358. [358] I just want to live

Hongtang was speechless, his expression was solemn, "Isn't it possible that wanting to be together can't be in the name of love?" Does it make a difference? Xiao Mi, what do you want to say when you say these things tonight? ā€

Jiang Xiaomi lowered her head, and her voice was so low that only two people could hear it.

"Hongtang, that's right, we've been together for more than five years, these five years, I haven't forgotten this question, do you love me or not, this question, I didn't dare to keep asking you, but I have been groping in my heart, I want to know, but probably the authorities are fans, sometimes I don't want to admit it, I feel that I shouldn't talk about this issue, because my boyfriend is Hongtang, good family background, good background, what else do I want from such a background? Is it that I am too greedy, and then I understood why we were together at the beginning, and it was always like this in the end, love is not cultivated, and love over time is also because everyone has a little fantasy about each other at the beginning, so they will fall in love for a long time, and what we cultivate is only habits and feelings. After saying this, Jiang Xiaomi felt that her chest was not so depressed, and she seemed to release what she wanted to say.

"So?" Hongtang asked directly, "What do you want?" Are you still not satisfied with people like me? Mi, I don't know what you're thinking? You're looking for an excuse to break up, aren't you? You don't love me anymore, so you will find all kinds of reasons to say that I say this and say that, is this really what you want? ā€

He stood up, opened the closet, stuffed the clothes he often wore and went in, "You calm down for a few days, I'll go to the bar." ā€

The liquid in Jiang Xiaomi's eyes condensed, and he watched him from cleaning up to leaving, blurring his eyes, but he couldn't say a word.

Lying there, covered with a quilt, Jiang Xiaomi couldn't fall asleep over and over.

If you think about it, he was and still is.

Leave in the morning, come back at night, rarely call and text her during the day, she is tired and she cries and she loses her temper, he will not coax.

"Buzz ......"

The sound of the phone vibrating came, Jiang Xiaomi looked at the screen and restrained her feelings, "Hey, Sister Dan." ā€

"Did you give him the necklace?"

"Give it to him, I don't know if he wants it, I'll take a look." She put on her shoes and went into the living room, looked at the box on the table, and replied, "No." ā€

"Then you put it away first."

Jiang Xiaomi picked it up, and just as she was about to go back to the bedroom, she heard Sun Dandan say, "Listen to your feelings, you are not high, you quarreled?" ā€

"He's gone, went to live in a bar, unpleasant."

"It just so happens that he's gone, I'm going to look for you, and I'm still alone." After Sun Dandan finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and ten minutes later, the doorbell of Jiang Xiaomi's house rang.

Sun Dandan came in, it was hot, "Why don't you turn on the air conditioner?" ā€

"Come to the bedroom, it's open in the bedroom."

The two of them entered the bedroom, and Sun Dandan tilted his head to look at her, "Crying?" ā€

"I'm talking to him tonight about love or not, but what I'm saying is from my heart, and I don't know if I'm right."

Sun Dandan climbed onto the bed, lay there, was quiet for a moment, then turned his head and said, "Xiaomi, there are some things that I actually want to say for a long time, but I don't think I can say it, I think my words are not good for you as soon as they are said, maybe, I will say them in the future." ā€

"I know what you're trying to say, I'm acting like a fool, right?"

Sun Dandan supported his head with his arms and looked at her sideways, "It's not that you look like a fool, it's that you are a fool." ā€

She continued, "Forget it, I'm also the kind of person who can't hold back, so let's tell the truth, I think you're a fool, why do you say that, it's not because you don't spend his money, I think you have been with Hongtang for so long, and you actually asked him if he loves you until now, isn't this a fool?" Also, you've been his free babysitter for more than five years, what exactly did he give you? I didn't even give you the least love, I know you love him, if you don't love him, can you be together for so long? However, in my opinion, the two of you are not boyfriend and girlfriend at all, but a shared fire friend. ā€

Jiang Xiaomi was also lying there, "Where did you feel that?" ā€

"Do you still need to see this? In such a long time, I saw that now you still have to recuperate, you have to be in a good mood, you will be together when you are together, and you will be separated if you are not together, don't waste the energy and time of the two of you, is it interesting? Better a finger off than always aching. Speaking of this, Sun Dandan held his forehead, "What am I talking about...... However, as your good friend and sister, this is what I say in my heart, people, how to live, how this person is to himself, only I know, so, my words are for reference only, how to decide, or you have to think about it yourself. ā€

"Sister Dan, is Venus on a business trip tonight?"

"No, I just came back from Zhong's company, he was working overtime, the boss was in Xishan, looking for the eldest sister, and he stayed up late to replace the office in turn."

"Doesn't the eldest sister want to come back?"

"I don't think so, I don't know, look at the situation in the last two days." Sun Dandan said, "We have been thinking about the wedding recently, and I am not young, and I want to have a child when I am still young, but I want to wait for everyone to settle down, so it is not bad to get married." ā€

"In the blink of an eye, time flies." Jiang Xiaomi closed her eyes, "It's been five years since I was eighteen years old. ā€

"One day at a time, one month at a time, year after year, time waits for no one." Sun Dandan said, "I think God is still kind to me, give me a warm man." ā€

"Sister Dan, I hope you get married soon, so that we can all be happy."

Sun Dandan smiled and yawned, "Sleep." ā€

***

When Shu Xiaoai started practicing the Ninety-Nine Divine Skill on the first day, she was extremely uncomfortable, and there seemed to be a fire burning in her heart, but today is the eighth day of practice.

I'm finally starting to get used to it.

It's the same day and night, and you can't see anything.

She didn't know how long it had been.

Just use a flashlight to look at the tips above, study on your own little by little, and hope to go out early.

From the first day to the present, the dried corpse in the coffin has not made a sound again, as if it was just a dream, Shu Xiaoai's limbs were numb and painful, and she slowly stood up, her legs seemed to have no intuition.

"Someone's looking for you."

"You...... How do you know? Shu Xiaoai leaned on the stone wall and asked, she thought, if someone is looking for her, it must be the dark night.

"Naturally, I know, but the people who are looking for you will not come here to look for you, you still have twelve days, are you sure to practice well?"

Shu Xiaoai asked rhetorically, "It's been eight days?" ā€

"It's eight days counting today."

Shu Xiaoxin's love is broken, she has only practiced to the third layer, and there are still twelve days to go, so she can't reach the ninth layer......

"If I want to practice to the ninth layer, twelve days, I may not be able to complete the ......"

"If you can't finish it, you have to leave your life behind, this is what we said before, don't feel harsh, that's because you have never dared to take the road that others have not taken, I am a good talker, if you don't practice at the full level after these twelve days, I won't be polite to you." The voice in the coffin was very cold and empty, without a hint of joke.

"I want to ask you, how do you have this Ninety-Nine Divine Skill?"

"Because, I created this exercise."

"What?" Shu Xiaoai was shocked, "Ninety-nine divine skills, I know it's because ...... It is a famous witchcraft in a martial arts TV series, and, I remember, the TV series said that this exercise was created by an ancient princess of the Western Regions for her husband, and it took ten years to complete. ā€

"That princess of the Western Regions is called Chaoyang, right?" The dried corpse in the coffin answered her.

"Yes......" Shu Xiaoai asked cautiously, "You...... Is it really the princess of the rising sun? ā€

"I said I created it." She replied, "Do you think I'm not?" ā€

Shu Xiaoai never expected that the person lying in this coffin was actually a person who had been dead for more than 2,000 years.

It's incredible.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't expect that."

"Now these human beings, it's really nonsense, changing the things I carefully created, what kind of mess is the ninety-nine magic skills in the TV series, what kind of martial arts? It's really disappointing, this thing has long been lost by now, I don't know if you will create a zĆ o miracle, remember, there are still twelve days. She was silent.

Shu Xiaoai sat there thinking about how to quickly practice this famous Nine-Nine Divine Skill.

Regardless of whether the martial arts kung fu ninety-nine divine skills on TV are right or not, however, the story told in it should be somewhat right.

In the TV series, it tells the story of Princess Chaoyang of the Western Regions marrying the Seventh Prince of the Central Plains, the Seven Princes are not treated by the emperor, and they have no power, and they were assassinated by other half-princes, Princess Chaoyang used the witchcraft in the Western Regions to create this ninety-nine divine skill, but I never thought that the seventh prince would not return home much after learning this ninety-nine divine skill, Princess Chaoyang died in childbirth when giving birth to a child, and the adults and children were not able to save it.

Princess Chaoyang must have had a very complicated mood when she created this.

Shu Xiaoai suddenly understood that her current situation was the same as when Princess Chaoyang created the Ninety-Nine Divine Skill.

There is no way back, either succeed alive or die of failure.

She sat cross-legged on the ground, closed her eyes, and continued to practice according to the exercises and mantras on the long strips of cloth.

There are no distractions, no distractions, just want to live.

***

Jiang Xiaomi and Sun Dandan got up early and went downstairs to have breakfast, and after eating, Sun Dandan came to Long Xiaochen's place, looked at the RV, and nodded, "I think it's very good, by the way, I will build yƬ You go to middle school or high school, or go to the university gate to sell this, it should be very good." ā€

"Sister Dan, we think so too."

"Also, think about it, as a sister, I should take care of your business, so how about launching this breakfast in our restaurant in the morning?"