CHAPTER 40
When she opened the door to see him, she felt strange and embarrassed. She really doubted that it was her and him in those distant times. There were too many fragments of this house that suddenly appeared in her mind, she had never thought about it when she was alone, and now he stood in front of her and inadvertently touched the shackles of memory. She couldn't overlap him with before, and the distance between them was really like a ridiculous dream. She didn't speak, silently waiting for him to speak, whether it started or ended only by his order, she probably understood the reason why he did this to her now, but it was because she opened her mouth first to leave, and never felt regret, he was probably lost in the feeling of losing the initiative, he was always so proud, sure that she would beg. But he never expected that she would leave so resolutely, and she didn't seem to be reluctant. He has always felt a little guilty about her, but he also squandered her emotions with peace of mind.
Ye Qing was silent and waited for him to speak first, she had lost the right to speak, and her life was normal or destroyed only in his thoughts. So she compromised, in front of his magnates. She used to want to be equal in front of him, but most of the time she looked up to him, but now she was more humble than looking up, she was prostrate at his feet. But fortunately, her heart is well protected, and she no longer takes out her heart and holds it high in front of him as before.
"Make me something to eat!" Lei Jing looked at her a little weakly, his eyes full of dejection. He didn't know what to do with her, it was useless to leave her, it was a pity to abandon her, he looked down on himself a little.
She wanted to raise her chin and refuse loudly, but looking at him, she just entered the kitchen in silence after all, based on his power, based on the long-lost feeling that came out of her heart.
took out the dish she didn't plan to use chopsticks from the refrigerator, heated it casually and brought it to him. He seemed to be hungry, and almost choked on his food, so she silently poured a glass of water and put it in front of him. He looked up at her, twisted his eyebrows and didn't speak, Ye Qing smiled, and he was a little relieved at this moment.
He seemed to sigh and asked faintly, "Are you still comfortable with work?"
"Well, don't waste time with nothing," she replied truthfully, suddenly missing the state of mind that questioned him why, on what basis, so be it, waiting for him to be tired, waiting for him to forget that he had had her habits.
"Don't blame me, I love her so much, but you always affect my emotions, and I want to be with her wholeheartedly. I have to sort out my relationship with you, I'm in a mess right now, you just have to be the same as before, do whatever you want, I only have one request and wait for me to let you go, okay?" he said with a bit of a tone that seemed to explain his motivation for doing all this.
How could her heart still hurt a little, she thought it wouldn't hurt anymore. Their love was so great, should she be envious or jealous, or resentful. She responded with a smile to all emotions with a "well, good". She indulged in his hurt, and the pain allowed her to get out of that hopeless inner emotion faster.