Chapter 44: It's Okay, I Still Love Her

"I was in the United States, and I spent a long time in the hospital, at that time, Qin Jiami was always by my side, talking to me every day, and taking care of me all the time......" I got up and took the photo in the living room, and sat back at the dining table, in the photo, Qin Jiami and I were smiling brightly, this photo was taken on the beach by the sea, Qin Jiami was barefoot and dirty, I carried her on my back and walked in the sunset with my trouser legs.

Come to think of it, Lu Xiaochao and I didn't have a decent group photo.

Lu Xiaochao's affection seemed to be stable, she looked at the photo in my hand calmly, and then said with a smile: "You guys look very good." ”

I crooked my mouth and smiled, and when I saw Lu Xiaochao, I sighed, then put down the milk in my hand and said, "I've eaten it." ”

"I've sent the clothes to dry cleaning, I guess it will take some time, you stay on my side first, it's raining heavily outside. "I didn't have much appetite, so I ate a few bites without knowing the taste.

She looked at the pouring rain outside the window, and then agreed to my suggestion, and seeing that I didn't eat anymore, she said with an expression that she was idle anyway, "I'll wash the dishes." ”

As she spoke, she picked up the dishes on the table, and I didn't stop her, but just watched, and she pointed to the black apron I usually use and said, "Can I wear it?"

I nodded: "Everything in the house, except for me, you can use it as you like." Lu Xiaochao listened, pouted unappreciatively, then put on an apron, rolled up his sleeves and brought the dishes to the sink.

When Lu Xiaochao is indoors, he almost doesn't use crutches, only when he goes outside, the crutches will be inseparable from her, what the years have given Lu Xiaochao, in addition to maturity and wisdom, the rest is about a sense of balance.

Looking at her busy in the kitchen at this moment, I actually remembered the picture I had imagined living with her in high school, and today, that picture appeared in front of my eyes, but it was so unreal.

"The sleeve is going to fall off, you can help me put it up. After a while, Lu Xiaochao turned his head and called for help.

I gathered my mind, walked over, reached out to help her pull up her sleeves, and talked to her again: "Do you live with that kid Xiao Sa? Do you also wash the dishes? Will he still engrave the girl's name on his hand? Won't he also engrave Lu Xiaochao?"

Lu Xiaochao glanced at me, his eyes were a little strange, and after a while, he said sullenly: "After you left, Xiao Sa has been by my side, making me happy every day, and he takes good care of me......" As she spoke, she also turned her head to look at me: "It's not inferior to what Qin Jiami did to you." ”

I grinned: "You eat Qin Jiami's vinegar?"

"Zhang Xingchen, everything in the past has passed, I can forget everything, but it will be different in the future, if you won't come to me, don't be nice to me, don't do things that make me misunderstand your mind. Lu Xiaochao said with a calm face.

"It's not fair, Xiao Sa can be good to you. I pretended to retort easily.

"Xiao Sa is different, he won't hurt me, you will. Lu Xiaochao said: "Because I gave you the right to hurt me." ”

The atmosphere became a little solemn, and I was a little out of breath, so I went to Lu Xiaochao's side to help her wipe the dishes, and when she saw this, she deliberately moved some positions to keep a distance from me.

"Lin Yue said that you and him are going to get married. "After a long silence, I opened my mouth, which pot I don't open and which pot I don't talk to, and I admit that I don't know much about chatting.

"How much curiosity do you still have, if you exchange your secrets with me, I must know everything and say everything!" Lu Xiaochao glared at me, as if he was about to get angry.

In the morning, I don't know who confessed to me, and in the blink of an eye, the warmth of the confession was like turning a book by Lu Xiaochao, a guy who didn't understand the amorous feelings.

"It's really unbelievable, there are people in this world besides me who are on the pole and shouting to marry you!" I muttered in a low voice, and Lu Xiaochao also heard it, stopped his movements and glared at me without speaking. I ignored her cold eyes, and counted her while wiping the plate: "When I went to school, I was not gentle, bad-tempered, and reckless, but now, after so many years, it is still the same, you see you, you are so unskilled in washing dishes......"

Then, Lu Xiaochao just shook his hand and quit.

said that she had a bad temper and didn't admit it, but if I wronged her in the slightest, I would not be able to turn over in the future.

I was still standing in the kitchen talking about it, and when I turned around and saw Lu Xiaochao taking a book on the coffee table and reading it on the sofa, ignoring me at all.

After washing the dishes, I turned on the TV, and the news was full of reports of floods caused by heavy precipitation in various places, and not long after watching it, thunder and lightning began to blow outside, so I turned off the TV.

Lu Xiaochao curled up in the sofa, and he fell asleep at some point.

She was still the same as before, so snooze.

I took a blanket and covered her, and when I saw that her hair was messy on her face, I reached out and put a few strands of green silk behind her ear, and when my fingers touched her cheek, I realized that she seemed to have a fever.

"Lu Xiaochao, Lu Xiaochao?" I tried to shake her awake, but she just turned around, wrapped in a blanket and curled up in a ball.

I picked her up and walked to the bedroom, and she was really hot, and she really had a fever.

"I also boasted that I was in good health, and it would be burned like this in a while, and I was still able to do it!" I put her on the bed, looking at her somewhat painful face, and there was a burst of unexplained anger in my heart.

It was still stormy outside, and thinking of what had just been reported in the news that many sections of the road had accidents due to heavy rain, I had to give up the idea of taking her to the hospital.

I fed Lu Xiaochao fever-reducing medicine, and I didn't want to see her fever and discomfort more and more, so I left her in the bedroom and closed the door and went back to the living room.

In fact, rainy days are the most suitable for sleeping in the quilt, but unfortunately my bed was occupied by Lu Xiaochao's girl who didn't know the height of the sky, I was lying on the sofa, turning over and over in my head with Lu Xiaochao's face.

Then, too, I fell asleep to the sound of the rain.

When I woke up again, I was woken up by the thunder outside, and then, Lu Xiaochao's fever returned to my consciousness again.

I don't know what time it was, it was dark outside, and the whole sky seemed to be collapsing.

In the bedroom, she was still asleep, but her brow was furrowed.

"Lu Xiaochao?" I probed her forehead, it was hot. "Lu Xiaochao, wake up, Lu Xiaochao!"

She seemed to wake up slowly, her eyes closed, her brow furrowed, almost uncomfortably burning, her mouth pursed, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

"Is it uncomfortable? I'll take you to the hospital. I said, reaching for her.

She reached out and pushed me away, with little strength, but she coughed violently because of this, I panicked, I had never seen her sick, I didn't expect it to be so strict.

"It's raining so hard outside, it's dangerous to drive...... she told me when she got her way.

"It's more dangerous for you to burn like this. "I just wanted to yell at her and bring her IQ back, but I couldn't bear to see her sick look, so I had to slow down my tone.

"I'm not going. She pursed her mouth and shed a few tears again.

"Lu Xiaochao, I tell you, you have to go to the hospital today, I can't help you!" I said, and I picked her up.

Lu Xiaochao has been struggling in my arms, I ignored her, carried her out the door, and reached the elevator entrance.

"I'm not going!" Lu Xiaochao shouted: "Zhang Xingchen, I'm not going, you let me down, I won't go to the hospital." ”

The elevator door opened, and the Mrs. Gu who lived next door to me happened to come up, and she was surprised to see my messy hair, after all, since I knew me, I have never seen this virtue outside, and Lu Xiaochao had messy hair and was still wearing my clothes and was held in my arms, and then she suddenly had a look on her face: "Your girlfriend?

Cocktail party?

I nodded hurriedly: "Yes, it's her,...... Uh, she had a fever and I took her to the doctor. ”

"Well, the traffic outside is a mess right now, so be careful when driving. Mrs. Gu kindly reminded me.

She seems to be at odds with her husband, she just recently lived next door to me, and she had met her once at a drinking party, and she recognized me again after she moved over, she was a very warm person, and every time she met me, she would say a few words of greetings.

"Good. I nodded, and entered the elevator with a restless Lu Xiaochao in my arms.

As soon as I got into the elevator, Lu Xiaochao hugged my neck and cried: "I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to see you in the hospital again, I won't go, Zhang Xingchen, I don't want to go ......"

Don't see me in the hospital again?

After I had a car accident, Lu Xiaochao saw me in the hospital?

"I'm fine, I'm fine now, why can't I go to the hospital?" I looked at Lu Xiaochao who was crying with his face buried in my neck socket in distress, "Look at me, I'm fine, I'm fine." ”

"I don't want it, I don't want to-"

No matter how I persuade him, Lu Xiaochao just doesn't follow.

She was in my arms, holding me tightly, her body still shaking, and I couldn't tell if she was scared or simply because of the fever.

"If you don't go, don't cry, I'll take you back. "I had to compromise.

Back in the living room, I fed her water and fever medicine, and then carried her back to the bed in the bedroom, thinking about getting up to get the ice, but she put her arm around my neck and refused to let go.

After some tossing just now, she seemed to be a little prostration, unconscious, and her mouth was constantly babbling.

"Don't ...... I don't want him alone...... Don't ......"

Lu Xiaochao,...... Lu Xiaochao?" I patted her cheek, her eyes were closed, and she seemed to be asleep. Her forehead was covered with sweat, and her body was still very hot.

"Don't ...... , Zhang Xingchen, don't ...... Don't close the door...... Don't leave him alone, don't ......" She whispered again, and the tears in the corners of her eyes kept flowing, just kept burrowing into my arms.

What the hell is she dreaming about?

I simply leaned on the head of the bed and let her hold her, she had been sleeping unsteadily, crying and waking up from time to time, I really didn't know that she would toss herself like this when she was sick.

I can't even let her get caught in the rain anymore.

In addition to being distressed, I am still a little happy, it is good to grow up, I can take care of Lu Xiaochao like this, I can hold Lu Xiaochao like this, I can lie under the same roof with Lu Xiaochao, there is no warning from the head teacher, there is no demerit from the grade director, I don't even have to worry about the long years of growth, I don't have to worry about betraying her with weak willpower and despicable Lu Xiaochao, time has passed like this, fortunately, I still love her, and I want to open my hands to hug her.

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