Chapter 357: I Know It All
Gu Cheng was impulsive for a moment, said what was in his heart, and then calmed down, he took a deep breath and looked at Yuli, "But liking her is my own business, I don't want her to respond to me, and I don't need others to point fingers at this." ”
Yuli strode into Gu Cheng and grabbed his hand, "Gu Cheng, calm down, she's not worth it at all!"
"Whether it's worth it or not has nothing to do with you, if you let me know that you are in trouble with her, don't blame me for ignoring the love of all these years!" Gu Cheng looked at You Li coldly, walked up to Qian Miaoyin and pulled her away, Qian Miaoyin watched Gu Cheng take her hand, and couldn't help but want to shake it off in embarrassment, but Gu Cheng didn't hold it tightly, but he didn't move to restrain her wrist.
Gu Cheng didn't dare to look back, he felt that he should calm down, Gu Cheng, who has always been self-disciplined, has always had a shackle named Qian Miaoyin in his heart, at first it was because she was too young, so even if Gu Cheng felt that faint friendship, he didn't dare to indulge himself too much, and then Mo Zining appeared, and cheekily chased Qian Miaoyin into his hand, Gu Cheng was relieved, because this showed that Qian Miaoyin was not unacceptable to men older than herself, but at that time she was already with Mo Zining, even if Gu Cheng wanted to dig the foot of the wall, there was no order, he could only use the stupidest way to guard her, protect her, and guide her as a teacher and friend。
Later, when he was arrested, he heard Qian Miaoyin's special identity, Gu Cheng couldn't accept it at the same time, he felt sorry for Qian Miaoyin, in his eyes, if the truth was really as they said, then Qian Miaoyin's fate was so tragic and helpless, his first reaction was not to take advantage of her, but to ...... How can we save her from such a quagmire?
But before he could think of a way, Qian Miaoyin was engaged to Mo Zining, and also admitted Mo Zihang's lover identity, to be honest, Gu Cheng was very disappointed in Qian Miaoyin at that moment, why did he give up before he worked hard? He didn't even go to the UK to attend her engagement banquet because he was disappointed, that day, he sat alone at home and kept drinking, Gu Cheng, who had never drunk a drop of wine, drank two bottles of liquor alone.
He wanted to get himself drunk, so that he would not be heartbroken or despairing, but for some reason, the more he drank, the more energetic he became, he thought at that time, since this is the case, why should he like her, like a woman who is willing to fall, but feelings are not what he wants, when he thinks of never meeting Qian Miaoyin again in the future, his heart is as painful and empty as if he has been poached.
He couldn't help but think of the inexplicable car accident, in fact, she had also struggled, but the way she fought seemed so helpless and desperate. Gu Cheng closed his eyes in pain, and a tear slipped down the corner of his eye, why bother, why bother, why embarrass her, she is just a child.
Gu Cheng sat on the bed groggily after waking up with a hangover, and sat quietly for a day, and finally at sunset, Gu Cheng exhaled deeply, that's it, love is love, not all love has results, just as a teacher, there is nothing wrong with a superior quietly accompanying her, just bury this love deep in your heart, don't trouble her, and wait until the two of them start their own families and have children in the future, it is enough to still see each other occasionally.
That's right, unlike Mo Zihang's unrepentant death, Gu Cheng gave up, he is a traditional man, and he can't imagine sharing a woman with other men, which is not only irresponsible to the family, but also disrespectful to the beloved woman. He thought that this life was like this, and buried his love for Qian Miaoyin deep in his heart, as a beautiful and unforgettable memory.
But Gu Cheng never expected that this matter would be exposed in front of Qian Miaoyin in such an unprepared way, holding Qian Miaoyin's wrist, faintly sweating, this is a problem that Gu Cheng can only have when he is extremely nervous. He felt the need to have a good talk with Qian Miaoyin, but he didn't know where to go, and finally he thought of Qian Miaoyin's carving room.
Qian Miaoyin didn't expect that this would be the case when she returned to the carving room, she hadn't been here for a long time, but the carving room was still clean and spotless, thinking that Gu Cheng skillfully opened the password lock, Qian Miaoyin faintly noticed that the sanitation here was cleaned up by Gu Cheng, just as Qian Miaoyin thought, Gu Cheng skillfully took out two bottles of mineral water in the cabinet, Qian Miaoyin rubbed the water bottle in his hand and thought carefully about it with Gu Cheng for the first time.
Gu Cheng is a very unromantic straight man, drinking water only mineral water and eating only goes to affordable small restaurants, when he doesn't invite her to eat, it is probably a box lunch to solve the problem, Qian Miaoyin has never seen him wear clothes other than police uniforms, but each police uniform is clean, with the smell of soap, yes soap, in this era when even laundry detergent is not used, Gu Cheng also insists on washing clothes with soap by hand.
This feeling is very strange, I feel that this man has been insisting on something very ridiculous, but when I calm down and think about it carefully, there is no doubt that Gu Cheng gives people the feeling that he is down-to-earth, not impetuous or luxurious, he is him, even if he is the son of the Gu family, even if he is the prince of the military and police system, but he is as down-to-earth as every small person in the market, and even so far, he has never bought his own car, he uses the police team car when he has a task, and he usually takes the subway, and the only out-of-the-ordinary times are probably dedicated to Qian Miaoyin。
It is precisely because of this that You Li is not pleasing to Qian Miaoyin in every way, Gu Cheng can like anyone, but he must not even ignore his own principles for a woman, at that time, his persistence for more than 20 years is also his belief, how can You Li watch him destroy himself for a shameless woman like Qian Miaoyin.
Gu Cheng drank the entire bottle of mineral water in an anxious sip, and then flattened the bottle with one hand and threw it into the trash. Seeing that Qian Miaoyin didn't drink, he took her water casually, unscrewed it and sent it back to her.
Qian Miaoyin looked at several pinched bottles in the trash can, Gu Cheng is actually a very careful person, he naturally has no hobby of recycling bottles, after drinking water, the bottles are crumpled into a ball, so that the person who picks up the bottle can directly fill the bottle, there is no garbage in the trash can except the bottle, and then people will just put away their pockets. Qian Miaoyin stared at the trash can for a long time, and finally sighed, she closed the bottle of mineral water, and did not drink it, then she looked up at Gu Cheng.
"You don't have to say it, I understand!" Qian Miaoyin is a smart woman with a high EQ and IQ, thinking of Gu Cheng saying that he likes her, thinking of her marriage contract with Mo Zining, thinking of Gu Cheng's character, and the shameless self-esteem that was broken by Yu Li at that time, Qian Miaoyin knew that no matter how deep Gu Cheng's love was, he didn't intend to say it.