Chapter 55, Why Life and Why Death
Splendid should be the most affectionate and ruthless of the Mayan girls. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
A love in college gave her an infinitely hazy and infinitely sad love. ended that relationship with Zhang Jianqiang, and gave her another love that was so harsh and how much lingering.
No matter what, the two relationships ended without a problem, and in this way, life hit her mercilessly.
Even though she slept with Bang Mang naked, her consciousness had to think of Zhang Jianqiang, so that she felt a little better.
Sleeping with cats thinks of dogs, sleeping with dogs and thinking of cats, and Brilliant sleeps with Bangmang every night, but her mind is with Zhang Jianqiang.
I wonder what Bang Mang will think if he knows?
When she left Zhang Jianqiang, she also wanted to relieve her emotions, and she was tormented by the same pain as Zhang Jianqiang every night.
Bang Mang boldly courted and offered money. made her determined to leave Zhang Jianqiang and throw herself into Bangmang's arms.
A new type of man courted and gave her Wu 10,000 yuan casually, which was too tempting.
The poor beauty had to make the decision to leave Zhang Jianqiang's arms and throw herself into Bangmang's arms to become rich.
Goodbye Zhang Jianqiang, the woman in your arms can't accompany you to insomnia every night, she wants to change to a new type of embrace to make the brilliant woman more brilliant.
She left Zhang Jianqiang and threw herself into Bangmang's arms, but her heart was still in Zhang Jianqiang's arms, no matter how she broke free, she couldn't break free of her own thoughts.
In this way, the brilliant body was in Bangmang's arms, but his heart floated into Zhang Jianqiang's arms.
One day, Bang Mang asked her, "It's strange why you keep your eyes closed when you have sex with me". Splendid thought for a moment and said, "Don't ask me why, because it's a pleasure to enjoy." She didn't dare to say that in my head, in my mind, I was thinking about another man. When Bang Mang heard her say this, he didn't ask.
However, after a long time, Bang Mang was very unaccustomed to this kind of posture, and one night, after the incident, Bang Mang asked again, Brilliant was very uncomfortable, and said casually: "I want to be strong." Bang Mang heard her say this, and slapped her casually, after the beating, he felt regretful, since he was beaten, he didn't say soft words, got out of bed and walked into the living room, buried himself in a cigarette.
Brilliant ran out crying. He didn't come back, leaving Bang Mang pondering bitterly.
Splendid from that night, was slapped by Bang Mang, she decided to leave him, never to return to his home, three days later, Bang Mang went to Brilliant House, the two of them walked out of the house, came downstairs, the night was not very deep, but, there were very few people, probably because of the cold in winter, he and her, along the side of the road forward. "Can you forgive me for once, come home with me", said Bang Mang, Brilliant stopped, she looked at her, and said: "My relationship with you ends here, in your arms, I try my best to adapt, but I can't, I am in your arms, but my heart has left your arms in the morning, I am really sorry". He looked at the splendid face and felt very distressed, such a beautiful face, because of the pain, became so sad, he had to say: "The matter is up to you, I really feel sorry for your delicate face, because of my relationship has become so ugly." Finally hearing his decision, he hurriedly said, "Look at me taking your 50,000 yuan...... "I'll give it to you, no one belongs to me, what's the use of money." ”
It was snowing again, and Splendid and Bang Mang walked up and down the roadside, making it difficult for their emotions to end, until neither of them said anything, and he and she walked back to Splendid House not far away, "Let me kiss you one last time, okay?" Bang Mang felt that he had finally lost her, and made one last request to her, "Come on" Standing in the snow, he agreed to his last request, he hugged her tightly, and did not kiss her, tears flowed down his face, and she began to kiss his face, it was strange that she didn't think about anything, just kissed the face that was full of tears.
He had forgotten how he had walked from her house to his own, that it was snowing, that the road was slippery, but he had never forgotten her eyes and her lips. It's so heartless, it's so cold.
He came home and began to drink, because only alcohol could numb the impression of her in his mind, he was drunk, he cried, he laughed, he did not understand how God could be so unjust and let the woman he liked leave him. Could it be that good-looking women are so ruthless?
The first wife left him because he was engaged in pyramid schemes, and he was sad and wept. It was his cousin who helped him regain his confidence in life, but now his splendor has made him lose his confidence in life.
Life is hopeless, death, only death can make him forget everything around him.
At that time, he only thought of death, and he didn't think about how to explain his relatives and friends around him.
He pushed open the window, and a very cold wind blew outside, and this wind did not clear his mind, and he said goodbye...... With that, he jumped out of the window of his house and landed on the ground below, and at that time, the man died, and Bangmang's life was frozen in that snowy winter night, forever and ever......
Wait until Zhang Jianqiang and his cousin know about it. Rushed to the community where he lived, and the people had already been sent away to the morgue of the hospital.
My cousin cried, she cried so much, Zhang Jianqiang supported her, and let her release a lot of sorrow. "Bang Mang is a person who doesn't know why he was born, but he knows why he died," the cousin cried, "We should know why we were born, but we don't know why we died", Zhang Jianqiang also whispered, two poor people who lived, grieving for the dead Bang Mang.
My cousin remembered a small talk with Bang Mang, and Bang Mang once said something that sounded next to him: "I know when I will be born, and I don't know when I will die." ”
The cousin said to Zhang Jianqiang: "Bang Mang knows when he will be born this time, and he also knows when he will die, it's too sad."
Far away from the sad home, away from Bang Mang, who died for herself, she went away to her hometown, went to the arms of her first boyfriend, and began to ravage another woman, follow the love she once had, live the life she once had, she will definitely think of her former hometown, the former lover who died for her - Bang Mang, and another lover in her heart - Zhang Jianqiang.
My cousin still clearly remembers that at the moment when she said goodbye to the plane brilliantly, her eyes were full of tears, she didn't dare to look at Zhang Jianqiang beside her, she only held her cousin's hand, she had to stay away from her hometown, away from her relatives, and she couldn't breathe a sigh of relief in her hometown where she was born and raised. The moment she walked to the plane, her eyes finally stayed in Zhang Jianqiang's gaze, and her moist eyes still flashed.
"Don't cry, my once dear one," Zhang's strong eyes flickered at the words she had heard.
Brilliant understood his gaze and walked into the plane, and after a short time, the plane took off and slowly disappeared.
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