Chapter 32: Guguru Khan
There was snow in the sky, and Nana's eldest brother was standing in the snow, and the white snowflakes were falling on him, so cold and soft. He refused to be cleaned by the church, and stood there for a long time, letting the thoughts in his mind go free.
Failed marriage, he felt sorry for Shasha, when he broke up with her, he saw tears flowing in her eyes, he told her to forget herself, she shook her head, he felt her heart trembling, no matter what evil he did to Zhang Jianqiang, however, she was a miserable woman, in the future, not to mention that in the future, she was always a miserable woman.
A completely miserable woman.
He asked her, "What will you do in the future?" She said, "There is a nunnery next to your church, you are a monk, I am a nun, although we cannot be husband and wife in this life, but you and my hearts will beat together." She saw a bright light in his eyes, and he said, "Let us each practice well, and silently comprehend what God has given us from silent prayers......" She only nodded silently, as if she understood his words, he reached out to wipe her tears, her tears were flowing, and she couldn't wipe them dry, he said kindly: "Don't cry, my dear one, I can't be husband and wife with you in this life, and when we come to life, we will definitely be husband and wife." When he heard what he said, she burst into tears and fell into his arms.
He hugged her, the last hug, so bleak.
The two of them left the palace together, and got into the car to see them off, but she didn't dare to look at the palace before getting into the car, and sat in the car, waiting for him to say goodbye to his parents and sister. She didn't tell her everything to the family, so there was no family for her to send.
The car arrived at the nunnery, he sent her in, and then, silently left, she silently sent him off, without a word, with a trace of sadness in her eyes, and infinite helplessness in his eyes.
She looked at the car and walked away, and she returned to the hall to shave, where an elderly nun was already waiting for her with scissors and razors.
A strand of her hair was cut off, and a piece of her past life was erased. Countless hairs were cut off, and finally ended a life that was not human.
Sasha was shaved head. The experience of becoming a monk began.
The nun who was in charge of cleaning the front of the door handed her the broom in her hand and told her how to clean the front of the door, and she passed on her sweeping experience to Sasha.
Early in the morning, as soon as it was dawn, she began to sweep the open space in front of the door.
On the third morning, she met Nana and sent her away, and her heart followed her to the church, where she felt how her husband lived, because although she was a monk, her heart would not forget him. Shasha has six gods without a master.
When the car came to the church, there was already a queue in front of the door to greet Nana, who was not as good as before, and she was now the queen.
"Big brother, hello, my little sister came to congratulate my eldest brother today on your replacement of Guguru Khan, my brother gave a lecture for the first time today, and my little sister came to listen to you." Nana said. "Hello Queen, I only call you that in public, please don't be surprised, I welcome the Queen, please ......" Guguru Khan said in the words of Guguru Khan, Nana was invited by the eldest brother to the hall where the Dharma was preached.
The auditorium was full of people, and the aisles were full of people, and there were about a thousand people. Everyone watched Nana's arrival, and suddenly, applause erupted, and then Nana was invited to a pre-arranged seat, where she sat down, and the host told the audience to be silent, and Guguru Khan began to speak.
Nana felt that only when the eldest brother lived here could the cells in his body beat normally.
In the palace, I was too embarrassed for my brother, a monk who had been baptized by Buddhism since he was a child, and let him become a king, and the previous Buddhist language was dry, so that he could re-learn all kinds of trivial things to govern the kingdom, and he felt more and more derogatory, his body was not his own body, and he missed his home more and more, a free from all kinds of shackles, and a paradise in his mind - the church.
When the church bell rang in the morning, he breathed the air of freedom, he stood in front of the stage of the church, and he gave the Dharma in a clear voice, he felt a peace around him, and he breathed the air of freedom.
Nana felt that everything here is everything for the big brother, and the fish can't do without water, which makes Nana have a new understanding of the big brother.
Guguru Khan lectured for more than two hours, and the believers in the hall were silent, as if they were fascinated by the teachings of the eldest brother.
When the teaching was completed, the believers reluctantly left, and seeing that there were no idlers around, Guguru Khan walked up to Nana and said, "Xiaowei, are your parents okay?" Nana's bright eyes flashed, and she said emotionally: "It's okay, I've been missing you, just now, I arrived at the nunnery, and my sister-in-law Shasha misses you very much." "People, life has already arranged you, you can't choose, our destiny has to be arranged with life, let it swing around." Guguru Khan's words are not like the words of the eldest brother, but they are clearly the words of God. Even though Nana doesn't understand the Dharma, there is an incarnation of God here, the eldest brother - Guguru Khan. She is a firm believer.
Shasha's life is very bitter, and the life of the eldest brother is the fate of Guguru Khan, and she can't tell whether it is good or bad.
Her cousin stood aside, and she couldn't speak, and it wasn't until Nana's eldest brother finally greeted her that she took over in flattery: "Hello, eldest brother, you speak the Fa very well, and I am willing to listen." When the eldest brother heard his cousin talk about the Dharma, he beckoned the disciples around him and told him to take the disc of his teachings, and after a while, the disciple handed the disc to the eldest brother, and the eldest brother gave it to his cousin, telling her that when people are idle, they must study the Dharma, listen to Guguru Khan's teachings, and arm people's simple brains, and my cousin said to Guguru Khan: "Big brother, my younger sister understands that why people do evil is because he has a simple brain, and why people do good is because there is a legitimate meaning in his brain." The eldest brother said, "The younger sister's brain has a real meaning." ”
Leaving the church and saying goodbye to the eldest brother, Nana and her cousin had tears welling up, and the eldest brother, Guguru Khan, still had no sadness and joy on his face, because he was a god and did not have the thinking of a human being.
My cousin was about to get on a flying saucer and leave the ground.
Nana seemed to have something to say to her cousin, and the cousin asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”、
Nana said to her cousin in a sad tone, "You tell him to take care and tell him that I can't forget the first time I met him, and I will never forget ......"
The flying saucer flew out of the ground and towards his home.
My cousin turned on the computer and put the disc that Guguru Khan had given her.
When the flying saucer flew for more than ten days and was about to arrive at his homeland, there was a passage in the CD about Guguru Khan's cousin who found it very intriguing, he said: "Born in life, there is no distinction between good people and bad people, it is a fundamental change in the process of growing up, what kind of way can make the thinking of bad people change into the thinking of good people, a prison system has a set of methods for reforming prisoners, they get up as soon as it is dawn, and a team of ten people enters the furnace and cemetery in batches." ”
The furnace was busy from morning to noon, refining a total of five dead corpses, and the sadness of the living towards the dead made the ten prisoners feel sure......
In the cemetery, ten prisoners were buried in the crowd, allowing them to feel the feelings of the living for the dead. Let them wander among the countless mausoleums that roam the mountains and give them an inspiration.
Then he left, and the cell boss asked the prisoner how he felt, and if anyone could not answer correctly, then the next day, he came again and experienced it again.
Whether it is a furnace or a cemetery, it is a place of witness for people when they die, and letting the living feel everything here may have some impact and feelings on his future life.
The cousin stepped off the flying saucer and ran to Zhang Jianqiang, who had always picked her up.