341.Chapter 341 If Love Hurts Too Much

It was also the sad feeling that was too real, the pain too deep, and she opened her eyes and woke up from her dream......

My heart was still pounding, I was in a cold sweat, I was flustered, and my tears kept flowing out, and I couldn't stop it. So sad, the moment the knife stabbed into her body, she clearly heard the sound of love breaking. Her self-believing belief in love was like an ice sculpture that fell in front of her and shattered to pieces.

For a long time, she had been in a stunned stupor.

It took a long time for her to gradually wake up, or she was in a coma for too long, and she couldn't tell which was a dream and which was reality.

Looking around, I realized that I was in a strange place.

On the walls made of bamboo, the bed made of bamboo, and the table top near the window, there is a potted cherry blossom plant, and the cherry blossom tree, which is less than one meter high, is full of flowers.

Yes, she remembered, it was a dream just now, and the scenes of the dream were all messily patched together from the qiē she had experienced......

The memory is reversed little by little, and the last scene is the scene where she was stabbed by Long Yutian in the Mandala Manor.

Where is she? Isn't she dead? Or did she cross over after death? Although she doesn't believe that people have time travel after death, who can say what happens after death?

Thinking of Long Yutian killing her so ruthlessly, there was still a sharp pain somewhere in his heart, and he looked down and saw that his chest was still wrapped in gauze...... With a wry smile, it seems that he did not cross, but escaped from death.

Groping for the bed, I slowly got up and walked to the window.

Outside the window, there is a curtain of waterfall flowing down from the top of the mountain in the distance, stirring up countless splashes, between the misty valleys, a tree and beautiful cherry blossoms are in full bloom, there are birds crying crisply, the left side of the valley is a green bamboo forest, the right side is a ridge of countryside, planted with some melons, fruits and vegetables, verdant, lovely. At first glance, it looks like a paradise.

"Don't stand for too long, it will affect wound healing. ”

A deep voice came from behind her, Xia Yanxin slowly turned up, and when she saw the figure of the comer clearly, the whole person was stunned.

"Night Brilliant ......"

"Yehuang, why do you always come to save me every time I'm about to die?" Xia Yanxin smiled bitterly, she couldn't remember clearly, Yehuang had saved her a few times, was this a coincidence or something else?

"It's better to lie down, if the wound is open, it will be very troublesome. Yehuang put a steaming bowl of soup in his hand on the table.

"Where am I, why haven't I died?"

She only remembered that Long Yutian stabbed the knife into her heart, and she didn't know what was going on next.

Yehuang looked out the window with a long look, "You've been in a coma for three days, where is this, I don't know how to explain reads to you;." If you want to keep the baby in your belly, you have to stick to it and don't think about anything else. ”

Xia Yanxin happily touched her abdomen! Yes, she still has a little life with her, he doesn't want her anymore, but she still has children, she is not alone.

"Thank you, Yehuang! You saved me several times, I really can't repay you!"

"You're welcome, I never save someone for no reason, so there's a reward for saving you. In addition, lie down and rest more if you have nothing to do, your range of activities is limited to this bamboo hut, don't go out, there are many dangers lurking outside, which is not good for you and your children. ”

"Yes, I know!"

A bowl of black medicine, I don't know what it was boiled in, it smells super unpleasant, and it's super unpalatable! Xia Yanxin pinched her nose and poured it in.

Yehuang is a very cold and silent person, when you talk to him, he always only says what he thinks he can say, and if he can't say anything, he won't say a word. When you don't ask him, he never speaks first. And everywhere rejects people thousands of miles away, and it is not easy to get close...... After Xia Yanxin finished drinking the medicine, Yehuang picked up the empty bowl and walked out.

There is no electricity here, so there is no computer, TV, mobile phone, not even a calendar, although the mountains and rivers are beautiful, the scenery is picturesque, and the air is refreshing...... But Xia Yanxin was always depressed in her heart.

Although she tried her best not to think about Long Yutian, his figure seemed to be engraved in her heart, and she couldn't forget it.

She still loved him very much, and despite the hatred in this love, she still wanted to find him like crazy, and wanted to question him, why did he do this? She loved him so much, why did he kill her? Could it be that what he said to her before was all a lie? Could it be that all the things he had experienced before were her delusions? But that qiē was obviously so true.

Every time she thinks of this, her heart is like a knife, very sad and sad, and the more true her love, the deeper the injury.

Time was a torture for her, as soon as she closed her eyes, she could hear Long Yutian's cruel words to her, and she could see him stabbing her heart with a knife.

Come to think of it, it was ready from the day he returned to Mandala Manor......

Or from the beginning, he liked her, a wealthy boy like him, tired of eating big fish and meat, seeing her like a little fresh, indulged in it for a while, or said that he really liked her, otherwise, he would not have risked his life to protect her before...... However, that period of exile in Canada made him discouraged about the future of the two people, and he regretted his choice, because the poor life was not suitable for him, and he could not find the value of his life. So, he came back, and from the moment he returned to the Mandala Manor, he had already chosen the life of a wealthy family in his heart and gave up the love between them.

So, he later told her that he was going to break up, but unfortunately she was stupid and couldn't tell the difference, and thought he was just joking, or some other reason...... Until the moment the knife stabbed her in the heart, she couldn't believe that he really didn't love her anymore. In the face of love and reality, love seems so vulnerable.

Human memory is such a terrible thing, it makes you unable to forget the past, makes you unable to start a new life, and is forever stuck in the past time, unable to extricate yourself.

And now, Xia Yanxin has to face this painful memory every day.

There is no greater pain in the world than that he no longer loves you, but you still love him deeply, holding on to the illusion that the day will come.

But the knife he gave her cut off all love after all.

Lying down for too long, tears ran down my cheeks and into my ears, thinking too much, and a tingling sensation in my temples......

It was slowly getting dark, and Yehuang came in with simple food, a large bowl of porridge that looked like it was stewed thickly, exuding a strong fragrance.

"Your wound hasn't fully healed yet, and you can't eat anything too hard, so drink some fish porridge!"

"What is this place?" Xia Yanxin scooped a spoonful of porridge and put it to her mouth, in fact, she was not very appetizing, but for the sake of the child in her belly, she wanted to persevere.

"It's safe here!" Yehuang replied lightly.

Xia Yanxin nodded and was silent for a while, "I want to contact my mother, is that okay?"

Ye Huang shook his head coldly: "No!"

"I know you're doing it for my own good! But I'm still curious to know, how did you get me out that day?"

"The ...... who stole you from Mandala Manor"

"Long Yutian doesn't know?"

After Xia Yanxin asked, she laughed self-deprecatingly, yes, what is she doing with such a trace of delusion in her heart?

"I won't stay here for long, three months at most, at least a month, and when you're all right, I'll take you out!" Ye Huang got up, picked up the bowl and walked out.

Ye Huang is a very handsome and indifferent person, he feels like he comes from a different world, and he hasn't fully integrated into this world, or he has stayed in this lonely mountain for too long, and he can't communicate with people by nature...... Apart from these two things, he hardly stayed in the house, coming and going in a hurry, and every time he came, there was nothing superfluous to say, and the silence was as silent as an ancient well. It was always her who asked him first, and he either answered or was silent, and never took the initiative to bring up the topic. is such a silent and introverted man, but with very deep eyes, at first glance, his expression is the same every day, that is, there is almost no expression. Observing carefully, he found that his eyes were different, when he saw her holding the medicinal soup, his eyes were concerned, and when he saw her finish drinking, his eyes were approving. When he saw her drinking porridge, his eyes were full of expectation......

However, after a long time, Xia Yanxin is also familiar with him, and occasionally makes some jokes to make the atmosphere not too depressing...... And Ye Huang just looked at her stunned at most, and then didn't say a word, and finally there was no sound.

"Today's medicine is not so bitter......"

"A week has passed, your wounds are almost healed, some of the pills have been lightened, and from tomorrow, you won't have to drink these herbs anymore!"

"Can I go out tomorrow? I need to buy some groceries. ”

Isolated from the world, although the scenery is very beautiful and the living is very comfortable, but after a long time, it is a little boring, Xia Yanxin always wants to try to go out, see the outside world, see the prosperity of the city, let her believe that she is still living in this world.

"What you need, I'll buy it for you!"

"No need! Yehuang, you also said that my wound is almost healed, why can't I go home? Is it that Long Yutian still refuses to let me go, and he is sending someone to find me?" Xia Yanxin asked.

Yehuang looked at her in a daze and replied succinctly: "Yes!"