"What?"

Tsukahara was stunned, he had guessed countless times what Karl's wish was, was to get everything? Or save yourself? Or maybe it's revenge or something...... However, he never expected such a desire.

Lohia is his own servant, and has nothing to do with him.

Lohia is a life created by his own desires, and it has nothing to do with him.

Even if Lohia survives as a human, it has nothing to do with him.

Why? He...... Would you make such a wish?

"What are you confused about? Tsukahara, didn't I say that? The Holy Grail should be used for your own wishes. ”

Carl shrugged, though, because he only had one arm, the action was very comical, like a crappy comedian.

"But...... It's not good for you?! ”

Yes, benefits.

The man who has been talking about benefits and benefits all the time, only when he made a wish, gave up praying for his own wish.

For him, this is one thing that is not good.

Why would this self-interested assassin make this choice?

"The benefits? Absolutely. I'm having a good time. ”

Whether it was the previous madness or provocation, all the emotions were hidden at this moment.

Carl had a casual smile on his face.

"The so-called desire is not necessarily to obtain material benefits, but also to spiritual satisfaction. Me...... It's a very boring guy, and I've been in a very boring state since I was conscious. My wish is just to be able to understand what pleasure is. So, it doesn't have to be attached to the Holy Grail. ”

Karl stood very freely, and Tsukahara was speechless.

Behind Karl, the golden light was abundant, and the overly hot golden light shone from behind him, highlighting his blackness even more, this was the Holy Grail was fulfilling Carl's wish, and enough magic power was being injected into Lohia's body.

Strictly speaking, the Dragon Seal does not have the power to make the imaginary Heroic Spirit become human.

That's the level of magic.

However, if it was just for a fantasy heroic spirit, enough magic to live to old age, it would be too easy. The magic power accumulated in 60 years can support a Holy Grail War, not to mention the huge magic accumulated by China's 2,000 years of feudal centralization.

Tsukahara Mingshi couldn't open his eyes in the face of the light, even if he closed his eyes and covered his eyes with his hands, there was still a faint golden glow from his eyelids.

In both ears, Carl's words could be heard clearly.

Which man, in an almost pathetic, almost majestic tone, calmly told his own affairs.

"Once, there was a person who told me that he could lead me to find my own pleasure. Unfortunately, she betrayed my expectations in the end. At that moment, I knew that absolute trust does not exist. Between anyone, there is only exploitation and being exploited. It is useless to expect others to draw you bread to satisfy your hunger. Should I find my own pleasure, the Holy Grail? The almighty wishing machine? Ha, that kind of thing, how can I find my pleasure, only I can find it. Tsukahara Mingshi, open your eyes and look at me well. ”

Karl's words made Tsukahara secretly open his eyes, and between his fingers, which man was almost blackened by the dazzling golden light...... No, a charred mess.

It was more like an ugly color that had been completely burned than pure black.

"Carl ......"

"Look at the way I look, this is the end of a boring man. This is the ugly posture of a man who lives for revenge. This is the sad end of the man who does not know why he goes with the flow and indulges himself. Remember my ugly gesture and ...... Don't get to me. ”

He was like a life coach, saying such things that did not fit his character.

However, who can say that the man is truly understood?

All you can say is that Carl is probably like that.

Unfortunately, he's not exactly like that.

Human nature is inherently complicated, and as soon as he said this, Tsukahara Mingshi suddenly discovered that this man, whom he once thought was his best friend, knew nothing about him.

He...... Who the hell is it? What does he want?

"So...... Carl ......"

"Don't use any name. My name is X. Assassin X. Ruthless, unjust, cold-blooded and cruel. I am a slaughtering machine in the darkness born only to bury the enemy. ”

“X…… Why on earth are you, doing this? I can't understand ...... I can't understand it! Why! You're obviously contradicting yourself, aren't you? Say you want to use it for yourself, but you ......"

"Because...... You're a nice guy. ”

Because the light behind him was too strong, Tsukahara couldn't see his expression. Is he serious? Or is it a joke? Is it a mockery? Or is it completely serious?

I don't know.

"Because, if even a good person like you is going to suffer misfortune, such a world is too cruel. You've probably forgotten, after all, that's what I did. But I won't forget it. Then when I was brutally betrayed by a woman, when I was immersed in ice water and gradually lost its temperature, it was you who saved me. Not only physically, but also mentally. I took advantage of you for my revenge. Once, I seriously felt that as long as I got revenge, then my heart would be satisfied because I had got what I wanted. As a result, it was wrong. I became the one who killed Ayaki Makiri. However, I was still in a strange state. I don't feel happy or happy, but rather a feeling of panic because my goal is gone, I, I don't know what else I can do. At that moment, I understood. ”

He paused, as if, was he smiling? His laughter, self-deprecating, self-destructive, self-loathing, could be faintly heard in the air.

"I'm a broken killing machine, and as a human, I'm not up to par. If someone like me had gotten the Holy Grail, he would have made the wrong wishes. So, I chose you, Tsukahara Ming Shijun. This is, take advantage of your rewards. You're welcome, just take it. This is the last thing I can do for you. I destroyed your world and swept you into the world of magic, and this is the reward you deserve. ”

The golden glow is finally starting to wane, presumably because the blessing of the Holy Grail is about to be completed, right?

By Carl's side, Lohia's appearance didn't look like much had changed. However, what really changes is within.

For example, the contract between Tsukahara and Rohia was severed.

Because, it was a contract between the Master and the Servant, and when either party lost its responsibility, the connection was broken.

Now, Lohia is no longer a servant, but an ordinary girl.

It is impossible to be spiritualized, and it is impossible to do things that are outside of human common sense, it is a flesh-and-blood, living girl.

"Sorry...... Tsukahara ......"

Lohia apologized softly.

"I ...... I...... Extraordinary...... Wants to gain Being. Rather, say that I support Karl's wishes...... It's better to say...... I'm just trying to get the entity......"

She apologized, her words shattered and unable to speak a complete sentence.

Who can understand that a person is suddenly told that his whole life is false, that he never existed, and that, after the Holy Grail War, he will disappear.

How sad is this mood?

Tsukahara Mingshi was blinded by the overly beautiful future blueprint he had sketched, and he just cared about the bright future he sketched, but he forgot to pay attention to the people around him.

Oh, yes...... In what mood did Lohia accompany him in the Holy Grail War?

If it were a normal Holy Grail War, the Immortal would return to Valhalla after the battle. However, the heroic spirits of this Holy Grail War are all fake, and they are all the epitome of the Master's dream, so what will they do?

Someone fabricated the past, this, Tsukahara is the same as Roshia.

However, at the same time, Lohia is deprived of a future. Her future can only disappear without leaving a trace. Even, it can't be a memory of Robin Hood in Valhalla.

What kind of mood did she use to accompany her in the Holy Grail War?

Tsukahara Mingshi suddenly felt a thrill in his heart, and he finally discovered which of his wishes seemed to ...... Indeed wrong.

No wonder Carl had scolded himself so violently before.

Indeed...... Myself, too immature.

Indeed, the desire to restore everything to its original state is an exaggerated exaggeration.

Although Tsukahara couldn't accept that he was on a par with the lord of Surut, who tried to destroy the world, he ......

The Lords of Surut want to deprive humanity of their future and send them into a panic.

I want to take away the past of mankind and let the tragedy never happen.

Although the original intention is different, although the practice is different. Although, their own approach seems to be in a righteous and humane mind.

However, I still can't change it, I just want to do it.

From this point, Karl saw it very clearly, and he asserted that the Chinese would not be defeated by such setbacks. forcibly took away his own Holy Grail, his own victory, and as a result, he used the Holy Grail to fulfill his wishes.

The heroic spirits of this Holy Grail War are the epitome of the Master's [Dream].

Actually, it was from the beginning.

A corner of Tsukahara Mingshi's heart has always hidden such a wish.

Want...... Find a girlfriend.

There's nothing that can't be said about that.

Although this dream sounds too small and too boring, it is a natural dream for a person.

Want a gentle, considerate, reliable girlfriend. She has a complicated past, she has a gentle appearance, and she has a reliable character. Neither interfere too much with your own freedom, nor indulge yourself too much.

Probably, deep down in my heart, I have always longed for such a person.

He was given a false life by Carl, and in this false life, Carl had only one friend. He, deep down, longs for others to intervene in his life.

I want someone who can support me.

Compared to [helping Carl revive the Winster family], [wanting someone to get along with] is the reason why he was chosen by the Holy Grail.

Thus, Lohia was born.

And now, he wants to deprive her of existence with his own hands, but Carl, but he stops himself and gives her a new life.

In the end, who is right, himself or him? Who's wrong? Is it your fault? Shouldn't we try to tamper with the tragedy of humanity? Or is Karl wrong? Shouldn't the Holy Grail be invoked for one's own selfish desires? Or are both wrong? Perhaps, both of them are right?

Tsukahara Mingshi's brain is very messy, completely messed up.

Can't understand, can't think, can't analyze, the current situation is too chaotic, Rao is the original self who is extremely calm, and he can't sort out a line of thought, he can only stand here at a loss, watching the light of the Holy Grail gradually dim.