Chapter 181: A Blank Future
A week before I proposed to Lu Xiaochao, I came out of the Lin building, and I saw Yan Qing stopping Qin Jiami under the street lamp not far away, and Lin Yue, who came out behind me, also saw it, and saw that I wanted to go up to relieve Qin Jiami, so he grabbed me.
"Don't you think it's strange?If I'm not mistaken, Yan Qing doesn't seem to have anything to do with Qin Jiami, right?," Lin Yue said.
"Don't be a villain. I sneered and glanced back at Lin Yue, "You forgot, we got together together." β
Lin Yue looked disdainful, shook his finger at me and said, "It seems that people like you can only see what you want to see and only hear what you want to hear, right?"
"What do you mean?" I frowned, Lin Yue had something to say, and his tone was very strange.
"You and Lu Xiaochao, don't you live together?" Lin Yue's expression was quite calm, he looked at the two people who were standing opposite each other not far away, and walked over with paces.
"What the hell are you trying to say. I followed.
"I don't care what you want, but if you hinder Lin Yan's future, then it's a different matter!" Yan Qing's roar came, and Lin Yue and I stopped in unison.
"If you came to me just for Lin Yan's plan, I don't think we have anything to talk about. Qin Jiami's indifferent voice came again.
I walked over, and unconsciously lightened my steps, Lin Yue followed behind me, and said in a low voice: "Look, I know that your ex-fiancΓ©e has a ghost." β
I glanced back at him, very angry at his schadenfreude, "If you want to terminate the contract with Senrui, you can be generous, if you don't make these things, do you think Qin Jiami will offend Yanqing for this?"
Last time, I heard Lin Yan talk about her and Yanqing, but I thought it was all in the past. Unexpectedly, Yan Qing, this kid, still has some conscience and knows how to protect Lin Yan.
However, his next sentence made me feel like I was hit by a thunderbolt on a sunny day.
Yan Qing said, "Then do you still expect me to help you frame Lu Xiaochao again?"
Lin Yue also collected the smile on his face, and looked at Qin Jiami's back as if he was facing a great enemy.
When did you frame Lu Xiaochao?
"It's all in the past. Don't you think it's inexplicable when you take it out now?" Qin Jiami said.
"Inexplicable, I think it's creepy, right?" Yan Qing laughed and said, "Zhang Xingchen doesn't know yet, you instigated me to spread the photos of Lu Xiaochao when he was in junior high school all over the world......"
"Smack!"
Before Yan Qing's words were finished, she was slapped by Qin Jiami.
"You dare to hit me!" Yan Qing glared at Qin Jiami angrily, and the raised hand looked like it was about to fall on Qin Jiami's face, but she still put it down, Qin Jiami's back was to us, and we could only see her side face, and I didn't know her expression. I really can't guess if what Yan Qing said is true.
"Yan Qing, I tell you, if you plan to talk about the things that have been forgotten by everyone, I dare to guarantee that neither you nor your Lin Yan will end well. β
"You dare!"
"What do you think I don't dare?" came Qin Jiami's sneer: "I'll sue you." Even if you were to denigrate me in front of the stars, he wouldn't believe me. β
Yan Qing's face turned blue and white for a while. It took a while to speak: "That Luo Mingjie, who is he?"
This is a very strange question, Luo Mingjie, Qin Jiami's college classmate, my former assistant, Qin Jiami's current boyfriend. The identity is clearer, right?
But Qin Jiami didn't speak, just saw Yan Qing looking at Qin Jiami suspiciously, and then said, "I guessed right, right?"
After that, Luo Mingjie's car appeared. Qin Jiami didn't get back into the car, leaving Yan Qing standing in place, looking at the car that had gone away with a deep expression.
"This guy seems to know a lot of things, why don't you go up and say hello and inquire again?" Lin Yue looked at me with a mocking expression, and without waiting for me to say anything, he continued with a gloating face: "What do they mean by what they said just now, Lu Xiaochao's photo is very glorious?
"Haven't you been playing the affectionate prince lately?" I said, glaring at him.
"Well, I'm going to follow the example of the ancients now. Lin Yue smiled and said, "When someone puts Lu Xiaochao aside on a whim, I will take advantage of the situation." β
"Waiting for the rabbit?" I twitched at the corner of my eyebrow.
"Uh-huh!" he shrugged noncommittally, "She's more important than a rabbit, and I'm willing to keep it for as many years as I want." He held out two fingers, gestured and said, "I'm staring at someone with both eyes, be careful." β
I glanced at Yan Qing's direction, he didn't know when he had left, Lin Yue also took a step and walked back.
"You haven't finished what you said just now, do you know what happened to Lu Xiaochao?" I chased after him and asked him.
"Imagine it yourself. He smiled wickedly, waved his hand, and turned to get into the car from which his driver had come.
I stood where I was, the night was deep, and the evening style was cold, and I couldn't help but shiver.
Sometimes I think that whether it is Lu Xiaochao or me, our fate is not in our own hands.
Love can't explain a qiΔ, love is not a qiΔ, I think, Lu Xiaochao's heart must have hidden a lot of despair that she didn't know or didn't discover.
She almost lost her dreams and even her family in exchange for her encounter with me and Lin Yue.
For her, these are not only love, but also disasters, right?
The doctor once said that Lu Xiaochao's hand injury had recovered almost completely, and it was unlikely that it would affect her painting.
The reason why she couldn't hold a pen anymore was just that cabin, and those terrible nightmares that happened in the cabin.
For Lu Xiaochao, I can't become her god, even if I hope that I can be like an almighty god to block all such and such disasters for her and heal such and such wounds, but I can't do it, I can't do it.
Perhaps, give me a few more years, and I can use my own life and my heartfelt vows to slowly heal the wounds in her heart.
However, those long years were expensive luxuries for me and Lu Xiaochao. I didn't, neither did Lu Xiaochao, I counted down the days I stayed with her, and I think she was the same, even if she didn't say anything.
I still thought of Chu Mingmin, remembered the reason why I forgot her, remembered my previous determination to forget her, and was also shocked that between me and Lu Xiaochao, there was a blank future.
I was able to do this, and I originally hoped to use my whole life to show my sincerity, but I was deprived of time, and I was so helpless.
If I hadn't heard the conversation between Yan Qing and Qin Jiami, maybe, things wouldn't be like this, maybe, I could pretend that I didn't know anything, didn't care about anything, just closed my eyes and covered my ears, and guarded Lu Xiaochao, who was in my heart.
It wasn't until I found Lu Xiaochao's lost ticket under the coffee table in the living room that I knew what Lin Yue was hinting at me.
I followed Lu Xiaochao to the sanatorium with a somewhat bleak decoration.
On a cold day, Lu Xiaochao was like a machine, surrounding the old gentleman surnamed Chen, cleaning his room, washing the underwear of those old men, and even more, when the old man said that he was itchy and asked Lu Xiaochao to scrub his body, she did not refuse.
I was going to rush up and knock over the basin of hot water that Lu Xiaochao had carefully tried the temperature, but Lin Yue's stinky boy still caught me, he seemed to expect that I would find out that Lu Xiaochao was carrying me behind my back, expected that I would follow, expected that I would stop Lu Xiaochao, and then before that, he stopped me.
"You let me go!" I yelled at him, "I want to go in and break that old man's neck now!"
"An old man of seventy or eighty years old, no different from a child, Lu Xiaochao doesn't care, what do you care about so much!" Lin Yue said lightly.
"Don't say he's not a child, if he's a child, I'm going to screw his head off. I said, shaking off Lin Yue's hand vigorously.
"You can go, let Lu Xiaochao's only dignity in front of you be trampled underfoot, let her think that the only thing she can do for you will be in vain, and then, end the relationship between the two of you now, and let her come to me!" Lin Yue said defiantly behind me.
"What do you know!" I stepped back and punched him, "What do you mean?"
If there was no matter of Chu Mingmin, even if I didn't think about Chu Mingmin, I wouldn't be out of luck at this moment, pretending to be entangled by Lin Yue here and couldn't get out, I wouldn't be so bad that I couldn't even take care of my own woman, and I wouldn't be so bad as to let Lu Xiaochao suffer this kind of grievance for me.
"Isn't it?" Lin Yue wiped the corners of his mouth and laughed: "Zhang Xingchen, I have told you countless times that you and Lu Xiaochao are together, and there is no future at all. β
He said: "There are many unblessed loves in the world, but between you and Lu Xiaochao is a cursed love." β
He said: "If Lu Xiaochao is a mermaid at the bottom of the sea, you should marry your princess, she should turn into foam, and now that every qiΔ is distorted, you two deserve to be cursed by the witch at the bottom of the sea." β
Lu Xiaochao took the washed clothes and came in the direction where Lin Yue and I were standing, as if he was here to dry the clothes.
Lin Yue dragged me, and the two of them squatted down behind the green belt.
"Lu Xiaochao. "Hearing someone call Lu Xiaochao, Lin Yue and I couldn't help but raise our heads and peek.
If I am not mistaken, the person who called Lu Xiaochao's name should be Chu Mingmin's father, Dr. Liao, I have seen him in court.
But Lu Xiaochao's memory was not good, she looked at Dr. Liao blankly, nodded and asked, "Who are you?"
"Chu Mingmin's father. Dr. Liao introduced himself.
Lu Xiaochao's gaze instantly dimmed: "Hello." β
But it was only an instant, her eyes lit up again, she put down the plastic basin in her hand and said, "Doctor Liao, right, I have something to ask you." β
"Listen to me first. The Doctor Liao glanced at Lu Xiaochao calmly, and then said, "I heard that you are trying your best to please the old Mr. Chen inside, how about it, did he agree to testify that it was his child who was instigated by us to hurt Zhang Xingchen's mother?" (To be continued......)