633. Regret
After taking a hot bath and drinking hot ginger soup, Yao Keqing gradually eased up, his thoughts slowly returned to his place, and when he remembered the falling into the water, he could only sigh, "I was too careless!"
She didn't expect Yao Kexin to use such drastic methods, and she didn't expect Yao Kexin to be so bold that she dared to attack herself in front of everyone, so she didn't take precautions and followed her way, but unfortunately she probably didn't expect that she would survive if she fell into the surging river.
"I didn't protect you well, and I almost ......"
He almost lost her forever, he didn't dare to imagine how he would live without her! Her pale face and eyes were closed and the image of falling into his arms was still clearly imprinted in his mind, lingering, and the heart-wrenching pain at that moment cut his nerves like Ling Chi's torture, the pain penetrated into the bone marrow, and the pain was so painful that every cell in his body was twitching.
"It's not your fault!" Song Ziqing's scarlet eyes made Yao Keqing look heartwarming and uncomfortable, obviously it wasn't his fault, why did he blame himself so much?
"She is a scheming person, I ruined her plan and calculated her, how could she not retaliate back, I should have taken precautions when I met her today!" Yao Keqing met mostly people like Xiao Miao's who hid knives in cotton, and never met someone as vicious as Yao Kexin, who was not alert for a while, and almost lost his life.
"Princess Xiang will give an explanation!"
Yao Kexin knew Princess Xiang's secret, Princess Xiang would definitely take the opportunity to get rid of her, and King Xiang might not come forward to protect her, so Song Ziqing would throw down such a sentence and leave.
Yao Kexin fell into the hands of Princess Xiang, with Princess Xiang's means, even if she escaped death and saved her life, I am afraid that the end will not be much better than death.
Yao Keqing sighed lightly, sighing that she was once soft-hearted and almost killed herself, and she didn't have half of the pity for Yao Kexin, she was not so noble as to smile and enmity against her enemies, and she couldn't be tolerant and merciful to a person who tried to kill herself, no matter what happened to Yao Kexin, it was all her own fault, and no one could be blamed.
When Song Ziqing returned to the princess's mansion with Yao Keqing in his arms, he found that the eldest princess was already waiting in Shuangqing Garden! After they got off the boat, they sent someone to come back quickly to report the news, and the eldest princess who learned the news was not relieved, and came to Shuangqing Garden to wait in person, just wanting to see her son as soon as possible to see if he was okay and if he was injured anywhere.
The husband and wife greeted each other in unison, "Mother!"
"Are you all right?" The eldest princess pulled the husband and wife to look at them carefully, obviously knowing that Yao Keqing had fallen into the water, and Song Ziqing was desperate to save her.
Affected Song Ziqing, the eldest princess was worried, Yao Keqing was a little ashamed, he didn't know how to answer, Song Ziqing replied thoughtfully, "It's okay! I just took the opportunity to break off with Xiangwangfu, but I just wronged Wei Wei, soaked in the river for a long time, and choked so much water!"
It was originally a grievance between her and Yao Kexin, but Song Ziqing didn't want the eldest princess to blame her, so he skipped the reason for falling into the water, and only emphasized the result after the incident, and faintly linked to the situation in the court, so that people no longer paid attention to the cause of the matter.
Sure enough, when the eldest princess of Xiangwang was mentioned, she didn't ask any more questions, and only bowed her head slightly and asked Yao Keqing to help Yao Keqing into the inner room, and asked the imperial doctor to ask her to come in to check the pulse.
Fortunately, Song Ziqing arrived in time, Yao Keqing only choked a few mouthfuls of water, and it was not a big deal, and the imperial doctor prescribed a warm prescription.
Song Ziqing was completely relieved at this time, watching Yao Keqing take medicine and lie down, still guarding her every inch, a pair of eyes glued to her for a long time and reluctant to move away.
After brewing in the water for a long time, Yao Keqing was a little out of strength, and he didn't want to move when he lay on the bed, and added soothing ingredients to the medicine, but after a while, drowsiness hit.
In a drowsy mood, Song Ziqing's voice of guilt and self-reproach sounded in her ears, "Weiwei, I'm sorry! I said that we are husband and wife, and we shouldn't be so polite, but at this moment, I really don't know what else I can say besides being sorry...... I thought I could protect you from the slightest harm! But you've only been married to me for a month, and you've gone through so many rights and wrongs, and this time it's even more harmful to you...... The Song family is a land of right and wrong, but I still selfishly involve you! Weiwei, do you regret marrying me? Do you regret marrying a man like me who can't even protect your safety?"
Annoyance, self-blame, remorse...... All kinds of unbearable emotions came to her heart, and Song Ziqing took her slender white hand and put it to her mouth and sipped it softly, as if she was holding the most precious thing in the world.
Yao Keqing barely half-opened his eyes, looked at the water in his eyes, and said seriously, "No regrets! I will never regret marrying you, even if you regret marrying me one day, I will not regret it in the slightest!"
"But what to do? Vivi, I can't help but think that if I don't marry you, you may be happier than you are now...... "He also hopes that he can love a little more selfishly, no matter what happens, he will hold her hand tightly and not let go, live and die together, but it is precisely because he loves her too deeply, seeing her hurt, he can't help but blame himself for his incompetence and question the decision he made at the beginning......
"There are no ifs in this world, even if there are ifs, I will not be happier than now!" Yao Keqing paused for a moment, and suddenly said word by word, "Because you are the only person who can give me happiness, how can I be happy without you?"
"Vivi, don't indulge me like this! I love you, but I prefer you to live as you want!"
"Fourth brother, do you know what I was thinking about in the water, the moment I fainted?" At this moment, Yao Keqing suddenly fell asleep, staring at Song Ziqing without blinking, Song Ziqing couldn't avoid looking at her, and listened to her say slowly, "I still have a lot of things to do in this life, and there are many people I can't let go!" But in the end, all that came to my mind was you, you when we first met, you who talked to me for the first time, you when we had a tryst, you who hugged me for the first time, and you who kissed me for the first time...... I thought I would never see you again, the fear outweighed the fear of death! I could die calmly, but I couldn't live without you!"
I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of losing you! You are the person in my life who is more important than my life.
She would rather die than lose him, her love is fiery and fearless, but he loves hesitant and hesitant, he would rather lose her than have an accident with her, so he wants to retreat when he encounters setbacks, he is a coward in love, almost desecrated her purity, what should he use to repay her sincere and pure love?
She once said, "If you don't leave, I won't give up!", so why can't he do it? He is willing to fulfill this promise with the love of a lifetime!