He didn't show up until the end of the exam, and no one mentioned him in front of me, as if he had never shown up. On the day I left school, I went downstairs to his house and was about to ring the doorbell, but was stopped by Qin Jiami, who appeared.

"Star is sick, I hope you don't bother him anymore. Qin Jiami said.

"Is he sick? I have something to say to him...... You help me ......"

Qin Jiami's expression was different from before, very different, she was smiling, but very distant, she interrupted my words and called my name as usual: "Xiao Chao, I have given you a chance to stay by the stars, and there is no second chance." ”

I looked at her, a little overwhelmed.

"Do you like him......" I asked tentatively.

"That's right, the person I like has always been a star, and my only dream is to be his bride, but before I can fulfill my wish, you appeared. Xiao Chao, my blessed heart is true, and my heart like yours is also true, because I think that the person who can make the stars like must have the most amazing light. However, I forgot that you are not me, and you will not be like me, who can protect his happiness with your own life. You're not me, and you're going to hurt him. ”

Qin Jiami's words cooled my heartbeat little by little, wanting to see Zhang Xingchen. My heart felt like it was crushed by a huge stone, and it ached, as if it was trying to hold my breath down. Qin Jiami confessed her love for Zhang Xingchen in front of me, but she loved Zhang Xingchen, but I was so sad to hear it.

I think I was moved by her love, did Zhang Xingchen also know Qin Jiami's feelings for him, whether he was more moved than me, whether he would be impressed by this great and selfless love, and then, would he kneel down on one knee in front of this love and tie his life with this shocking love for eternity.

I thought I was jealous and sad about such a possibility.

But no.

It would be nice if I could meet Zhang Xingchen, he would tell me the answer, even if he didn't say it, as long as I saw his face and his smile, I think I would definitely be able to sort out my thoughts.

"We all hope that this story of you and the stars can end here. Qin Jiami said: "We hope that whether those photos are true or fake, they no longer have anything to do with the stars." ”

Did we, including Zhang Xingchen, really believe those photos?

I won't cry, of course I won't, at least not here, maybe he's watching from that window upstairs, and if he sees my tears, maybe his determination will be shaken again.

Qin Jiami, she should stop me, the current Lu Xiaochao is actually the mermaid with the dagger in her hand, she can't stab the dagger into the prince's heart, and she can't confess her lies to the prince, the mermaid's existence itself is just a harm to the prince.

I am sad that I love so shallowly, and I am still hesitating at this moment, so that my heart will not be hurt anymore.

I said okay, I said, then I'm leaving.

Qin Jiami asked me, "Don't you have anything to convey?"

Suppose, if I care a little more about Zhang Xingchen's feelings, I will definitely find out Qin Jiami's feelings for him, and I will definitely not take into account everyone around me after Zhang Xingchen finds the photo and ignore his injury. I'm like a bottomless pit, I've been asking for Zhang Xingchen, I'm an outlier in a normal crowd, I've been trying to get Zhang Xingchen to reverse the imbalance in my heart, for me, Zhang Xingchen is the most perfect hope in my crippled life, and I'm the most greedy aggressor in Zhang Xingchen's life.

"When school starts next spring, you'll all move away, right?" I stopped, turned around and asked Qin Jiami.

She nodded.

I smiled and nodded.

I told Zhang Xingchen that if he leaves me one day, as long as he is happy, I will also feel happy.

Maybe it's because I've been around the prince as gorgeous as the sun for too long, and I've forgotten my twisted soul, and I've forgotten that I'm selfish and greedy, and what I really want is to be by the prince's side and share the prince's happiness.

The long road of life is too long, and I am tired of every step.

For a long time, I locked myself in a cold room, and after losing weight, my mother complained to my grandmother, and after a few more days, I was ordered to go back to my grandmother's house in the countryside.

There, Lin Yan gave me my phone back.

"Thank you for helping me. Lin Yan said: "It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid that if they can contact you, maybe they will shake you." ”

I shook my head and asked her, who was standing outside the fence, "Will you come in?"

"No...... Also, Yifan said that you told him that those letters were given to me by you, and I did not hide them on purpose, and thank you for this. Lin Yan's seemingly tranquil smile had a slight affection that I couldn't understand, and she stretched out her hand to me: "Xiao Chao, Yifan will come back to me, what do you say?"

I also reached out and shook her hand, then nodded: "Yes, but how can those letters be in Yifan's hands?"

Lin Yan's eyes were a little evasive, and a far-fetched smile rose at the corner of her mouth: "I don't know what's going on." ”

"How did those photos come together with the letters I wrote...... The letters I wrote have always been in your possession, what about the photos?" I glanced at Lin Yan suspiciously, "Do you keep those photos?"

"How is that possible!" Lin Yan raised her voice, shook off my hand and accused me: "How can you doubt me so much, although I hid those letters from you and Yifan, it was also because I didn't want any unnecessary involvement between Yifan and you." Yifan chose to be with you because he was angry with me, he was already very guilty, I did it for his good, how can you rely on me about the photo?"

I sighed and said sorry: "I'm sorry, I've been in a bad mood lately, so I'm so suspicious, don't be angry." ”

Hearing her say that Yifan chose me to be angry with her, after many years of hearing this understatement truth, I didn't even feel a little heartache, really, did Zhang Xingchen make me invincible?

"It should be the person who followed you and Yifan in the hotel back then, and the photo should have flowed out of that person. Lin Yan said.

I nodded, a tingle in my brow.

"It's a pity that after so many years, I still don't know who the person who leaked the photos is, and who is chasing me so relentlessly. I sighed, waved my hand at Lin Yan, and planned to enter the house.

Lin Yan stopped me again: "By the way, Xiaochao, a few days ago, Zhang Xingchen's attendant called me, and he said, Wang Yifan said in front of Zhang Xingchen that he loves you...... Really?"

Zhang Xingchen's follower?"You said Xiao Sa?"

"Well, it seems to be. ”

"Yifan would say that, because he was afraid that I would tell Zhang Xingchen the truth of the photo, and he was afraid that I would not be firm, so he said that. I smiled at Lin Yan: "Your relationship is so good, it's fine." ”

Lin Yan left, I turned around and was about to go back to the house, when the sky suddenly fell with goose feathers and heavy snow.

The grass and trees all over the world have withered and yellowed, as if only the sky above their heads is still there, and the snowflakes are spinning and flying in the air, and then kissing the earth without hesitation.

I stood in the courtyard and looked up at the snowflakes flying in the sky, and then tears kept slipping from the corners of my eyes.

Who said that when you look up at the sky, tears don't fall?

I thought of the May snow, I thought of the brightest stars, they were all related to the sky, and now they have nothing to do with me, but I am stuck in my thoughts, unable to extricate myself.

Where is he? Does he remember our promise to meet to see the snow together? Does he have snowflakes flying there like this, does he miss me like this, or does he forget about it......

Missing is really bone-eroding, and it will also erode the internal organs. The snow became heavier and heavier, and the withered yellow grass and trees were replaced by silver makeup from the snow, like the May snow all over the mountains.

It was getting dark, but I guess I was crazy, grabbed my backpack and ran out the door.

I waited for nearly two hours to wait for the minibus into the city, at this time, the snow had accumulated deeply, this was the last bus to the city, because of the snow and a little mistake, it is estimated that when I returned to the city, it will be a few hours later.

There were a few people sitting scattered in the car, it was already dark, and although the road was bumpy, those people were also talking and laughing in dialect.

I came out in a hurry, and only wore a beige three-quarter sleeve sweater, but fortunately, the Sea Soul T-shirt inside could block some wind and cold, which Zhang Xingchen bought with me, and he said that he had a similar style that could be worn as a couple's shirt.

The car was halfway through the road and suddenly stopped.

The driver said that the car broke down and would not be able to move for a while, so he tried to ask for help, but said that he couldn't make it because of the blizzard.

It was an old minibus, with cold winds leaking in through the windows from time to time, and the road where the car was parked was lined with dense woods, and there was no one to turn to. The temperature at night was low again, and several passengers on the bus suddenly became agitated.

I flipped through my backpack, a dead mobile phone, a wallet, a pen, and a diary, and the most helpful thing was the scarf that Zhang Xingchen put in my backpack.

Zhang Xingchen was afraid that I would be troublesome, so I put it in a small vacuum bag in the mezzanine of my backpack, I didn't touch it, it was a burgundy scarf, it was Zhang Xingchen's scarf, it was very big, very warm, Zhang Xingchen had white skin, and he looked very good when he wore it, he said that he was afraid of the cold, so he prepared these cold things before winter came.

He also prepared a set for me to protect myself from the cold, from scarves, gloves to earmuffs, and nothing fell off.

But I was not happy, and I always lost everything, and then he gave me his scarf, and he said that the scarf was big and strong, and I was small, and I could wrap me whole in the cold, and he was relieved and could save trouble.

I imagined him nagging non-stop, and suddenly my eyes turned red again, feeling so aggrieved that I couldn't do it, thinking about how good it would be if Zhang Xingchen appeared, thinking like this, I couldn't help crying.

I think I can't live without Zhang Xingchen, I can't do without him at all, maybe not in this life. In fact, what I want to say is that as long as I can stay by his side, I am willing to do whatever I want.

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