"I knew a few days ago that you were different from the past, until some time ago I found out that your things were missing, I knew what you must be doing, since the day your father brought it back, I knew that my child was back, God treated me well, you know? ”

Being alive is the best, Shen Erjin didn't understand this truth, but the moment she opened her eyes in the wilderness, Shen Erjin swore that in this life, as long as she still has a breath, she will never give up. The past is clearly reflected in her mind, and they will emerge every night in the middle of the night, constantly reminding her, and even once she wanted to give up, wanting to live a good life here, but the dream was unusually clear, there was a person with a vague face pointing to herself, saying that she had changed, forgot everything, only cared about living her own good life, forgot how all the people died, and finally only shouted two words sadly, but it was enough for her to give up everything she got now. Thinking about it, the corners of Shen Erjin's eyes turned red, and he quickly lay on Shen's mother's lap to hide the tears that were about to fall, and said in a muffled voice:

"Mother, mother, you know that I have something in my heart, these years are the simplest and most blessed days for me to grow up and live, I must do this thing, and when I am done, I will come back to serve you, and I will not leave. ”

The voice was muffled to listen to Shen's mother, like hitting her heart with a hammer, if she really wanted to find a rope to tie her up, and wait until she became a parent and had a child to see what else she thought, but I think about it, if she really does it, Erjin is more than a way to deal with it, and then don't do anything, the two are making enemies.

"Well, you've always had an idea, and I didn't expect you to be going since the day you came back, and I thought how good it would be for our family to be so good. ”

Mother Shen knew that she had her own things to do, but what exactly did she want to do? Where did she go? She never said this, and now holding her in her arms must be in the future, even her people will not be able to see her.

"Where are you going? Won't you come back? Tell your mother about it, so that your mother can have a hope. ”

"My place is too far away, I may have to walk for a long time, if I have to finish the day, I will definitely come back, so my mother must not move, if I come back one day if I can't find a home, I will really become homeless. ”

This still didn't say anything, what Shen Erjin really wanted to say, if he came back, he wouldn't leave again, if so...... If you really can't come back, then you don't need to wait, eighty percent can't come back. Mother Shen nodded habitually when she heard this, and asked regardless of whether she saw it or not:

"When are you leaving?

It was almost a consultative tone, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't wait for her answer, and then asked:

"Let's go see your dad when we're leaving!"

"Good. ”

Shen's father is Shen Erjin's benefactor, and Shen Erjin has always remembered it deeply in her heart, even if she forgets everyone, she will remember the Shen family for a lifetime.

After another two days, the Zhang family finally sent the exact date over, and when they opened it, they saw that it was May 16, which was really plenty of time, but for Shen Erjin, it was destined not to be able to see her get married with her own eyes. Shen Wangchun always goes out early and returns late these days, and he means that the school is a master who will have unique skills, and he still has some friendship with Mr. Liu, so he calls them some fitness skills in his spare time, but listening to Shen Wangchun's description, what he teaches is probably martial arts, and it is good to learn some after all, it is useful after all.

On this day, Shen Erjin carried a small basket, went out of the village alone, turned a corner, walked nearly a mile, and arrived at a wasteland of the Shen family, with a small mound raised on it, and a stone stele carved out of stone was erected in front of it, which was engraved with the words 'Tomb of Shen Yuan of the Shen Family' put down the bamboo basket and stretched out his hand to pull out the surrounding weeds, and then took out a small wine glass from the bamboo basket, poured a full glass of wine, and put a plate of peanuts and a plate of side dishes, and then took three sticks of incense, and sat on the ground, wanting to talk to him;

"Dad, I'm coming to see you, I'm the only one today, so I want to talk about what happened when you found me, at that time, I just ran out of the Qinglou for a short time, and I was mixed in the beggars for several days, so I escaped the thugs in the Qinglou, every time I think of this, I feel that luck comes too quickly, that **** has not been able to eat a meal for several days, if it weren't for you, I don't know how much pain I will suffer, so in my heart, you, Mother and Sister Yun will always be in the first place, if you can get out of this trip, I will definitely come back and stay by my mother's side, and accompany her old man for you. Dad, I'm here today to tell you that I'm leaving, this emperor's draft is an opportunity I've been waiting for a long time, if I miss it, I really don't have a way to enter the palace, I hope you can always understand my approach, and I hope that your old man will bless them well in the spirit of heaven. ”

After speaking, he stretched out his hand to stroke the uneven nicks, and his eyes softened, but after a while, a layer of water vapor floated on his apricot eyes, and the fog was distressing.

After a long time, she got up and knelt on the ground in a proper manner, crossed her hands and kowtowed respectfully three times, and spilled the wine on the ground in front of her, a piece of ****. Finally, he lifted the bamboo basket and looked at it again, and then walked back without looking back.

Once there is a deadline, the days will fly by, watching the bamboo shoots planted at the door grow day by day, but when Shen Erjin left, he couldn't eat it in the end, on the night of April 13, Shen's mother was playing as usual, Shen Erjin dragged Shen Wangchun to Shen Wangyun, and sent the gift she bought last time to her. Through the light of the candle, Shen Wangyun only saw a bright and shiny piece for a while, and only then was he surprised when he saw it clearly:

"Where did the hairpin come from, this costs a lot of money!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, and then Shen Erjin personally put it on her head, Shen Wangchun took a look at it and thought it was pretty good-looking, and immediately said beautifully:

"Well, it's good-looking! I've always had a good eye. ”

Shen Erjin glanced at him and smiled and didn't speak, but looked at Shen Wangyun and glanced at him, then looked at Shen Erjin and said:

"This can't be a gift from the two of you!"

"Sister Yun is smart, you can understand at a glance, you also know that the two of us have been idle, so we have never had much balance in our hands, and now we can only send you a silver hairpin together, although it is not expensive, it has exhausted all our savings, if Sister Yun doesn't like it, then return it to us, and we can go and exchange some silver money back." ”