Premarital anxiety?

Ye Qing looked at the mirror slowly, combing her long hair that had been so hard to grow, before she met him, she would always cut her hair very short. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info She suddenly sneered at the mirror, hum! Even if she has long feminine hair, even if she tries to be the way he wants, he still doesn't love her after all!

Out of revenge or disdain, she plans to leave tomorrow's wedding without a bride. In fact, before yesterday, she really wanted to marry him and hold on to him for the rest of her life. But now she desperately wants to escape, and even longs to never see each other again in this life.

On the day of the wedding, the weather was extremely bad, I was afraid that it was the coldest day in this winter, even in the heated hotel, Ye Qing was so cold that he stomped his feet. She put on her wedding dress, and she was smiling, and the makeup artist was busy on her face all the time, she just smiled, faintly, without speaking, and her head was buzzing. The people running around in front of her were far away, and she still smiled.

"Qingqing, you are so beautiful today!" The girl who let out the admiration was extremely tall and very thin, of course, not very thin, with her chest against her back, and her face was very sallow. Her name is Zhou Ling, she is Ye Qing's hair, and she is the only bridesmaid today.

Ye Qing suddenly turned around, his eyes were covered with mist, and he said with a smile: "Ling, what should I do, I regret it, can you take me away?" "It was really cold in this room, and she was really stamping her feet and her teeth were shaking when she said it.

Zhou Ling was obviously taken aback by Ye Qing's words, and said, "Huh? What are you kidding! Such a good day, don't say such things! She glanced at Ye Qing blankly, just thinking it was a joke of hers.

Ye Qing lowered her eyebrows and lowered her head, becoming very quiet, tears fell, the bridal makeup was cried by her, Zhou Ling held her trembling shoulder, and finally felt a little calm, "Qingqing, what's wrong with you?" ”

At this moment, there was a lively activity outside, and the procession was about to arrive at the door. Ye Qing sniffed, there was no trace of blood on her face, she bit her lip and said, "He...... It turns out that you don't love me, you never love me! Two years, seven hundred and thirty days, is not enough for me to get to know him. After Ye Qing finished speaking, the whole person seemed to be completely hollowed out.

"How so? You must be thinking too much! Lei Jing, if he doesn't love you, who else can he love?! Don't talk like that, the line is almost at the door. Zhou Ling persuaded while directing the makeup artist to help Ye Qing touch up her makeup, all as if it was just a bride who should have a panic mood.

Ye Qing stood up, his legs and feet were numb, and he was very weak. But she still walked to the door step by step. As soon as she arrived at the door, the doorbell rang, listening to the movement outside, it must be him coming, but how did she feel that all this had nothing to do with her?

Zhou Ling hurriedly pulled Ye Qing back, and also advised: "You sit down quickly, wait for them to come in, put your posture high, embarrassed the groom!" ”

Ye Qing kept shaking his head and said, "Ling, I beg you, take me out of here!" "Her eyes were dry, a little painful, and her head was dizzy. If she hadn't been in a trance, maybe she would have run away yesterday, otherwise she wouldn't have been as tormented as she is now.

"Hey! I'm going to be angry if you do this again! You've got your marriage certificate, and you can't escape if you want to! Don't fool me anymore, you'll be happy! Don't pretend to be reluctant with me! Zhou Ling completely ignored Ye Qing's words, in her opinion, today is a good day, and in her heart, she extremely believes that Ye Qing will be happy, and this happiness can only be given to Lei Jing in the eyes of everyone.

"Marriage certificate? Marriage certificate ......" Ye Qing kept muttering those three words, she was so stupid, why would she run with him to get the marriage certificate first? How strange is that his company's marriage leave can only be obtained if he has a marriage certificate, damn the marriage leave, Ye Qing secretly regretted it in his heart.

At this moment, the door had been opened by Zhou Ling. A group of people hugged Ye Qing, and the one who walked in front was undoubtedly Lei Jing. Ye Qing didn't raise his eyes to look at anyone, just lowered his head and looked at the shiny leather shoes on the ground.

He once said that he hated wearing leather shoes, and he still wore them when he hated them.

He also said that his bride must be the one he loves deeply, and it turns out that lies do not need to be fulfilled.

Ye Qing felt that all this was too ridiculous, and at this time he knelt in front of her, but it was not her who was pious. She wanted to smash the bouquet in his face, but she never did, she just smiled at him, showing a cold and gentle look. Damn it! He looked at her with those eyes again, and God knows how badly she was deceived by his affectionate appearance!

She didn't run away, maybe because the little attachment in her heart was still there, or maybe she was rampant in her heart, and she suddenly wanted to play such a tragic role, she despised herself so much in her heart.

Ye Qing sniffed and didn't cry anymore. She just looked at him, expressionless, everyone was smiling at her, but he didn't. She used to think that his character was like this, so she understood it a lot. But that day he was obviously smiling, smiling so brightly at the woman with long flowing hair!

"What if...... I said I don't want to marry you, what will happen to you? She tried her best to make her smile natural, and her tears also played a touching role. She looked at him, eager to dig out his heart to see where she had been placed or if she wasn't in it at all.

Lei Jing was stunned for a moment, but quickly regained his composure and said in a deep voice: "I won't let this happen!" Whether he laughed or not, Ye Qing was a little unclear.

A group of people coaxed him to kiss her. He was silent at first, but then compromised, he leaned close to her lips, Ye Qing subconsciously turned his head sideways, there was a little disgust on his face, everyone was embarrassed, but he calmly kissed her face. His lips were as cold as the Antarctic weather, and she had goosebumps all over her body.

Looking at the flickering in Lei Jing's eyes, Ye Qing lost that liking for the first time, she used to think it was a sign of his shyness, but now she knew that it was embarrassing.

Ye Qing stood up suddenly, past him, past the crowd, but so many people were smiling at her, and all the blessed eyes couldn't save her. She was so helpless that she could barely breathe.

"Qingqing, what are you doing?" Zhou Ling quickly pulled her and asked softly. Today's Ye Qing is really a little too abnormal.

Lei Jing also walked to Ye Qing's side, took her hand, and said lightly: "Let's go, don't be nervous!" Just follow me!"

Ye Qing turned his face to the other side and stubbornly didn't look at him. It was the worst wedding she'd ever had, and the saddest thing was her. Her eyes inadvertently looked at the long-haired woman who was slowly walking towards them, Ye Qing didn't think the other party was beautiful before, but now it seems that she is indeed a thousand times better looking than her.

"Senior sister here! Over here! Zhou Ling happily greeted the woman with long hair flowing in the distance.

Ye Qing smiled faintly, but he couldn't hide the bitterness in his heart. She glanced at Lei Jing with her spare eyes, he looked a little uncomfortable, she had never known that it was uncomfortable before.

"Senior sister, why didn't your husband come along?" Zhou Ling burst out when she saw Zhang Yan, and when she thought of Zhang Yan's husband's generosity every time she paid the bill, Zhou Ling's blood boiled with envy.

"He has something to do today, so he can't come...... But I have his share of the money! Zhang Yan's voice is very crisp, like the spring wind. She pretended to glance at Lei Jing casually, and then joked with a smile: "You are very handsome today!" …… The bride is also beautiful! ”

Ye Qing looked down at her wedding dress, and suddenly felt so funny and ridiculous, she didn't even seem to have the courage to hate. Lei Jing dragged her to the lobby of the hotel, her high heels reaching the hem of the wedding dress, almost unable to move an inch. With every step she took, her tears surged a little more, Lei Jing held her hand very hard, but she couldn't stop her tears, but fortunately she had a veil, so that she would not be discovered by so many audiences.

Lei Jing obviously felt her trembling, and whispered in her ear: "Take it easy, don't be nervous!" Ye Qing's ears were ringing, and his voice became more distant. If yesterday she wanted to be a bride who ran away, now she just wants to give them a hard blow.

Pictures of her and him were playing on the screen all the time, both now and in the past. Ye Qing in those photos smiled very brightly, but at this moment she felt unexpectedly stupid.

Ye Qing was surprisingly calm, and there was a feeling that he was saddened more than his heart was dead. Since Lei Jing wants this wedding, then she is willing to complete it, just don't expect her to play the role of a fool. In the bottom of her heart, she was determined to participate in this fool's game, and as for the outcome, she would not let them do it.

When Lei Jing lifted Ye Qing's veil, her tears had been dried, her emotions were sorted out, and she even smiled brightly, like a happy bride. When he put the ring on Ye Qing's hand, her fingers were still reluctant to straighten normally after all, but fortunately, this ring was not her size, it was a little surprisingly big, and it was not difficult to put it on. Ye Qing's hands belonged to a very small type, and his fingers were too slender.

Ye Qing kept looking at the ring on her hand, it turned out that even it wasn't prepared for her. In two years, she can be so unaware, and he can't help but hide too deeply, the funny thing is that she has always felt that he is shy and gentle, and firmly believes that he is a person who can be relied on for her.

She smiled fakely, and glanced at Lei Jing with her peripheral vision, his face was clearly contoured, close to stiff, how could she think that he was shy and gentle? His gaze was fixed on one place, his eyes wandering and complicated. Ye Qing also followed his gaze, and then, she smiled even brighter, and the only corner in her heart completely collapsed.

Ye Qing looked at the front row, her mother kept wiping her tears, but she didn't forget to keep a smile on her face. Her nose was suddenly sore, and tears were squeezed back into her eyes.

Ye Qing felt that this wedding was as long as a century, but fortunately, when she was close to collapse, it was finally over.

It's their new house, not very big but cosy furnished. When she decided to buy this house, she was frugal and insisted on sharing it with him, even though he was so rich, she didn't want to be a burden to anyone. But later, he still hid from her and secretly bought it, for which she was angry and unwilling to talk to him, and in the end, he had to compromise and let her pay for the decoration. She has dressed everything in the house very carefully, and every inch has taken him into account. For example, he likes to smoke, so she separated him from a smoking area; For example, he likes to read, so she found someone to make a big bookshelf full of books he likes to read; Even considering that he and his partner Zhang Yan were going to talk about business at home from time to time, Ye Qing even arranged the guest room to match Zhang Yan's tone.

The smell of this new house seems to be stronger than her own. In the past, Ye Qing mostly lived in her own home, because she was close to her company, and occasionally came to a new house, but she happened to see Zhang Yan. She never thought about it much, because Zhang Yan was married, and her husband was so rich, and because she believed in Lei Jing's love for her.

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When she came back from the hotel, the first thing Ye Qing did when she entered the door was to open the window, almost everything here was suffocating her, especially the smell of perfume in the air.

"What's wrong with you? On such a cold day, why do you open the window! Lei Jing's voice was very calm, and there was no newlywed joy on his face, but instead showed a little displeasure for Ye Qing.

She just stood on the windowsill without looking back, and said in a very soft voice: "The smell here is too strong, you may not know, I am a little sensitive to smells!" ”。

Lei Jing poured himself a glass of water and drank it, turning on the sound of the TV very loudly. They remained silent in this way, in the past, when he was like this, Ye Qing would most likely be cheeky to stick to him, but now he just wanted to keep a distance of more than ten meters from him.

The night was bright tonight, but there were no stars, and the emptiness was a little lonely. Ye Qing looked up at the sky and poured the tears that had almost fallen back into his eyes again. She is twenty-five years old, and she is no longer the age when she can cry easily. When she knew him, she felt that she was young and invincible, she could cry unscrupulously in front of him, that kind of unreasonable trouble, she always felt that she could be tolerated.

And now she won't, not because she's grown up, but because she knows that the person who tolerated her never existed.

Lei Jing is a little unfamiliar with Ye Qing today, what does she seem to be different? Although there was a trace of doubt, he was too lazy to take it to heart, and still leaned on the sofa to watch the random change of table, letting his thoughts drift.