Chapter 205: We Have No Chance in This Life
Lord Fengru walked quickly past Ru Huan, although the pair of Danfeng eyes showed a resolute expression, as if she was a warrior about to go to the battlefield, so fearless, so calm, but under careful observation, it was not difficult to find the deep gloom under the eyes. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
She has always been a seemingly gentle and elegant person, but in fact she is strong and hearty.
She had followed her father to see too many families ruined on the battlefield, and compared to ordinary aristocratic women, she was used to seeing blood and death, and she had already polished her mind harder than ordinary people.
Such a person has experienced the instantaneous transformation of the family from prosperity to decline, experienced the shame of her father's head being hung on the city wall, and experienced the grief of her brother being killed after rebellion, what she can show is the strong and forbearant side, and it can only be the side that is not weak!
Yes, her self-esteem made her not want to show weakness in front of anyone, even a friend like Ru Huan.
The way she gets along with Ru Huan has always been to protect and care about each other, but for some reason, when she returned to the imperial capital after a few years, Ru Huan has changed a lot, and she is no longer the weak woman who needed to take care of herself.
But even if the other party has become different, she Yulin Fengru is not a delicate lady who will hold her best friend and cry.
Although the original fiery heart was already full of holes at this time, and she was already in pain! But she still endured alone and sorrowed alone.
Regarding what kind of feelings Yulin Xiuze has for her, she is not unconscious. She actually knew very well in her heart that the other party didn't like her, and even, she had a faint sense that Yulin Xiuze's sweetheart was actually her friend Xie Ruhuan.
Fengru County Lord, no, at this moment she has been stripped of the title of County Lord, she is just Yulin Fengru. So Yulin Fengru was at her most vulnerable moment, but she had a kind of pathos that left her to die and then lived!
That's right, it's pathos, she knew the result, but she chose the saddest moment in her heart, and then stabbed herself deeply!
Maybe Feng Ru also has a glimmer of hope in her heart, when she needs comfort so much, will Yulin Xiuze give her the warmth she wants and become her dependence?
So, what she always wanted to do but didn't dare to do, she finally did it today, the day when she fell from heaven to hell.
When she really faced Yulin Xiuze, she looked at the other party's eyes full of sadness and annoyance, and for a moment, she was timid.
However, Yulin Xiuze's peach blossom eyes, which have always been playful, showed a taste of self-deprecation at this moment, and his voice became a little sad: "Feng Ru called this king out, did you want to comfort this king......?
"That's not the case......" Seeing Yulin Xiuze's lonely expression, a kind of pity swelled up in her heart, and she hurriedly took two steps forward to express her sincerity.
Yulin Xiuze rarely saw an anxious look on Feng Ru's face, and he lowered his head to look at her in some surprise.
At this moment, the distance between the two was only a stone's throw away, Feng Ruwei's face was already red with shame, even though his heart was like a war drum, he still gritted his teeth and said all the words in his heart: "Hades...... Cousin, from childhood to adulthood, you don't know what Feng Ru thinks about you...... Feng Ru fell in love with you a long time ago...... Feng Ru wanted to know...... What does my cousin think of Feng Ru......"
When Yulin Xiuze heard her confession, a trace of doubt flashed between his expressions, and he unconsciously took a step back.
King Ling just committed a rebellion, Feng Ru was in the mood to mention these children's private affairs with him?
Considering that Feng must be in a bad mood at this moment, as a cousin, he should have comforted his emotions, but he also knew that the more emotional things gave people illusions, the deeper the hurt.
However, the alienating move he made at this moment made Feng Ru's heart sink.
Sure enough, as she expected, Yulin Xiuze showed a helpless crease between his eyebrows, and his voice was full of obvious apologies: "You also know that this king is your cousin, so since you were a child, this king has always regarded you as a sister, and has never had any love between men and women." ”
Feng Ru had already guessed this answer, although the tip of her nose was sour, she still held back her tears, and was silent for a while, she raised her head, but there seemed to be a bit of reproachful anger in her tone: "Feng Ru knows that her cousin likes Sister Ru Huan, although she is now your fiancée, but the person in Sister Ru Huan's heart may not be her cousin, so why should my cousin think about her secretly sad?"
"Everyone has the freedom to love others, and no one has the right to interfere. Just like my cousin's love for this king, and just like my king's love for you...... Therefore, this king will not force you to change your inner feelings, but this king hopes that Fengru's cousin's feelings will not affect others. Yulin Xiuze's words were categorical, even like a sharp sword, piercing Feng Ru's heart.
Although Feng Ru had already guessed that Yulin Xiuze would refuse, but from his cognition, Feng Ru had always thought that Yulin Xiuze would refuse with the most usual gags and ridicule, but he never thought that he would say such things with a solemn expression and even a little cruelty.
There was a pain in the heart being crushed, Feng Ru bit her lip, and her voice was already trembling so much that she couldn't help herself: "Feng Ru's family suddenly changed, under such a blow, cousin...... His Royal Highness the Hades King was able to say such cruel words to Feng Ru?"
Yulin Xiuze couldn't bear it when he saw her appearance at the moment, and he wanted to comfort her softly, but he knew very well that if he gave her warm care, then it might make her have a delusion, and even give her unnecessary hope, this kind of result was definitely not what he wanted to see.
So, he was ruthless and continued: "King Ling's rebellion has even affected you, and this king is very sympathetic, but it is only sympathetic, but there is no mercy. If King Ling does not die, then the ones who are killed at this moment may be the heirs of the royal family such as my father and me. Therefore, under the circumstances at that time, even if it was not Mu Xue but the presence of this king, when he killed the king of Ling, this king would never be soft!"
Feng Ru was like being poured a basin of cold ice cubes from head to toe, and the whole person only felt that she had lost her strength as if she was soaked in cotton wool, and her voice also had a sense of emptiness.
"No matter how hard Feng Ru tries, I'm afraid that in this life, I will have a ruthless love with His Highness?"
Yes, it can only be Your Highness, Feng Ru can only call you Your Highness in the future, and even the affection of cousins, I'm afraid it will no longer be due to the rebellion of my father!
Yulin Xiuze sighed slightly, the pair of soul-hooking beautiful eyes showed deep helplessness, although it was mixed with guilt and sadness, but his voice was still firm and dignified.
"Yes, we are in this life...... Missed. ”