiff face came alive because of Su Yuxi's words, he didn't expect that Cheng Xiaoyu actually had the ability to persuade Li Xiaoping, the old fox, at this time he had already marked Cheng Xiaoyu as a dangerous person, but he couldn't be cleared out at this time, after all, Cheng Xiaoyu also had equity in his hands, as for what Su Yuxi thought, Su Changqing didn't think much about it, he just felt that Su Yuxi grew up in the Su family after all, and he was closer to the Su family, so he didn't want to stiffen the relationship. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Su Changjun smiled and said, "Xiaoyu, is it true that you started to say that you will give all your shares to Xiaoxi?"

Cheng Xiaoyu stood in the center of the living room, his cold body trembled a little, he didn't know why Su Yuxi did this, he only gently sent himself out in the morning, and gave himself such a cold blow in the evening, maybe she had her own ideas, but why didn't she tell herself earlier. She should know that as long as she says it, she will agree.

Cheng Xiaoyu was so confused that he didn't even dare to look at Su Yuxi's eyes, he thought: She must have some last resort reason, or some more beautiful plan, she is so smart, she must have a more thoughtful idea than me.

He thought so, thinking of this, his paralyzed heart began to beat again, his pale face regained some look, he regained some pride, and said extremely firmly: "I don't have anything that I can't give to Xiaoxi, as long as she wants, I will give it to her, even if I don't have it, I have to grab it for her." ”

Zhou Peipei saw that the situation was developing in an uncontrollable direction, and she didn't want Cheng Xiaoyu to be provoked to really give all the shares to Su Yuxi, so she stood up and said: "Let's not talk about these jokes, the dishes have been served, let's go to dinner! ”

Hearing Zhou Peipei say this, the Su family stopped chasing and fighting, but just got up and walked towards the living room, with joy on their faces that could not be concealed.

"It's normal for the family to have some disputes, don't take it to heart, it's ........," Su Weilan said in the process of Xiao Yu patting him on the shoulder.

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't speak, he just raised his head and smiled at Su Yuxi under the crystal lamp with understanding - this smile has more meaning than understanding and understanding, that is absolute trust, it is you who shot me in the heart, and you will also be the trust that you missed.

Cheng Xiaoyu's smile is also a smile that quickly calms down with uneasy emotions, and there are not many people with this kind of pure smile. Su Yuxi can see the extremely deep love from this smile, even if the outside world is so beautiful and tempting, no matter how cold and hurtful you are, he still pours all his heart into you, full of irresistible preference for you.

He understands you exactly as much as you want to be understood, he trusts you just as much as you are willing to trust yourself, he convinces you that he has an impression of you exactly what you want to make, and it's all just right.

There can be such an existence in this world, which makes Su Yuxi feel happy, but the happier she is, the more heartache she feels.

Only a few people in the world can finally achieve their ideals, and Su Yuxi's requirements for life are not high, very simple and simple. She is not ambitious, she wants a brilliant or brilliant future, if she is also proud, it is just to live the peaceful and stable life she pursues, once just had books to read, music to listen to, and now she still hopes to have someone she likes by her side.

It's just that such an idea is a luxury for her, and fate makes it impossible for her, but fortunately, she doesn't believe in fate.

Cheng Xiaoyu ate a meal in a hurry, he seemed to be the most redundant person at this table, and he didn't understand why these people could sit here so hypocritically, and immediately pulled out of the tense atmosphere just now, smiling and gossiping, as if nothing had happened.

He knew that adults only talked about the pros and cons, and there was no right or wrong, but he still felt that it was appropriate.

He thought so in his heart, deaf to the noisy sound in his ears, under the shadow of this row of bright lights, surrounded by fluttering figures, he looked at Su Yuxi opposite, as if her gaze passed through the twilight street below, and she didn't know what kind of secret of life was hidden.

And these people around me are all inconsequential passers-by, occasionally passing by this place, gathering together, I don't know why.

Cheng Xiaoyu was both intoxicated and disgusted by the endless evolution of this tragicomedy of life.

He went back to the room alone, leaving a table of people chatting and laughing, and no one seemed to care about him anyway............ Even Su Yuxi didn't say a word to him.

He stood in the room and watched the two Mercedes cars depart in the rain, and the two taillights turned into the mocking smiles of the clown.

After a while, Zhou Peipei called Cheng Xiaoyu upstairs, it was still a glass house on the rooftop on the third floor, the wind and rain were miserable outside, and the wind was bleak, which made Cheng Xiaoyu feel that this villa had become a lonely sail on the vast sea, and it was dark all around, only this glass house was lonely and bright.

Su Yuxi was also sitting inside, still beautiful and thrilling.

Zhou Peipei said with a serious expression: "Xiaoxi, don't you all agree with your brother's statement in the morning? But how can you suddenly say this at night, so that my brother and I are caught off guard?" Zhou Peipei also felt a little sorry for Cheng Xiaoyu, who was ruthlessly hurt by Su Yuxi, this was the first time she spoke to Su Yuxi with such a stern emotion.

Su Yuxi just said lightly: "Mom, do you care about the position of chairman?"

"I don't care, but this is also the company that your father left for you and your brother!"

"I'll give my brother an explanation, can you leave first!"

Zhou Peipei didn't know what Su Yuxi wanted to say to Cheng Xiaoyu, but sighed and said, "Anyway, I can't control you from childhood to adulthood.........."

Waiting for Zhou Peipei to leave, the two first experienced a short silence. (BGM "A Thousand Years Later" Lin Junjie)

"If it weren't for the rain, we would have seen Xu Qinning's house not far ahead. Her house is next to the lake, and at the end of the pier there is a treehouse with orange lights that don't go out all night. Su Yuxi stretched out his hand and pointed in a direction out of reach and said.

"There was only one bed in the house, but I could stay alone for a month, or even longer, and not go anywhere. If I hadn't met you, I would have thought it was beautiful to be alone, and it didn't matter if I lived alone for the rest of my life. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't expect Su Yuxi to start like this at all, his heartbeat began to be violent, it seemed that things were different from what he thought, and it seemed that he had guessed the wrong direction.

Su Yuxi looked at the silent Cheng Xiaoyu and said, "Brother, do you know when my happiest time is every day?"

"It's nice to talk to you about philosophy and make music, but I only have an hour in the day, and I wait for you every morning in the dining room to finish breakfast, wait for you to get out of the garage, and then go to school with you, and sometimes I wish the roads in Shanghai should be more congested, so congested that we can die in that car. ”

"But unfortunately not, because this hour is so beautiful, so the next twenty-three hours are like an endless punishment, because I can't love, I have become a problem in your life, I have become a burden in your life. ”

"So every morning, I hope you don't come down from your room, don't say goodbye, nothing, and just walk away, like you haven't been. ”

"You understand? We're bonding to each other. ”

Cheng Xiaoyu looked at her in the bright light, her lips were thin, her eyebrows and eyes were gentle, her mouth seemed to be saying something inconsequential, and her expression was sad that had never appeared on her face, but Cheng Xiaoyu couldn't bear to look at it, although they were so close to each other, they always felt that Su Yuxi made him unable to see or touch.

Su Yuxi suddenly reached out and touched Cheng Xiaoyu's lips, but he seemed to be immersed in what Su Yuxi said just now, and lost his soul. Perhaps it occurred to him that the immense significance of that treehouse was now gone forever. Compared to the unbreakable bloodline that separated him from Su Yuxi, the distance between the stars and the moon was not that far.

At this moment, these sorrows pierced the heart, creating a large hole that could not be repaired, and as long as the wind of memories blows, it will be empty and painful.

Such pain is called a wound.

Cheng Xiaoyu said in a hoarse voice: "Then what do you want me to do?"

Su Yuxi said softly: "You leave! One day we forget each other and come back." ”

Su Yuxi understands that for the life she wants to live, she must have the courage to give up something. There is no justice in this world, and you will never get the best of both worlds. If you want to be free, you have to sacrifice security. If you want to be idle, you can't get the achievements that others evaluate. If you want to be happy, you don't need to care about the attitude of the people around you. If you want to move forward, you have to leave where you are staying.

There was also some pain in her heart, and these pains had become an indelible mark on her heart.

Cheng Xiaoyu's heart was shattered into pieces, and these fragments spread all over his body along with the blood, making him feel a piercing heart.

He didn't say anything, pushed the door and walked out of the rooftop, the cold rain cut his cheek like a knife, and he left as if he were stepping barefoot on a scattered piece of glass, and those glass shards seemed to be his heart.

The kind of deep pain that often dialyses him for no reason, the kind of loneliness that often pushes him to the edge of the cliff in a sudden way, the kind of evil thoughts that are fleeting and shattered.

It turned out to be just a lyric that appeared most frequently in countless love songs, just a sentence that he had become insensitive to because he had seen it too much.

It's just three syllables, each ending in a vowel, and it's still a bit of a frustration, I'm afraid it's the shortest subject-verb-object sentence in Chinese: I love you.

These three words were the source of all pain, all the sadness he could not express.

Cheng Xiaoyu went downstairs in a daze and walked out of the villa, when it rained, in the mist, the whole city distorted shape.

Those loves, family affections, for a while, took a sharp turn in the rain.

It turns out that everything is just seemingly easy, all good things are illusions, and those sweet seeds still bloom into sad flowers.

Cheng Xiaoyu finally understood that the greatest sorrow of people is not that they can't get it, but that they get it, but they can't get it, they must give it up, but they can't give it up.

. (To be continued.) )