After another quarrel, Lin Lin walked on the empty and quiet street, only a few pedestrians hurried by, this beautiful small county town passed by at nine o'clock in the evening, and the whole city was completely quiet. Lin Lin, who was thinking about her heart www.biquge.info just now, didn't feel it, but when she came back to her senses, she was getting more and more scared. I want to go back, but I can't pull my face.

This time there was a quarrel because of Yu Peng's mother, I don't know how many times it was because of the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the relationship was getting thinner and thinner, and both of them were exhausted.

At the beginning, despite the opposition of his family, he married far away, but now he has quarreled and has nowhere to go.

Cheekily walked back again, because Lin Lin really didn't know where else he could go.

Thinking of the cruel words she had put a moment ago, Lin Lin's heart was full of embarrassment.

My mother's home is more than 1,000 kilometers away from here, and I take my son at home every day, with no socializing, no friends, and no girlfriends. Not even a single person to speak. Not to mention a temporary shelter.

When he opened the door, Yu Peng was watching TV in the living room, heard the door ringing, looked up at Lin Lin silently, and then turned his gaze to the TV screen.

Not surprised at all, it seemed to know that Lin Lin would come back soon.

The previous quarrel was distracting, and Lin Lin was not interested in speaking, and after washing, she went back to the room and hugged her son and closed her eyes silently.

At this moment, Lin Lin deeply understood the difficulties and pains of her mother in marriage

I was disappointed in my mother's hysterical incomprehension in marriage, disgusted by my mother's harsh treatment of my father, and indifferent to my grandparents. All this can only be known after experience, no one is born evil, but those innocence and kindness have slowly changed under reality and people's hearts.

Suddenly I feel homesick.....

She regretted that she was married to love in the first place, but she ignored the cruelty of reality.

The next day, when the two met in the morning, neither of them spoke first. Yu Peng packed up himself and went out.

Lin Lin sighed, it was like this again.

Every time he encountered something, Yu Peng was very good at using cold violence to force Lin Lin to compromise.

Lin Lin just felt tired like never before.

After getting his son up, dressing up, and changing diapers, he just changed it for him, and when he turned his head, another smell came from his body, and he pulled it on again. Lin Lin had to help her son clean up again. Then accompanied by the crying of his son who wanted to be hugged, he made his breakfast well, but the picky child did not give face directly, so he had to take turns to eat the same food and try to feed him.

When her son had breakfast, Lin Lin was tired and sweating profusely. But he was disheveled, hungry and hungry.

Thinking about going to the toilet, a new round of crying began with his son, so he had no choice but to hold his son to the toilet

By the time everything was sorted out, it was already eleven o'clock in the morning, and Lin Lin didn't stop for a moment, tying her son to a waist stool to go out to buy vegetables.

According to the division of labor in the family, this was originally Yu Peng's business, but every time he quarreled, he didn't care what he should do.

The night before, she had insomnia until dawn, and she was busy for a long time early in the morning, and Lin Lin was full of tiredness from her spirit to her body.

"Ding..."The phone rang

Cheer up, full of energy, "Mom, why did you call me today?" ”

"I had a bad dream last night, I dreamed that something happened to you, so I called you..... everything is fine, you take the baby by yourself, can your body eat? If you are tired, take the baby home for a while. ”

Mother's deep care covered Lin Lin's heart warmly through the phone, her eyes were sour, and she couldn't hold back her tears.

"I'm fine, my baby is fine, and I'm taking him to grocery shopping. ”

"Didn't you say before that it was all smaller than driving to buy? It's so far away, and you don't have a car, so it's too tiring to walk over with your baby. ”

"It's okay, I just have to take the baby out every day to let the wind out, and by the way, I also buy vegetables. ”

"Then you pay attention to your own safety....."

hung up the phone, and the tears that I endured for a long time fell to the ground.

The son in his arms looked at his mother's moist eyes curiously, raised his little hand and touched it carefully.

Packing up her mood, Lin Lin set off again, and when she looked up, her eyes were filled with the frightened expressions of the pedestrians not far away, the deafening screams in her ears, and a small car rushing in her direction, and the logo of the BMW on the front of the car became bigger and bigger in her eyes.....

"Bang"

Lin Lin only had time to protect her son in her arms tightly with her body.

"The drunk driver drove a BMW car, lost control and crashed through the protective fence and rushed into the side of the flower garden, causing many injuries to pedestrians and one death. Miraculously, the ten-month-old baby was unharmed under the protection of his mother. ”

When Lin Lin woke up with a splitting headache, her eyes narrowed slightly, and a mean female voice sounded in her ears, "Get up and work when you wake up, don't think about pretending to be dead and lazy." ”

Lin Lin instinctively followed the voice and looked at the tall figure standing beside the bed, shocked.

The man in front of him was dressed in an old, wide blue cloth shirt, with high eyebrows, prominent cheekbones, and thin lips. This is the appearance of Lin Lin's grandmother, who she didn't like since she was a child. It's not the appearance in my memory, but the appearance of my grandmother, who is much younger.

At this moment, the young version of the grandmother is crossing her waist, slanting at the corners of her eyes, looking at herself with disgust, looking fierce and vicious.

"Dead girl, what are you doing staring at me. Grandma said as she slapped Lin Lin's back a few times.

The woman who was used to farm work in the countryside had unexpectedly strong hands, so much that the internal organs in Lin Lin's chest were about to be shattered, and she wanted to vomit blood.

Lin Lin's heart burst into foul language, and anger rose up.

"Mom, why are you beating the fifth sister, the injury on her forehead is not healed, what will happen if she is allowed to lie down more, when the eldest sister comes back, I can't talk about you." ”

This time, Lin Lin saw again, also dressed in ashes, and the young version of the second aunt was shouting eagerly at her grandmother, but under the glance of her grandmother, her voice weakened. Under the gaze of his grandmother, he leaned his back and shrunk himself into the corner.

But fortunately, thanks to the second aunt's reminder, my grandmother didn't greet Lin Lin anymore.

"Hmph, it's time to get up after lying down for so long. After saying that, he shook his hands and went out the door.

When Grandma went out, there was a long silence between the two people in the room.

Lin Lin wasn't sure what state she was in now, and the second aunt lowered her head and said silently: "Fifth sister, you, don't blame your mother, she didn't mean it, you hurt your head, and she felt guilty." ”

Lin Lin also wanted to lead the other party to say a few more words, but after the second aunt finished saying this, she was like a stuffy stick and never spoke again.

"Chaolang, hurry up and go out and cut some pigweed and come back. Grandma's high-pitched voice came from outside.

When she was left alone in the room, Lin Lin got up from the bed and carefully looked at the surrounding environment.

The room was very dilapidated, there were a few holes in the windows, a few wisps of breeze came through, blowing on Lin Lin's face, and some sticky bodies were blown like this, and suddenly there was a little less dryness. But fortunately, the weather is suitable, otherwise the winter would have been a real sin.

The small room is already crowded with two large beds. There are quite a few feminine items on both beds. In the corner there is also a small single bed made of wood. There is a poster of Teresa Teng on the red brick wall, and several love song tapes are hidden under the pillow on the bed.

Everything in my eyes reveals a strong sense of the times.

The self in the mirror on the windowsill is familiar that Lin Lin can depict with her eyes closed.

It's just that there are no traces left by the years, there is no suffering carved by long-suppressed life, and there is no depressed appearance that cannot be released. The person in the mirror is innocent and beautiful.

This is the appearance of a beautiful mother.

I touched my face with my hand, and it was smooth and full of elasticity.

When I walked out of the room, I was greeted by the pattern I remembered before I was ten years old. Lin Lin remembered that after the age of ten, the house was greatly remodeled, and it was the money that her mother and a few of them contributed to her daughter's share to use as a new house for her uncle's marriage.

Lin Lin pressed the shock in her heart to the bottom of her heart, and didn't dare to divulge it at all, although she has entered a new era, feudal superstition is still very popular in the countryside, after all, her grandfather... Cough... Well, my dad was a carpenter.

I heard that he was born as a carpenter, and he has a copy of Luban in his hand, and he still knows a little bit about basic feng shui to exorcise evil spirits.

This is still Lin Lin grew up, I don't know who I heard it from, and I don't know if it's true.