readx;?well-behaved can be a disaster

"I think Xiaoshan really misses you, crying so sadly. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" The staff next to him saw Jian Xiaodan's tears falling down, and said with emotion. The other children left in a huff.

Jane's tears, half real, half fake.

She cried because she missed her mother, not Uncle Zhao. But in order to survive in this welfare home, sometimes you have to hide your emotions and show your well-behaved side all the time.

This is a skill that Jane Xiaoshan learned in the long orphanage years that followed, and this skill was perfected by her during the days and nights of unprotected years.

"Come, Xiaodan, go to Uncle Zhao's car, I happen to have a doll in the car." Sure enough, Mr. Zhao picked up Jian Xiaodan and pointed to the car parked not far from the welfare home at the staff: "I'll take her to get a doll and give it to her." ”

The staff looked at it and saw that the car was not far away, and Mr. Zhao had been volunteering for more than ten days, so they nodded and agreed.

As soon as she heard that there was a doll, Jane Xiaodan, who was only five years old, laughed very innocently, she tasted for the first time that pleasing others can get benefits, a very cute doll, Jian Xiaodan happily took it.

"Do you like it?" Mr. Zhao asked.

Jane nodded slightly.

"I'll take you for the weekend this week, think?" Mr. Zhao closed the car door, sat in the back seat, and hugged Jian Xiaodan to his lap.

"Hmm."

"What do you want to buy?" Mr. Zhao stretched out his hand and touched her face, and some strange light flashed in his eyes.

"I" Jian Xiaodan bit her lip, and her friends told her that the first time she went out with a volunteer, she should not ask for more things, she could only ask for one lollipop, and she should not take the initiative to ask for anything.

Jian Xiaoshan thought about it and gently put the doll in her arms on the back seat.

"Huh? Don't want dolls? Mr. Zhao was a little surprised, just now he saw that Jian Xiaodan liked this doll very much.

"Hmm." Jian Xiaoshan nodded, raised his eyes beggingly to look at Uncle Zhao who was holding him, and tried to show a very well-behaved smile and asked, "Father Zhao, I don't want a doll, can you buy me a book?" ”

"Books?" Mr. Zhao was very surprised, five or six-year-old dolls didn't want toys, but books?

"Well, the book." Jian Xiaodan said with certainty, her nose was sore, and tears were almost falling out, so she hurriedly lowered her head to avoid Zhao's gaze, and said softly: "I want a book with a black cover, a book written by a reporter, I know it when I see the cover, I want to go to the bookstore to find it." ”

"Why?" Mr. Zhao was even more surprised.

But Jian Xiaodan stopped talking, just lowered his head, and tears fell down in large pieces.

"Okay." Mr. Zhao didn't force it, but just stretched out his hand and hugged her tighter: "Then we'll go to the bookstore this weekend." ”

Jian Xiaoshan nodded again, her face changed slightly, she didn't like the feeling of being held by a man like this, she twisted her little ass and wanted to break free a little, but she didn't expect Uncle Zhao to hug it tighter.

"I'm going back to the welfare home, and I'm ready for dinner." Jian Xiaodan hugged the doll and said softly, she lowered her head, her eyebrows wrinkled slightly, Uncle Zhao hugged it too tightly, which made her a little uncomfortable.

But Jian Xiaodan didn't dare to show that she didn't like it, and her desire to go out on the weekend was imminent, and she didn't want to give up.

"There's no hurry." Mr. Zhao's breathing seemed to be a little heavier, his hand was on her leg, Jian Xiaodan immediately put his leg together, and looked at him with some horror: "Mom said, boys can't touch their legs." ”

Mr. Zhao frowned.

Jian Xiaodan immediately put away the horror and unhappiness on her face, and she lowered her head again in a panic: "It's time for dinner, otherwise the mothers will be in a hurry." ”

"No hurry, let's talk again." Obviously, Mr. Zhao enjoyed the feeling of being alone with Jian Xiaodan: "You are good, I will take you to buy books on the weekend, but you have to tell me, why do you want to buy journalists' books?" ”

Jian Xiaodan lowered her head slightly: "That book is my mother's favorite book." ”

Although she angrily said that she didn't want this name on the first day she entered the welfare home, she would not miss her mother anymore if she was lost by her mother. But after all, it's still a child, how can you not want to?

"Okay, I'll buy it for you, and I'll buy it for you on the weekend." Mr. Zhao stretched out his hand and touched her head: "As long as you are obedient." ”

Jian Xiaodan hurriedly showed a well-behaved smile again.

Mom is gone, don't want me anymore, then let the books that Mom likes to read accompany me, Jane Xiaoshan thought to herself.

"No wonder they say you're a master of interviews." Gao Leng looked at Jian Xiaodan: "Sensitivity and being good at hiding your emotions are two very important attributes as an interview reporter, and you have taken these two attributes to the extreme." ”

Sensitive, that is, good at capturing the emotions of the interviewee, when asked a sensitive question, experienced entrepreneurs or artists will answer quietly, only extremely sensitive reporters will be based on the other party's emotions to smell where is the breakthrough point.

And a breakthrough point has the potential to occupy the headlines, which is called in technical terms: news sensitivity.

Hide, be good at hiding your emotions, including seeing the other party's loopholes but not asking questions for the time being, secretly happy emotions in your heart, disdainful of certain remarks of some interview subjects but encouraging them to continue talking, in order to maximize the news explosion, etc.

This is called in-depth journalism, and only a mature and stable reporter who is comfortable with emotional control can make an in-depth report that allows the interviewee to unconsciously tell his true heart.

And Jane Xiaoshan accounted for these two points.

She was a born journalist.

"It's not about interviewing masters, it's just about being a useful person." Jian Xiaodan turned his head and picked up the newspaper and read it, and said softly.

The interview master is naturally a useful person, but Gao Leng's heart is filled with a faint sadness, and he feels sad for Jian Xiaodan. Sensitivity and hidden emotions have been achieved by her to the extreme, and behind this extreme, I don't know how many scars have created it.

"Are you sympathizing with me?" The sensitive Jian Xiaodan raised his head and smiled lightly at Gao Leng: "If I go in to face the trial today, I think you will be very relieved, you will take into account the ones I analyzed, but it is just an hour and a half of hearing, and everything that should be done will not be able to get out of the moth, besides, you know that I have armor, you will rest assured." And Mu Xiaoleng has no armor, but it is the first time for her to face a bloody parting, it is understandable that you are not at ease. ”

Gao Leng didn't speak.

If it's a simple order

Indeed, if Jian Xiaodan and Mu Xiaoleng were exchanged, Gao Leng would not be so worried in her heart, Jian Xiaodan was strong enough, she could face such a thing alone, she would not cry, she would not be nervous, and she would not tremble like Mu Xiaoleng.

"No, if it were you, I'd want to go in with you." Gao Leng shook his head and gently put his hand on Jian Xiaodan's shoulder: "Because no one can really face parting without being hurt, even if you have faced it once." ”

Mu Xiaoleng faced the parting of his father Mu Zhengtang, and the longest was only fifteen years, and he could visit him every month. And Jian Xiaoshan was abandoned under the bridge, and that parting was eternal.

"I'm your friend, and if it were you, I'd go in with you." Gao Leng replied in the affirmative.

"Are you sympathizing with me?" Jian Xiaoshan looked at Gao Leng and said coldly: "You don't have to sympathize with me, although I grew up in an orphanage, I have clothes, food, and books to read, and I was adopted, so I am not so miserable." ”

Most people are moved after hearing their friends' words of concern, but Jian Xiaoshan is very cold.

Jane Xiaoshan is not well-behaved.

She is obviously so sensitive, she can instantly grasp the emotions of others, and she can lead the interviewee by the nose when she is working, she can completely say things that make Gao Leng feel happier.

But she didn't.

"Actually, you don't have to be so strong every time, you can learn from Mu Xiaoleng, bow your head, show weakness, be well-behaved, you are so strong, men will be scared away by you." Gao Leng said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

"Being well-behaved can bring disaster." Jian Xiaodan blurted out without thinking about it, and after she finished speaking, she immediately realized something, and hurriedly turned her body to the side not to look at Gao Leng, picked up the magazine and read it, and made a do not disturb gesture: "You worry about Mu Xiaoleng's business, I'll read the magazine." ”