Chapter 25: Confession of Life and Death

Spring is gone and coming, and what was once has become what it was. The military airfield moved south to the desert city, and the radar company moved with them.

This is a place that is both a wasteland and a steppe, what did they leave behind? Rows of comrades-in-arms are lined up on the grassland, on the empty wasteland. Silently, the mission of the world has ended, and I went to the underworld to sing and laugh.

The comrades-in-arms who were about to go away came to their graves again.

The cousin stood in front of Yunsheng's tomb, the spring breeze on the grassland blew her hair, her eyes were full of tears, looking at the photo on the tomb plate and gradually in a daze, at this time, she felt that Yunsheng hugged her tightly, and she herself felt that she was trembling in his arms. The cousin seemed to hear his voice: "Don't be afraid, it's useless to be afraid, on the blue sky, it's our battlefield ......" Suddenly, tears flowed from her eyes, "Don't cry, my dear comrade-in-arms, don't cry, my dear cousin ......", the cousin stood in place and couldn't hold on, at this time, let her hold her alive, the sad comrade-in-arms, the painful cousin, was in pain in front of Yunsheng's grave. She looked at the photo on Yunsheng's tomb and said to himself: "The war is over, the enemy has surrendered, we have won, we have received an order to leave here, and we can only leave you ,,,in this wilderness and wasteland."

My cousin may have forgotten that Yun Sheng was not buried in Yun Sheng's tomb, and his bones drifted to where he didn't know where he went after being shattered, but his comrades-in-arms set up a tomb for him because they deeply missed him. Over time, everyone's emotions have paid attention to this, because here their feelings for their comrades-in-arms must be sprinkled on this tombstone erected in memory of their comrades-in-arms.

A living comrade-in-arms has a beating heart for a dead comrade-in-arms that is the most difficult to calm down.

The reluctant cousin is finally gone. What was left behind? Infinite nostalgia, and tears of sadness.

The spring breeze drifts over and over, on the grassland, there is a group of martyrs' tombstones waiting here forever, they will not think that the war is finally over, for the integrity of this land, they sacrificed their precious lives, they will not say, human beings want peace, do not war, human life is only once, why do we not enjoy the happiness of the world, we have to become buried deep in the ground of the war dead. What is lost will be lost forever. The most precious thing is everything you have now.

My cousin didn't know how she got out of this hometown wasteland that she had never walked out of.

The outside world is wonderful, and my cousin's eyes look at it curiously.

She remembered a conversation with Yun Sheng in the past, and she asked Yun Sheng very innocently: "What is the outside world like?" I heard it's exciting? At that time, Yun Sheng did not die in battle, he was in love with her, he was very surprised by his cousin's question, he asked his cousin: "Have you not been out of the grassland in this wasteland?" She shook her head and said embarrassedly, "No, I haven't been out of the grassland." Yun Sheng said to her slowly: "I haven't left my hometown, it's not a bad thing, I like a smell of mud and flowers on your body, it's very chaotic outside, walking outside, you can't see your original goodness, original beauty, original conscience will not be seen, the best thing is for you to stay in your hometown, standing on the dirt slope of the wasteland and looking at the grassland." She listened to Yun Sheng's words, and at that time she had a nasty feeling about the outside world. At that time, she and Yunsheng walked together on the grassland of their hometown.

At that time, she was very glorious, I don't know if she was accompanied by Yunsheng by her side, or she didn't go out of the wasteland, a feeling of no residence and no constraints, I always knew that she was very much like a very wild flower in the wilderness.

Always alive in Yun Sheng's eyes, always by his side.

My cousin was confused, she was walking out of the wasteland and coming to Desert City, and she was at a loss, everything here was so strange, and it was so different from what she thought.

From being confused and feeling painful, finally one day, she asked Rang Huo: "Why is everything here different from everything in the wasteland, the people here talk the same way, I feel very unaccustomed, I want to go home, I want to be discharged."

Let Huo feel the same way, he has been avoiding Lie Hong, afraid of meeting her, afraid that his love for her will not be controllable.

So, after discussing with his cousin, he decided to leave the army and return to the land he loved.

The two of them quickly went through the discharge procedures, and it happened that the martyrs' cemetery was established on the wasteland, and the two people were arranged to work in the cemetery.

At noon on the day he was about to leave Desert City, let Huo and Lie Hong meet, let Huo take the car home at six o'clock in the evening, and without outsiders, the two of them came to a park as promised.

Both of them know that both parties are deliberately avoiding themselves, everyone is afraid of seeing each other, the past relationship is the first love of both parties, each has each other in their hearts, and they are afraid that after meeting, it will make people feel very embarrassed, it is because of the relationship between Rang Huo and Liehong, he lives in this city where Liehong exists, so he decided to quit, stay away from her, at least not make himself uncomfortable.

Let Huo know that he would rather see his cousin's crying face every day than face the smiling face of the old man.

Lie Hong is still the same as before, I don't know if she deliberately dressed up like this in order to see her today. "You haven't changed at all, it's still the same as before" Rang Huo said softly, Lie Hong listened to Rang Huo's words, and the heart beating wildly in her body was a little settled, she knew that let Huo have her original appearance in her eyes, she deliberately dressed herself, she knew that if she was not like the original, she was afraid of being scared to let live. "I heard that you have a girlfriend, and she is very gorgeous" Liehong asked curiously, "Yes, I have a girlfriend now, she is the girlfriend of my former comrade-in-arms......" Before Rang Huo could finish speaking, Liehong interrupted him: "What are you talking about, she is the girlfriend of your comrade-in-arms, what's the matter." "You listen to me finish speaking, you are still the same as before, why haven't you changed". Lie Hong listened to Rang Huo talk about her, not robbing the words, she slowly listened to Rang Huo's words, when she knew that Rang Live's girlfriend's original boyfriend had died on the battlefield, and the two of them had determined their relationship after half a year, she was very surprised, "You two are people who have experienced life and death, this relationship, I am not as good as ......you" Lie Hong said and said, tears flowed down his eyes, let Huo be silent, he looked at his former lover in front of him, crying in front of himself, he was not surprised, if she could know, let Alive, was assigned to his side, Lie Hong would never have married Jean Sheng in the first place. I have repented of my bowels. I'm afraid I don't have any hope of marrying in this life, and when I come to life, I will definitely marry you, no matter how tortuous the road of life is...... Lie Hong is like this, she can only say goodbye to her former lover, she knows that her life will not forget to let her live, especially in her dreams, the saddest.

At six o'clock in the evening, let Huo and his cousin get on the train home and bid farewell to the city that made the two of them unable to settle down.

The slopes of the grassland are overgrown with weeds, so that people who have not been here will not notice that there were once three Mayan girls standing here.

There will be no warplanes hovering in the sky here, because the airport is deserted, the runway is overgrown with weeds, and there is no one inside, so it is quiet.

At the end of the grassland, rows of tombstones are cleaned up, and the martyrs buried underground are not lonely, because there are cousins here, let them live, and accompany them every day. They became the administrators of the cemetery.

The cousin's footsteps often wandered in front of Yunsheng's tomb, and every time she walked over, her mouth naturally said to the photo on the tombstone: "I will not leave you, I will never leave you." ”

This is the cousin's life and death confession to Yun Sheng.