Chapter 394: Choice?
Tian Yufeng didn't speak, and said, "If you are willing to seal the sword and go into hiding, then I will find a better master for Hanguang Longxue, it is a sword in itself, and it has its own mission." ”
"What is Master's mission?"
Tian Yufeng laughed, laughing very weirdly, laughing very contradictory, like crying: "What you said to my heart, I am different from you, and different from anyone in this world." ”
"I understand that everyone is an individual. ”
"You don't understand...... In this way, my mission now is to live well, to do my part for the world I live in, and not to let others destroy it, or my life will be affected. ”
"This is what Master said about helping the world?"
He shook his head suddenly, "I'm selfish, and I don't have that ability. ”
She was very surprised, Tian Yufeng didn't have it, who did?
Tian Yufeng could see through what she was thinking, and said: "A person, only when he understands what he lives for, can he find meaning." I'm different from you, because it's harder for me than anyone else to find the meaning of my existence, and someone once said that hesitation makes me suffer a lot, and yes, I suffer too much and suffer from myself all the time. ”
"Yourself?"
Tian Yufeng wanted to speak and stopped, but Fan Yinling didn't speak, very puzzled.
He finally spoke again and said, "I hope that my family is safe, Rou'er can grow up well, and Lan'er can be happy, this is the meaning of my existence." ”
Fan Yinling said: "But this kind of thing can be done by many ordinary people, and it is also their mission." ”
Tian Yufeng said: "But how difficult it is to maintain this mission for a lifetime, this is also my struggle." ”
Fan Yinling suddenly smiled, smiling very happily: "The three pavilions that Master built on this mountain are the reason for this struggle?"
"You know?"
"I know two of them, and the third doesn't. ”
Tian Yufeng said: "Let's go up the mountain, I'll tell you slowly." He always seemed to be so unfazed, he used to like to sigh, but he didn't sigh on the way up the mountain, but Fan Yinling, who has never liked to talk, sighed a few times.
When he arrived at Xueling Pavilion, Tian Yufeng glanced at Fan Yinling, and when he saw that the sword was still in his hand, he suddenly smiled.
"It seems that you haven't given up on yourself. ”
Fan Yinling's expression was a little moved: "The sword is still in hand, but it's ......"
"But your heart is not in you, and the Infinite World Alliance is not a very good place for you......"
"And who is she?" she didn't want to interrupt, but she did.
Originally, his expression was still a little happy, but when he heard this, he was a little unhappy.
Fan Yinling saw Tian Yufeng's body twitch, she didn't understand, how could a person like Tian Yufeng who was extremely emotionally attached to him practice unfathomable martial arts, maybe he was really different from everyone in this world.
Tian Yufeng suddenly said: "Because of morality." ”
"Morality?" she didn't quite understand.
He didn't continue, he took a long breath......
"Just like Wuyu and Sikong Mei, I can think about other people in my heart, but I can't say or do it in my mouth. ”
Fan Yinling seemed to understand, and her tone gradually became cold: "This is the reason for the betrayal in your heart, Wuyu doesn't have so many flowers." ”
He finally exhaled that breath, and a lot of tears appeared in his eyes: "Some people can forget if they don't want to, but I have to forget." ”
"But you failed. ”
"How do you know?" his tone turned disgusted, "It's none of your business, I'm your master, and you have to have the least respect for me." ”
Fan Yinling said: "I am your apprentice, but I am also a person, I need to tell you." ”
"What do you want to say?"
She pointed to the mural on the lid of the pavilion, and her tone was very grim: "Who is she?"
Silent......
"Who is she?"
"Don't ask!" As he reaches middle age, he becomes more and more unable to control himself.
Is it important to follow morality and set aside the so-called worldly rules?
He lived forty years, but not a girl in her twenties knew it.
If it is human nature to be smart, then stupidity is a peculiarity, and it is also a mistake that ordinary people will not make, and this peculiarity happens to people who are usually smarter than people.
Fan Yinling always has a kind of courage that ordinary people can't match, Tian Yufeng always kills people with a flick of his fingers, although he doesn't often kill, but no one will guarantee that he won't kill people in such an emotion, but she is not afraid.
"Don't run away anymore, this woman is what you really like...... The story you told us back then......"
Eternity is as long as night, and only lonely people can pay attention to the long night, and Fan Yinling happens to be such a person, he can see Tian Yufeng's loneliness.
"I love Lan'er. ”
She was a little hesitant, almost imperceptible: "You love this woman more, so even now, you still come, every year you come." But...... But you dare not go to her. ”
She told the truth, like an incomparably sharp thorn, which was accurately inserted into Tian Yufeng's heart.
"You're a hesitant coward. ”
Tian Yufeng said: "What about you?"
"I ......" she suddenly turned her attention to herself, and couldn't open her mouth for a while.
Tian Yufeng said: "I know my weakness very well, Wuyue, if someone can kill me, who do you think?"
"Why did you kill you? Are you asking about your weaknesses?" She is smarter than the average person: "I don't know, I don't understand why you became like this, do you regret it?" ”
"It's a person who goes. ”
"Heh, yes, if it's the second senior brother or Wuyu, they will all go. ”
"Why do you think so?"
"This is what you taught Master, they have always been very emotional, and the same is true of Wuxiu and Wuxue, but you have changed...... Is this what makes you different and contradictory?"
Tian Yufeng didn't know whether to shake his head or nod his head, or just like his contradiction, it was both.
"What do you think I should do?"
Fan Yinling said: "After so many years, besides, there is still Rou'er, why can't you forget it?"
"Because I owe her, and ......" And what is the reason?
"And you still love her, you love both Shi Niang and her, your debt and Rou'er are responsibilities, both of them are your beloved, so you are hesitating. Fan Yinling always seems to be able to grasp people's hearts, even if Tian Yufeng is moody, she can still see it.
"There is a way to do what you want. ”
"What did you say?"
Fan Yinling straightened her face: "I understand Master's feelings, but you can't abandon it, otherwise you will be a beast that is not as good as a beast." ”
Tian Yufeng smiled bitterly: "I have always disdained how others see me. ”
"But you can't let yourself go, and I won't let you go...... Shi Niang can always be considerate of you, and what decisions you make will determine her life and death. ”
"I understand that she only has me in her heart, and even with Rou'er, I am still the most important thing in her heart. ”
"And what do you think?"
Tian Yufeng shook his head: "If I come today, it means that I can't let go...... Her name is Gong Qianling, and she and Lan'er were good sisters when they were young, but because of me...... Maybe she let go over the years, but I became more and more uneasy. ”
"You ......"
"That was a long time ago. He pointed to a picture of a young girl in a boat, and a young man standing on the shore......
Scenes after scenes circulated in Tian Yufeng's heart, and as his words were passed to Gong Qianling, when the words were finished, Fan Yinling said: "Master, don't you think so, aren't you too sorry for your master?"
Tian Yufeng smiled: "This is the human ...... I still have remorse, but I'm sorry for her, so I keep avoiding her, but she doesn't give up. Every time she looked at me with cold, fiery eyes, I felt tormented. But her temperament is unwilling to hurt Lan'er, her temperament is more stubborn than yours, I have always been sorry for her. ”
Fan Yinling said: "So you are also shaken." ”
"It's not a shake, it's a ......"
"Rekindling old love?"
"I am an amorous person, so to speak, but not an amorous person. ”
"What's the difference?"
"Because I can give my life to any of them. ”
"Including Zhong Fang, she's married. ”
"That doesn't mean I don't love her. ”
Fan Yinling was surprised, she was frightened by Tian Yufeng's way of thinking, and she didn't understand it at all.
Tian Yufeng said: "Teaching is one thing, but life is another, you should understand, where is there so much beauty in the world? As your master, I naturally don't want to give you a bad impression. ”
"Does the master know?"
"She'......"
It was a different moonlight, and the beautiful woman was coaxing the girl to sleep, but her husband was not there, and she did not look very worried.
But she's a very principled woman, a very good woman.
The girl fell asleep, and it was late at night, and she should have fallen asleep, but her husband was not there, how could she fall asleep so quickly? But even if she was not there, she could not fail to sleep, and in a short time she also fell asleep.
Two figures stood at the entrance of the pavilion, a man and a woman, but their hearts were heavy.
"So what are you going to do?"
He shook his head and said, "If I knew what to do, I wouldn't have come here and I wouldn't have built this pavilion...... Wuyu has seen your palace master and uncle, and has lived with her for a few years. ”
Fan Yinling said: "Wuyu has lived in the palace master for three years, it seems that the master trusts her very much, you have always treated Wuyu as your own child." ”
Tian Yufeng said: "It's just that he has more places to worry about than you." ”
"Master, have you thought about what to do? Uncle Gong is so affectionate to you, and Master Gong is also unswerving to you......
"I can't be sorry for any of them. ”
Fan Yinling said: "I know that's not good, but you have to do that." ”
"How?"
Fan Yinling exhaled and said, "You can take a concubine, it's normal." ”
Tian Yufeng said with a smile: "As a disciple, you shouldn't make this suggestion to your master. He was laughing, but in a serious tone: "This is impossible!"
Fan Yinling was silent, she knew how ridiculous this suggestion was, Tian Yufeng, who had always been self-reliant, would never do it.
Of course, there is nothing in this world that will never be done, because when it comes to doing it, it will not be thought about so much.
Tian Yufeng saw that her expression was a little nervous, and said, "After I finished talking about my reasons, then you tell me your reasons." ”
"My reason?" Fan Yinling asked rhetorically.
"If a person has no heart, he will never go to live alone, and if you return to Wuwei Mountain, it proves that you are escaping reality. Fan Yinling felt that he couldn't hide anything from Tian Yufeng, not only himself, but also Wuyu, they couldn't hide these bad things from him.
Tian Yufeng looked at the moonlight, and suddenly remembered the night in the Dark Sky City, and couldn't help but think of her who died, and there was no joy or sorrow in his heart.
She hadn't heard for a long time.
"Huh?"
Tian Yufeng turned his head to the side and found that Fan Yinling's face was a little embarrassed, and at this time she looked like her own disciple.
Fan Yinling said: "Master, I met another person, he gave me a poem, it seems to be ......"
"Read it and hear it. He also has a lot of research on these.
Fan Yinling handed over the paper in his personal collection, Tian Yufeng didn't read it, and said with a smile after reading it: "This is a very caring kid, he completely sees through your character, looks at your appearance, and seems to be very satisfied, what kind of person is he?"
Fan Yinling said: "He is a very chic and intelligent person, I have never seen him panic when he encounters anything, but I am not very familiar with him, and he went to a far away place." It was the only thing he left behind. ”
Tian Yufeng said: "The most important thing for two people to be together is to be happy, you see Wuyu and Sikong Mei, once they are together, they are like inseparable magnets." But according to your nature, you don't take the initiative, is this the problem you come here?"
She didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence.
Tian Yufeng said: "Can you be sure of your feelings? ”
Fan Yinling said: "They are different people. ”
"Who is it?"
"Master recognizes ......," she whispered, "This word was given to me by Qin Zong." ”
"Oh?" Tian Yufeng was extremely surprised, and said: "It's that kid from Qin Zong, he is indeed a good person, brave and strategic, the key is to have his own ideas, delicate but not expensive, body and soul, if it is him, maybe it is your blessing." ”
Fan Yinling was a little puzzled and asked, "Why?"
Tian Yufeng said: "You are introverted and ruthless, while he is outgoing and enthusiastic, one yin and one yang, complementing each other, and he has his own dedication, so he will not let you lose your goal." ”
Fan Yinling said: "But I don't know him." ”
Tian Yufeng didn't answer, and asked, "Where did he go?"
"Demon Domain. ”
"Sure enough, it's there, Wuyue, if you really want to be good with him, bring him back from the Demon Domain. ”
Fan Yinling shook his head: "The alliance sent him, and I heard that Uncle Gongsun agreed." ”
Tian Yufeng said: "The Demon Domain is in turmoil, and besides, they have always been xenophobic, if Qin Zong goes, it will be very dangerous." ”
Fan Yinling said: "He has the spirit of dedication to the Boundless World Alliance, and it is also for the peace of the Demon Domain. ”
Tian Yufeng said: You are wrong, the Demon Domain and the Central Continent are not the same place at all, and the Boundless World Alliance has also begun to deteriorate. ”
"What?"
"Qin Zong, as a descendant of the Qin family, his father Qin Qiuyu was controlled by the people of the Boundless World Alliance, so there was a matter of him being sent to the Demon Domain. ”
Fan Yinling said: "I don't understand. ”
Tian Yufeng said: "You should know Guo Jiu, right?"
Fan Yinling said: "That's the law enforcement elder in the alliance, he doesn't smile on weekdays, what's the matter?"
Tian Yufeng said: "He is a spy planted by the Chu family in the Boundless World Alliance, the purpose is to plot against the Boundless World Alliance, as far as I know, many people in the Boundless World Alliance have been caught by him. ”
Fan Yinling was surprised: "Then what is their purpose?"
Tian Yufeng shook his head suddenly: "They are in contact through a secret means, as for this matter, it is also related to the Tonghai Gang, it should be related to Longshui Xuanyuan, and they have cooperation." Huang Weiqing just learned this secret, so he couldn't stay, he kept investigating, so the person who wanted to kill him was definitely not Longshui Xuanyuan. Guo Jiu has a close relationship with Longshui Xuanyuan, but he is dead, Guo Jiu's identity cannot be revealed, and Gongsun Rui cannot find any evidence of him with all his strength. ”
He continued: "The Boundless World Alliance is in the same breath as the Nine Great Families, so there must be people among the Nine Great Families, and these people are all very dissatisfied with the family. ”
Fan Yinling said: "If the Demon Domain wants to count the Central Continent, it must eradicate the Nine Great Families, and if it wants to eradicate the Nine Great Families, it must start from within the Boundless World Alliance and themselves, Longshui Xuanyuan has the same goal as them, so ......"
"They have a secret deal, and this kind of transaction may be a matter related to the life and death of the Central Continent and the Nine Families, as well as a matter related to the life and death of the Qin Sect. The important people of the Qin family have all been placed under house arrest, and this trip to the Demon Domain, Qin Zong has to go, what he has to do, not to maintain the peace of the Demon Domain?"
"What's that?"
"The Qin family is attached to the Shangguan and Gongsun families, one is to control the army guards, and the other is to control the news of the world, once Qin Zong does something in the Demon Domain, it is the responsibility of the nine families, at that time, there will be one more reason. ”
"What reason?"
"Calculate the reasons for the Nine Great Families and the Subversion of the Boundless World Alliance. ”
She panicked: "What will happen then?"
"He, he may die, only the cost of his life can provoke the wrath of the Nine Great Families. ”