Chapter Ninety-Four: Loving and Being Loved

Xie Jingyuan belongs to the kind of lively and cute pure girl type. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info she has a slender figure, a delicate face, her mouth and body like to move frequently, and she never seems to know what it means to be tired. What is especially seductive is that her long hair, which is like a black waterfall on her shoulders, always inadvertently stirs up the little beast called desire in the depths of a man's heart whenever she is in high spirits or mischievous. Coupled with the special body fragrance exuded by the young girl, it made the little beast ready to move and breathe out. But all this seems to be ineffective for Tong Keji, or in other words, for Tong Keji, Xie Jingyuan's girl's charm seems to be negligible.

Nowadays, if the appearance of female students is not "particularly difficult" and she does not have a boyfriend or is still a woman by the time she graduates, most of them will be regarded as an outlier by the male and female classmates around her. And Xie Jingyuan is obviously one of the few outliers. It is not accurate to say that Xie Jingyuan "does not have a boyfriend yet", but the exact statement should be that she has not had a "deep" relationship with her boyfriend! Because, in her college life in the past few years, Xie Jingyuan "has had a boyfriend", and there is more than one. With the improvement of social openness and the change of people's concept of life, college students' concept of love has also undergone profound changes. Not to mention falling in love during school, it is also very common to rent a house together to help live. It should be noted that most of this kind of "school love" is not aimed at getting married, because neither man nor woman knows where they will go after graduation. Therefore, everyone knows very well that the so-called love is just to pass the lonely time at school and seek a psychological and physical comfort for each other! Therefore, xing love is naturally an indispensable and very important "activity content" in "love activities". An authoritative organization has conducted a questionnaire survey on whether they will consider marrying a romantic partner, and the results show that less than 20 percent of male college students who participated in the survey have a positive attitude. Some male college students even openly and openly shouted: If we have free milk to drink, who is willing to spend money and effort to raise dairy cows? In the face of such a grim situation and cold reality, the "cows" have finally come to their senses! As a result, not all cows are willing to provide free milk for others to drink! Xie Jingyuan is one of the "cows" who refuse to provide free milk for these male college students.

The "cows" that refuse to provide free milk can be divided into two categories: those who provide spot milk but have to pay real money, and those who provide futures milk but have to be secured by marriage. The former because of "natural beauty is difficult to give up", thinking that outstanding appearance can naturally be a strange commodity to live in, so "once elected to the big side" as a "second wife" and "little third child", so the fee is naturally quite high; while the latter because of the concept of "conservative", that the "most precious" chastity should be dedicated to their "favorite person" on the most sacred wedding night!

Xie Jingyuan belongs to the latter. In the process of interacting with her boyfriend in the past, because even the latter will inevitably be vulgar, naturally, there will be no lack of intimate actions such as hugging and kissing, so Xie Jingyuan's movements when kissing Tong Keji will be so skillful and her tongue will be so dexterous, even Tong Keji, who is already a "person who has come", feels ashamed. However, whenever the other party wants to have a more in-depth physical exchange, Xie Jingyuan will always take a resolute attitude and take a clear stand to defend the sacred last line of defense -- at a sacred moment, dedicating the sacred chastity to the person he loves the most in his heart has almost become a sacred belief for Xie Jingyuan! Pity those predators who want to taste free milk, they can only sigh in vain when they can't attack for a long time, and turn to find cows that can provide them with free milk!

The reason why Xie Jingyuan still has no boyfriend and still maintains her status as a woman is because the date for her batch of "futures" to be cashed out is too long -- she has to wait until the wedding night! On the other hand, it also shows that Xie Jingyuan has never met the "most beloved person" who is willing to sacrifice her "most precious" chastity! In the past interactions with men, the other party always took the initiative to approach, take the initiative to confess, take the initiative to date, take the initiative to be intimate, and even the other party "took the initiative to break up"! Therefore, Xie Jingyuan didn't even understand what it was like to love and miss someone in the past. After entering the People's Hospital for internship, she was gradually attracted by Tong Keji's "passivity" and even her neglect and indifference!

Some people say that men are cheap bones, and wives are not as good as concubines, concubines are better than stealing, and stealing is better than stealing! There is even a poet who wrote such verses: I know that someone is showing me love/But I still go to flirt with other women...... Aren't you saying that's a?

Although Xie Jingyuan knew that her feelings for Tong Keji were a mistake from the beginning, just as Mu Nianci fell in love with Yang Kang in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", "I have long understood that the love for him should not be from the beginning", but it is still "because he can endure it, and all the sorrows in the world are sorrowful"! Since she quietly fell in love with Tong Keji, in the days when he took a day off, Xie Jingyuan finally understood that missing someone turned out to be so bitter and ......sweet. Xie Jingyuan thought that her feelings for Tong Keji were very hidden and secret, and she didn't even know Tong Keji as the person concerned, so only she knew this secret in this world. But she forgot what she said to Tong Keji, the "experience" she had peeked into the secret of Tong Keji's emotional changes - "A person's emotional secret is usually hidden from two kinds of people, one is the person who hates you, and the other is the person who loves you, because they are all observing and paying attention to you all the time!" Xie Jingyuan didn't know, just like Tong Keji didn't know that he was being observed and watched by Xie Jingyuan, there was actually another person besides herself who was quietly observing and paying attention to Xie Jingyuan and peeking through the secret of her heart, and he was Fang Jian!