In the early hours of the morning, looking at Lu Xiaochao who was pillowing beside me, I remembered a sentence from the movie I watched, the person you love, are you awake when she is asleep.

This is a flattering happiness, in the dead of night, everyone is asleep in the middle of the night, the night is as cold as water, the moonlight is sprinkled on Lu Xiaochao's face beside me, I can look at her sleeping face like this, as long as I think, her breathing, her wisps of green silk, everything about her, I can reach it.

After so many days, I finally felt the hunger, the cold, and the warmth that penetrated into the bone marrow at this moment, all the senses of the body seemed to come back in an instant, and everything became clear and distinct, as if every cell and pore in the whole body had awakened, and felt all the warmth of this world.

It's just that in the middle of the night like this, when she opens her eyes, she won't disappear again.

Just quietly looking at her sleeping face, but her heart was full of pain, God knows how terrible it is to restrain the urge to come back to her every day.

I think that in the three long years when I was asleep, those three years of sleep must have been full of the figure of Lu Xiaochao. Otherwise, how can I explain that my life has been like a year these days, and how can I explain that without her, my world will be desolate?

I guess I could have watched her silently like this until dawn, until she opened her eyes and saw me, and I guess she would hide under the covers in shame, and she would call my name angrily, and I wouldn't be allowed to stare at her anymore... Of course, this is just my guess.

I just wanted to get up and take a shower, and just as I was about to get up, Lu Xiaochao woke up unexpectedly. I didn't know she slept so lightly.

Lu Xiaochao looked at me vigilantly, his eyes were faint in the moonlight, and I didn't have time to speak. I felt her hand in the quilt tugging at my arm, and then I heard her say, "Where are you going?"

I warmed the quilt warmly, turned on the lamp, and looked at Lu Xiaochao in such a warm light, it turned out to be another feeling, my heart moved, and I wanted to reach out and hug her.

Lu Xiaochao dodged for a while. Wrapped tightly in the quilt that belonged to her, she lowered her eyelashes and didn't look at me.

I glanced at the laundry on the carpet in my room before I remembered. Everything that happened last night.

"Lu Xiaochao, you didn't run away last night. "Reason seems to have come back for the most part, according to the fragment I remember, before Lu Xiaochao found me. Luo Mingjie came to me. Coincidentally, what he said made Lu Xiaochao listen to it.

Luo Mingjie said that Chu Mingmin died tragically because of me, and after her death, she became cheap because of me, and became a cheap life that can be reconciled with millions of dollars.

I don't know if the hotel's surveillance recorded the footage of Luo Mingjie being beaten by me into an inhuman shape. I only remember that Chu Mingmin's voice kept ringing in my head. kept shouting "Xiaochen", her immature and sad face seemed to be asking me for help.

I probably, that is, Luo Mingjie said the central thing, if it weren't for meeting me, Chu Mingmin would definitely be alive and well now, and it would never be the current situation.

Lu Xiaochao didn't know where she came from, just after her grandmother's funeral, she should still be in the countryside, but she appeared in the hotel, and the worst thing is that she listened to all of them.

When Luo Mingjie swung his fist at me in turn, Lu Xiaochao desperately blocked it for me, at that time, I really hated to strangle Lu Xiaochao, at that time, I really wanted to send Lu Xiaochao to the outside of the universe, she will never have a long memory, she will never know how desperate it is for me to be injured.

Each of her wounds seemed to be a wake-up call to me, and Lu Xiaochao was likely to take advantage of their originally peaceful life because I became Chu Mingmin's second.

I still remember that I pressed Lu Xiaochao down under me, and told Lu Xiaochao in the most contemptuous tone to let her escape.

I remember that Lu Xiaochao said, Zhang Xingchen, you have to die, I will not go anywhere.

Naturally, I remember that this sentence alone broke all my reason, and although I didn't want to mention it, I remember that I cried, and my tears extinguished all the thoughts of letting her go.

It's more like, no matter how much I want to deny it, I've actually been waiting for Lu Xiaochao to say something like this to me, saying that she won't go anywhere except by my side.

My Lu Xiaochao is really angry, she easily pierced my defenses and said, Zhang Xingchen, you are dead, I will not go anywhere.

"So, do you want to run away?" Lu Xiaochao asked faintly as he stared at me with his eyes.

I laughed, in a good mood for no reason, "Lu Xiaochao, I'm not leaving." ”

Seeing me smiling, Lu Xiaochao stared at me for a while, and tears gradually appeared in his eyes.

I knew that her tears would never let me go.

I leaned over and hugged Lu Xiaochao in a thin quilt.

Lu Xiaochao's body was trembling, and her voice was crying: "It's all fake, none of it is true, I don't believe anything you say." ”

For most of the next time, Lu Xiaochao kept crying, crying all the time, crying like a child, crying so aggrieved, like a torrent that had been deposited in his heart for many years burst in an instant.

Then she looked up at me for a long time, and cried and said to me, "You say, what am I going to do if I really can't find you anymore? The world is so big, I'm so small, what if I really can't find you, what will I do?"

I was speechless for a moment.

My departure was premeditated, and I really planned to leave Lu Xiaochao behind.

Lu Xiaochao seemed to see my thoughts, and his tears fell even more fiercely, "You're still going to leave me, right?

"Lu Xiaochao ......"

"I can't see you, the only thing I want to do is to go to you, but the world is so big that I don't even know where to go,...... Zhang Xingchen, how do you know how much I hate you, how do you know, how much I miss it, back then you said that you envied my crutches, because it can always follow me......"

Yes, the young man at that time, where did he go?

At the beginning, Zhang Xingchen did not have Chu Mingmin in his memories, let alone the truth of Chu Mingmin's death, Zhang Xingchen at that time thought that as long as he loved Lu Xiaochao and was attentive enough. The world will give blessings, and Zhang Xingchen thought at that time that he was just in love with a girl. No one's pain is worth mentioning except her.

However, the pain of those people who were not worth mentioning in his eyes eventually became Lu Xiaochao's wounds.

Lu Xiaochao ,...... "I tried to stabilize her emotions and not let her continue to cry like this."

She finally reached out and hugged me, "I mean." Long before you knew it, a long, long time ago, I loved you very much. ”

I finally got it. This is a confession.

It turns out that being confessed is such a heartwarming thing, when I confessed to Lu Xiaochao, she was like me. So want to offer your whole world. Even one in 10,000 responded to her heart.

"Lu Xiaochao, if you are like this, I will be addicted to escaping. I said, kissing her crying and swollen eyes, "I leave you like this, if you don't plan to punish you severely, and say so many nice things to coax me, maybe you will have a headache in the future." I'm going to be a repeat offender. ”

Lu Xiaochao was stunned for a while before he reacted, and finally burst into tears and laughed.

"It's so beautiful. I sighed as I stroked the dimples at the corners of her mouth.

Lu Xiaochao said. "It's okay, you're good at coaxing. As I spoke, I found a comfortable position, and the cat was in my arms.

"Fool," I grinned.

She hummed puzzled, watching her eyelashes blink and blink, obviously lacking.

"I don't know who was taken advantage of. I muttered under my breath.

I thought I was really sleepy, but after such a while, I fell asleep.

At this moment, I really want to show off, to show off to 18-year-old Zhang Xingchen.

Look, his mind is not in vain, Lu Xiaochao said that a long, long time ago, she liked him very much, if the 18-year-old Zhang Xingchen knew today, he would definitely be as happy and satisfied as me at this moment.

The next day, Lu Xiaochao was still asleep, and I thought about going to the restaurant downstairs to find something to eat for her, but the uninvited guest came to visit early in the morning.

Lin Yue glanced at the door intentionally or unintentionally, his expression was very unnatural, obviously he looked like he was about to die, but he said: "It's good, I said Xiao Sa, why do you ask me where you live, what's the matter, Lu Xiaochao is still sleeping?"

"Well, still sleeping. I nodded and locked the door.

Lin Yuepi grinned without smiling, looked back, and asked again, "So, you were together last night?"

"What did I ask you to look up?" I crossed his question.

Speaking of this, Lin Yue's eyes became a little pity when he looked at me, and he handed me a document bag: "I finally got it, the result may be beyond your expectations, Qin Jiami's medical records show that she has not undergone kidney removal surgery at all." ”

I opened the file bag and took a look.

"What a huge lie!" Lin Yue said with emotion, "How can you suddenly suspect that you have not received a kidney transplant?"

"When I left, I went to the hospital with the medicines I usually take, and I wanted to say that I had some with me, but the doctor said that those medicines were not immunosuppressants at all, just ordinary vitamin tablets and the like," I sighed, "These medicines have always been prepared for me by Xiaomi." ”

"Don't you feel goosebumps? This woman is terrible, this kind of lie is also made up, and she can still be so at ease for so many years," he looked me up and down, "Is it okay for you to eat so many vitamins?

"If you're curious, go back and buy food. ”

If I had seen him like him, I would have lost.

After entering the elevator, Lin Yue handed me another document, "Tell you, check these for you, just to help myself, to get out of Lu Xiaochao's shadow as soon as possible, not to help you, you better figure it out." ”

"Got it, count what you can do. I reached for the papers, but he wouldn't let go.

"I'm a businessman, I won't do a loss-making deal, and I can also help you with the basket of broken things you solve next, but you have to promise me one condition. Lin Yue said calmly.

"On what terms?"

"Lu Xiaochao......" Seeing me glaring at him, he changed his tone and said, "If Lu Xiaochao can draw design drawings in the future, you have to guarantee that she can only cooperate with me." …… Why, don't you think it's worth it? You know, what I'm losing is Lu Xiaochao, and it's not too much to make some money with her designs, right?"

I couldn't help but tear down the stage: "Lost Lu Xiaochao?

Lin Yue threw the file to me, "Yes, you can bear it, you have it." ”

The elevator door opened, I stepped out of the elevator, and when I saw Lin Yue coming out, I asked him, "You're not leaving?"

"You're all at the restaurant, why don't you ask for breakfast?"

"Could it be that you still want to go back to the room with me and watch me feed Lu Xiaochao breakfast with your own eyes?"

The corners of Lin Yue's mouth twitched, "Zhang Xingchen, I shouldn't have brought you back." ”

I grinned, "Say this." (To be continued.) )