Chapter 1 Breaking the cocoon into a butterfly
Have you ever thought about what your future self will become, have you ever thought about the picture of your own death, have you ever thought about the despair of losing everything?
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"Is this really useful?" Xu Jingming was skeptical.
"Then you have to say, can you keep her under your wing forever?" Ye Daiwan asked, without him answering, and continued to speak to herself. "That's impossible. Even now, aren't you completely able to protect her?"
Xu Jingming was struck silent by the facts. Yes, he thought that if he was strong enough, he could protect his mother and sister from that person, but the truth slapped him hard. Even if he is now the leader of Qianniu Beishen, already the right Fengchen guard, and can fight and kill, he still can't protect the two most important women in his life.
Ye Daidui looked at him, as if she could see her brother's soul through the present. If my brother is still there, he will blame himself more and be more painful than him. But Ye Daiwan has already decided that he will never let him see his decadent and depressed self. She wants to do her best, so that he has a spirit in heaven, and she can only be proud and proud of herself.
"You've done a great job. The rest is up to her. Ye Daiwan looked into the distance, and comforted him gently. Whether she can stand up or not is up to her. β
"No problem. Xu Jingming clenched her fists. "Needless to say. She's my sister, she's sure she can do it. β
Ye Daiwan was very moved when she heard this, and grinned at him miserably. It was as if she had heard her brother's voice. If my brother was still here, I would say the same.
In the middle of the night, Xu Suying was awakened by her dream again. This is not the first time. She always dreamed of that day, the moment when the huge bear paw swung at her, the pain and the smell of blood were remembered in that moment. Then when she wakes up, facing the dimly lit empty room, she will be stung by reality again. Because she will remember that she has lost the possibility of becoming a mother forever.
There's no way she's pregnant. The words of the imperial doctor made her fall into hell completely. has seen the disgusting appearance of her father's spoiled concubine and killing his wife, she has long seen the true face of a man, no matter how many vows she made back then, when she is old and decrepit, he will empathize and say goodbye. But at that time, she can still rely on her children, and only the piece of meat that crawls out of her belly is her real reliance in this life.
She had believed like that, naively waiting for fate to give her a support. But reality shattered all her hopes. She couldn't have children of her own. When her mother dies and her brother marries and starts a family, she will become a loner. Living alone in this world, there is no joy, no future, not even hope. She was completely crushed by such a reality.
"Kite, light the lamp. Kites?" Xu Suying called several times, but no one answered her. This shouldn't be, her personal maid has never been so lazy. She had no choice but to get out of bed herself, light the candlelight, put on a bedside dress, open the door and shout again.
But the moment she opened the door, the voice of the call was cut in her throat. "Ahh
The courtyard was covered with blood, and her maids lay in pools of blood. She didn't even dare to look closely, and screamed in fear, wanting to go back to her room, but only then did she realize that her room was actually splashed with a lot of blood, but she didn't see it when she woke up. She didn't dare to stay any longer, not even to check if the maids lying on the ground were still alive, and ran out of the courtyard as fast as she could.
The chief director Ye Daidu, who was hiding on the roof, patted Xu Jingming's shoulder speechlessly. "Your sister really doesn't even have a little common sense, and if it weren't fake in this case, her screams would be enough to kill her. β
"Can't you design a scene that's not so bloody? My sister is only thirteen years old, and she is so frightened that she hasn't fainted yet, and you should praise her. Xu Jingming retorted unwillingly.
"There's no way, since you want to use cruel medicine, you have to come up with a poison plan. If you boil a frog in warm water, I think even a little girl might find a flaw in it. "Ye Daidu's idea is right. This yard full of corpses and blood made Xu Suying enter this hypothetical scene all of a sudden, and it was completely impossible to calm down and judge the background that was too fake to work.
"You're right. My sister is so smart, with Your Majesty, that she will definitely lose. Xu Jingming's proud little appearance made Ye Daiwan want to give him an elbow blow. Sister control, from ancient times to the present, is hopeless. "Then it's time for me to play. β
"You hide it first. If you go out now, she can only use you as a lifesaver. Ye Daiwan asked Jiang Ying to take her down, she had to follow their protagonists, otherwise she couldn't sing this play. "You go to the study and hide. I lured her over. Look at the signal. β
Xu Suying ran frantically through her familiar paths, trying to escape from the ubiquitous battlefield, and the night sky was red with blood. She was so scared, she just wanted to find her brother now, as long as she was by her brother's side, she didn't have to be afraid, her brother would definitely protect her. In the midst of this extreme panic, she did not notice that the trail was going in a different direction than usual.
"Luckily, it was dark and she couldn't see it. Otherwise, she would be able to tell in minutes that this was not her home. Ye Daiwan wiped her sweat. It was Xu Jingming who provided the problem that his sister didn't recognize the direction, so they asked them to find a small mansion that was almost similar except for the different directions as the background of the story. "Quick, tell the one in front, it's time to start. β
Jiang Ying nodded and hurriedly released the signal. Xu Suying, who was running, was startled by this signal, almost crooked her feet, and had to stop and feel it carefully, feeling that she was not injured, so she continued to run. At this time, the conversation that had been arranged in front of her increased the volume and began to perform.
"Is Madame dead?"
"Dead. Why do you still call her Madame? Only we, Madame Zhang, can be called Madame. That weak woman is something, but she is relying on her family background, and she is not too dead to die anymore. β
This conversation made Xu Suying cold from head to foot all of a sudden. In this house, only her mother, Xu Shaoyuan's wife, is qualified to be called Mrs. Mrs. Zhang...... That woman really couldn't take it anymore? Her father really acquiesced in her killing her mother! Impossible, impossible, this must have been a dream.
Ye Daiwan knew when she saw her expression that she was still immersed in herself and refused to wake up. That would only add another fire. Burn, burn, only by burning this soft and cowardly shell to scorch black and smash it to smithereens, it is possible to see the strength that exists within.
"Is the son dead?"
"I'm dying. I was hit by two arrows, and I couldn't survive tonight in the study. β
Xu Suying was so shocked that she sat on the ground. Brother, is my brother going to die too? It's impossible, my brother is the eldest son of the Xu family, no matter how ruthless and ruthless my father is, it is impossible to let her do this...... But thinking about it, she couldn't help but refute herself. How could it be, my brother wasn't killed by that woman yet. Her father didn't even reprate her.
The mother was blind from crying, and she did not wait for anyone to apologize and mourn. The elder brother drew his sword to kill the woman, but he was imprisoned in the ancestral hall for three whole days. What about the last woman? She was only sent to Zhuangzi, and she was neither buried nor repented, and even now she is back unharmed.
She used to be so stupid to think that her father would call their own shots. But no. She thought that as long as her brother was still around, she would be able to shrink into her own little world without being harmed. But no. She thought that even if she died, she could only be an obedient and well-behaved woman. But it won't. Never be so naΓ―ve again.
She clenched her fists, gritted her teeth, and continued to get up, running towards the study. She's going to save her brother. Maybe it's stupidity, maybe it's self-defeating, maybe it's useless. But since we're going to die, let's make her crazy for once.
This thief, my God, I don't accept it!