Lu Xiaochao said, Zhang Xingchen, you appeared, I just think, maybe I'm also good, maybe I'm not the one forgotten by God, I can live, I can also hold my head up and be upright.

Everyone is lonely when they come to this world, and when they meet a heart of sympathy and a heart-to-heart person, life seems to become more precious and warm.

I thought, even now, I want to be with her.

But I still can't say why, I'm just reluctant to give up on my heart, and I can't do anything about it.

It was not until this moment that I really experienced Lu Xiaochao's inferiority complex when facing me, I am not good enough, I am even a murderer, maybe when Lu Xiaochao knows my past, she will regret falling in love with me...... The panic and powerlessness in Lu Xiaochao's heart, I didn't really understand until now, seven years later.

Lu Xiaochao and I went to the previous classroom, or the students on duty were careless, the back door was not locked, we sneaked into the classroom, the desks and chairs seemed to be the past, not renovated, but they were all painted by the students Many things, there are smiling faces, inscriptions, or names.

Lu Xiaochao and I searched for a long time and didn't find the desk we used to sit on, Lu Xiaochao was tired of walking, so he sat in the position he had sat in before, staring at the blackboard in a daze, and at the end, she turned her head and smiled at me, saying: "It was so good at that time, sadness and happiness were pure white." ”

"I remember that you used to doze off on your desk, and you didn't necessarily pay much attention to lectures. "I disagreed.

"I can't compare with you at the end of the crane, it's so difficult to pass, I really don't know how you graduated from college. Lu Xiaochao was even more venomous.

I grinned: "Creating a miracle is my strength, and I can't envy it." ”

Lu Xiaochao looked at me for a while, and then laughed unceremoniously.

I looked at Lu Xiaochao's bright smiling face, and thought of Lin Yuelai for no reason. In my opinion, there is actually only one reason why Lu Xiaochao likes me, I fell in love with her at just the right time.

If it wasn't me she met at the beginning, but Lin Yue. Lin Yue also fell in love with Lu Xiaochao at that just right time, and perhaps, Lu Xiaochao could also respond to his love.

Thinking like this, my mood suddenly fell to the bottom.

I also want to question Lu Xiaochao about this bad mood, if I hadn't fallen in love with her when she was seventeen, would she never have fallen in love with me.

When I thought about it like this, I finally understood why Lu Xiaochao would believe it so lightly, and I regarded her as a substitute for Chu Mingmin.

this world. Or there really is love without a cause, but almost all people believe in cause and effect, and for love without a cause, they will naturally be suspicious and fearful.

"Lu Xiaochao, let me ask you a question. I walked over to the podium and said.

Lu Xiaochao looked at me from below and nodded. Then he looked at me intently.

"What would you do if I asked you to prove that you love me?"

I stared at Lu Xiaochao's face. I noticed that there was a smile in her eyes.

"Do you want to test my proof question?" Lu Xiaochao Nunu mouthed, holding her cheeks in thought, she thought for a while, and then raised her face and said to me: "The last time we quarreled at your house, I was angry and said that I proved love, and you were still angry at the time. What's wrong today, role reversal?"

"I'll just ask you, and you can answer it, why are you so dishonest. I complained.

"Don't do to others what you don't want to do to you, don't you understand?" Lu Xiaochao retorted.

"I'm a birthday boy. I answered with a swagger.

Lu Xiaochao raised his hand above his head. Make a surrender.

Lu Xiaochao seemed to be stumped by the question, and she still couldn't answer it until we walked out of the classroom.

The snow outside is still falling, and a thick layer of snow has accumulated on the ground, the white world, reflecting Lu Xiaochao's slightly pale face, her hand is held in the palm of my hand, and she has been entangled in the question I asked, frowning slightly, looking cute.

"If you can't think of it, don't think about it. I grabbed her right hand, and the scars were still visible, each one pricking my nerves.

When Lu Xiaochao heard me speak, she turned her head to look at me, and naturally she also noticed my affection, she smiled at me, and then asked me, "Have you seen the mole on my palm?"

My attention was successfully diverted by her," I saw. I said.

"When I was the saddest, I wanted to cut it off. Lu Xiaochao said with a smile.

Such a terrifying word, only Lu Xiaochao can say it so lightly, I immediately pulled down my face.

"I'm still keeping it, it can be regarded as a little proof of my feelings, right?" Lu Xiaochao smiled scoundrelly, and then said, "Change you, change you to say a reason that can prove that you love me." ”

I was caught off guard by the question, and immediately thought of Chu Mingmin.

People with amnesia, what they say and do, are meaningless, and when the memory is restored, perhaps a reason and evidence can be overturned.

Lu Xiaochao seemed to sense my thoughts, then smiled and pulled me towards the library.

"You say, if I hadn't written that note to you back then, and we hadn't been punished for cleaning the library together, wouldn't it be different?" The door of the library was locked, and we could only stand outside, imagining the scene of the past.

"It's not a library, it might be a science museum, or somewhere else, there's always a place that will hold our memories. I said.

Lu Xiaochao turned her head to look at me, and suddenly thought of something, she laughed and said: "After you left, you and I also appeared on the front page of the campus newspaper, with photos and stories, but it's a pity that you didn't see it, it's super exaggerated." ”

I took out the wallet from my pocket, handed it to Lu Xiaochao and said, "Is it this one?"

Lu Xiaochao was dumbfounded: "How can you have this photo?"

"Lin Yue gave it to me, he probably turned it out of your wallet. ”

At the mention of Lin Yue, Lu Xiaochao's smile paused, but then he smiled casually and said, "That's it, look, did I prove it again?"

Lu Xiaochao looked at the photo, then raised his face to look at me, smiled childishly, and said, "Maybe when this photo fades, I will ......"

Seeing that she wanted to stop talking, I asked dissatisfiedly: "What are you going to do?

Lu Xiaochao laughed and walked away from me, and said loudly while stepping back: "Take advantage of your birthday, take advantage of our time, take advantage of your birthday, let's go see the snow together!"

While we're together?

I caught up with Lu Xiaochao, left the school gate, and took a bus to the suburbs.

The car only drove to the road, the road to the oil tung forest accumulated a lot of snow, Lu Xiaochao and I walked forward and backward, I asked her to step on my footprints, she refused, insisted that she was wearing snow boots, to open the road in front.

Stepping on Lu Xiaochao's footprints and walking forward, looking at her stubborn back walking in front, in addition to being distressed, I feel very happy, in fact, Lu Xiaochao is still the same Lu Xiaochao, brave, strong, fascinated me.

"Lu Xiaochao, I will be very shameless if you do this. I complained behind her.

Lu Xiaochao stopped, turned his head and shouted at me excitedly: "Do you know? When I was a child, I watched a Korean TV series, and there was a scene like this, where the heroine and the male protagonist walked in the snow one after the other, and the heroine walked forward with the footprints of the male protagonist at that time. ”

I gave her a blank look: "You also know that the heroine is following the hero, so what's the matter with us?"

Lu Xiaochao shook the snow boots on her feet proudly, grinned, laughed enough, she said: "Then let me ask you, have you experienced the happiness of the heroine?"

"No!" I denied angrily.

Seeing Lu Xiaochao laughing vigorously in front, I walked slowly and leisurely to her side, deliberately stepping on the deviation, and did not follow her footprints.

"The TV series has also been acted, hurry up, it's going to be troublesome when it's dark!"

"You can go to the back, and when your shoes are wet, there is no place for you to bake the fire. Lu Xiaochao was still chattering.

"Your footprints are short, it's okay to step on them or not!" I pulled her up and walked forward.

People who came to see the snow in the oil tung forest, not only me and Lu Xiaochao, but also many young people also came, when we arrived at the oil tung forest, there was still lively, the frolicking couples were not in the snowball fight to build snowmen, or next to each other to take pictures, there were even camping, it seems that several men and women came together, and set up tents in the place where there was little snow

"Lu Xiaochao?" a man came out of the tent, and when he saw Lu Xiaochao, he walked straight towards us.

"Yuan Zexi?" Lu Xiaochao called out the man's name, and then stood in place with a blank gaze.

I leaned into her ear and asked, "Who?"

The man named Yuan Zexi seemed to hear my question, and immediately replied: "I am an alumnus of her university,......" Yuan Zexi said, staring at Lu Xiaochao with flirtatious eyes, and finally concluding his speech: "Lu Xiaochao, who said that you became beautiful without my permission?"

I stood dumbfounded, feeling completely ignored,

"Why didn't Xiao Sa come with you, who is he?Did you have a new boyfriend behind my back?" Yuan Zexi said as he reached out to stroking Lu Xiaochao's bangs.

Especially Lu Xiaochao's reaction made me angry the most, she had an expression of splitting her legs and being caught, the question is, who should be the one who should be opened.

"Lu Xiaochao, don't tell me, you are still angry with me about what happened back then. Yuan Zexi said hotly.

Several other of his companions immediately gathered around, and I was squeezed out of the crowd, leaning against the tung tree, and watched coldly at the scene of university alumni huddled together after many years of absence.

"I was ignorant back then. Yuan Jersey said.

I can't help but wonder, what did Yuan Zexi do to be sorry for Lu Xiaochao back then?

Lu Xiaochao squeezed out of the crowd, I looked at her for a long time, and before I could speak, I heard Lu Xiaochao say: "Didn't Xiao Sa name Zhang Xingchen tell you? (To be continued......)