Chapter 333: Is This Love (3)
"Do you have anything else to do? I don't have time to talk to you right now. Chu Linghan said impatiently to Bai Guangmei on the other end of the phone.
"I don't have anything else to do. Bai Guangmei said.
"If there's nothing else to do, let's hang up first! I'm not going back today, it's raining so hard outside, the road is not good, and I'm drinking with Tang Chao right now." Chu Linghan said indifferently into the phone.
Chu Linghan's sudden and stiff attitude made Bai Guangmei a little stunned, why did he always treat her like this......
Before she could come to her senses, the phone had already been hung up by the other party.
She glanced blankly at her phone screen, and couldn't help but show a smile on her face that was more bitter than a bitter melon.
This is the man she has always loved deeply, always treating her with this indifferent attitude of love and ignorance, and she has never left him.
Listening to the sound of the storm beating on the glass outside, her mood at this moment became extremely bad.
If he regains his memory one day, he will immediately remember that he has never had anything to do with her, and since nothing has happened, how can he conceive a child?
Thinking of this, the hairs on her body immediately stood on end.
The thunder, rain, and lightning outside frightened her into pulling the curtains of her bedroom tightly.
The thunder was like Chu Ling's cold and indifferent voice warning her, and she was so frightened that she got into the quilt and curled up her body.
At this point, she began to hate the fetus in her womb.
For her, the fetus in her womb is a monster living in it, although it will not cause any trouble for herself for the time being, but no one can guarantee that it will not cause her trouble in the future.
Thinking about it, she was no longer afraid of the lightning and thunder outside, she changed into a yoga suit and a pair of sneakers, opened the door, and ran to the gym.
She turned on all the lights in the gym and strode to the treadmill......
She started her strenuous exercise, didn't she say that strenuous exercise could make the child abort?
Although the doctor said that aborting the child would have very serious consequences for her when she was in the hospital, she couldn't control it so much, and she said that she couldn't let the freak stay in her womb for another day.
The strenuous exercise caused beads of sweat to break out on every pore on her body, and the beads of sweat soon gathered into sweat and flowed down every inch of her skin......
She was so tired that she sat down on the floor of the gym room, leaning her back against the wall, which was cold and cold.
The sweat and tears on her face pooled together, and for the first time she felt the smell of sweat and tears merging, and they had no taste but salty as salt water.
Outside was the sound of thunderstorms, and inside was the sound of her crying.
And her listening car seemed to have a problem, except for her own crying, her ears could no longer hear the thunderstorm outside.
In the whole villa, it became eerie and terrifying, and today was the day of Zhang's mother's vacation, so the other people in the villa also went back to their rooms early to rest.
She pounded her stomach with her hand, and asked while crying, "Why are you so strong? You know what? You are my trouble, I don't need you to come to my belly at this time, you are not the child I want, even if I give birth to you, I will not like you, you know? You were not born with the person I liked, you are the animal." ”
Saying that, Bai Guangmei took the skipping rope and jumped up the rope on the ground.
She didn't believe she couldn't let the baby disappear forever......
However, even though she could no longer beat at the end, her stomach showed no signs of discomfort.
"It seems that you just want to come to this world to pit me, if you really don't leave, you have to pit me, I won't let you have a good time in the future, after giving birth to you, I will throw you into the trash, don't you want children who don't want to be thrown like that? Don't blame me for being cruel when the time comes, it's you who have to kill yourself. She said to her stomach.
She wiped the tears and sweat that irritated her eyes with a towel, if there was no Chu Linghan in this world, she would definitely choose to commit suicide, but she still has a reason to live, she doesn't have the slightest courage to commit suicide.
Thinking of this, Bai Guangmei couldn't help but start to feel lonely.
You know, now she doesn't have anyone around to talk to, and even in the past, she lacked an important friend.
At the thought of this, her eyes were hot again, followed by a dampness, followed by a roar of pain......
The next day the sky was so clear, and everything was brand new.
When she got up from the bed, she was the only one left in the house, and she got up from the bed, went to the living room and the other bedroom, and looked tentatively to see that they were no longer in the room, and that there was nothing on the table except for a breakfast left for her.
Apparently, they have cleaned up the battlefield from last night.
She began to blame herself for sleeping so deeply, and she didn't even hear any noise outside.
She was about to go to the bathroom when she stepped on something hard, and it cushioned her foot, and she lowered her eyes, and removed her foot, and a golden button came into her eyes.
Such a luxurious and noble button, which looked so familiar, must have fallen from the shirt he wore yesterday.
She bent down and picked up the twenty-four-karat gold-plated clasp from the ground.
She went to the bedroom, took out the sewing box she carried with her wherever she went, opened the box, took out a thin red rope from it, strung the buckle on it, simply tied the red rope in a beautiful knot, and then put the red rope with the buckle on her neck.
She walked to the front of the mirror, and she looked pretty good, but she was actually afraid that she would accidentally lose the button, so she strung it on the red rope like this.
"In order not to lose you, you will be mine for the time being, and I will return you to your master when I have the opportunity. Hua Zikai said to the button in the mirror.
Then she began to wash up, sniffed her fresh breath, and her mood was instantly better, and then she ate the only breakfast on the table.
She wanted to clean her room again, but just as she was about to go to the bathroom, she stopped, because at this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door that was unfamiliar to her...... [.]