cpa300_4(); However, please forgive me for not wishing Childe's wish come true.

When he heard this, Pei Yuanxiu was not surprised at all, not even the fluctuation of his feelings, he just looked at me calmly, and his eyes flickered.

After a while, his voice was a little strangely hoarse, and he said, "You, really can't you forget him?"

“……”

I looked up at him.

"You still can't forget him, can you?"

“……”

"So, until now, you're still thinking about him?"

“……”

I was silent and thought for a while, the corners of my mouth hooked up a faint smile, and I said calmly: "Of course I can't forget it." ”

His face froze slightly.

I then said calmly: "I will not forget the people who appear in my life. Whether it's sweet or bitter, it's all my own experience. ”

"Well, he'......"

"But I can't forget it, it has nothing to do with what I just said. ”

“……”

"Childe, I just said those words, I don't want your wishes to come true, because I really want to do so. ”

He didn't seem to know what to say, just looked at me.

I stepped forward, looked into his eyes, and said solemnly: "Childe, I know the general trend of the world, and I will not change because of my advice from a woman, I also know that everyone has their own way to go, and others have no right to stop it, I just want to say a word to Childe before leaving." ”

“…… You said. ”

"With the flames of war, the people were displaced, the corpses were everywhere, and the people were so innocent. ”

He remained silent and did not speak, his handsome face as calm as an ice sculpture, with a kind of purity that did not know the fireworks of the world.

I don't know how much he listened to what he just said, but I think there's only so much I can do.

So, with his left hand wrapped around his right fist, he solemnly bowed his hand towards him.

At this time, Han Ruoshi and Han Zitong walked up.

Han Ruoshi looked reluctant, and said softly: "Sister Qingying......"

I smiled and nodded to their sisters, and said, "Miss Ruoshi, Miss Zitong, these days have been taken care of by the two of you, and Qingying is grateful." ”

Han Zitong sneered.

I also know that sentence is too fake, you must know that she almost killed me when we first met, and it is simply ironic to say that she has to "take care" at this time.

After sneering, she became more and more lazy to look at me, so she only walked to the carriage, lifted the curtain and looked inside, and seemed to order someone to prepare a little more thick mattress for the carriage.

Perhaps because of her indifference, Han Ruoshi looked a little embarrassed, gently held my hands, and said softly with apologies: "Sister Qingying, why are you leaving suddenly?

"Miss Ruoshi, don't say that. ”

"Then, sister, don't go, okay?"

I smiled softly and said, "Miss Ruoshi, after all, I am a guest here, and there is no reason to be a guest for a lifetime." ”

"But ......"

"No matter what," I interrupted, and smiled softly, "Thank you, Miss Ruoshi, for taking such good care of Li'er all these years." If she knew that she was going to leave Miss Ruoshi's side, she was afraid that she would not stop crying. ”

Han Ruoshi listened, and immediately looked at the carriage outside, her eyes turned red, and said, "I can't bear her either." ”

I smiled and didn't say anything more, just shook her hand and said, "Cherish." ”

After speaking, she withdrew her hand, bowed to Han Zitong, who had already walked back to her, and turned around and walked towards the carriage.

The two sisters stood at the door, Han Ruoshi kept looking at us reluctantly, and Pei Yuanxiu just followed me silently, accompanying me to the side of the carriage, when I reached out to help the carriage curtain, I felt that it stopped behind me, although I didn't say anything, but that heavy breath, even if I didn't see him, I understood everything.

I turned my head and met the still-silent eyes.

I know that his heart can't still be so calm, but when facing me, no matter how uncalm, he is still calm.

Recalling that at the beginning, when I first saw him and Nangong Lizhu appear in the Library Pavilion, I only felt that this pair of beautiful people made by heaven and earth were such a good match, but now, the love has been dispersed, people have been divided, and Nangong Lizhu already has Pei Yuanhao by his side, but what about him?

Such a fairy-like man, there should also be a person around him who is worthy of him.

"Young Baby ......"

His deep voice sounded in my ears, and before I finished speaking, I looked back at him and smiled softly: "Childe." ”

He sensed that I had something to say and closed his lips.

I looked at the two sisters standing at the gate behind him, and said softly, "Within ten steps, there will be fragrant grass." ”

His eyebrows moved.

"Wanggongzi cherishes the people in front of him. ”

I smiled at him, he didn't speak, just followed my gaze and looked at Han Ruoshi, who had been watching us, felt something and looked at us with wide eyes.

Pei Yuanxiu didn't speak, just turned his head and said to me, "You-"

"But," I said softly, "the sand is filthy and the pearl is all the grasses." Childe must not be dazzled by weeds and mistake Gu Fang. ”

After saying that, I smiled faintly, stepped on the small stool on the ground and prepared to get into the carriage, and a warm and strong hand reached out to support my hand and helped me into the carriage. I turned around and saw that Pei Yuanxiu's face was still colorless, and his big powerful hand was holding my hand, and after meeting my gaze, he slowly let go.

"The pearls of the sand, the grass and the lonely fang......" he muttered, looking at me: "Gufang, there is only one." In my eyes, there is always only one within ten steps. ”

I was stunned, and the curtain fell with a whirl.

I sat in the carriage and didn't react for a moment.

Although I know that he is not a person who will change his mind lightly, but people will always change, with time, with the environment, with the state of mind, and even, with his own growth and accumulation, there will be changes; I don't expect him to let go of his feelings for me immediately, but seeing that he can face parting so calmly and self-controlled, I think he should also understand that we will not be possible anymore, he should let go of himself and find happiness.

But his words almost broke this thought.

Outside, the coachman's shouting was heard, and the carriage moved forward.

Perhaps in order to take care of Li'er, who was still making up for sleep, the carriage walked unhurriedly, and the carriage swayed slightly, which was not disturbing, but gave people a comfortable illusion, and Li'er fell asleep and slept sweeter.

I, on the other hand, didn't feel that way at all.

The carriage swayed, and my heart lake was not calm, and his words were like a small stone, thrown into the calm water, and it would not set off huge waves, but the layers of ripples would always rise and fall......

The carriage drove for a while, and finally reached the river.

Originally, I didn't want to attract attention, and I didn't want too many people to know my whereabouts, and even if I did, I didn't want people to know that I had left here, so this trip was not fanfare, only a horse-drawn carriage, followed by two or three retinues, to the dock, the boat parked at the ferry port was not large, it was an ordinary but sturdy fishing boat.

Seeing the boat, I turned back to Pei Yuanxiu and smiled gratefully, thanking him for his thoughtfulness.

While he was explaining, I carefully carried Li'er off the boat, she woke up, looked around, after all, she couldn't withstand the heavy sleep, rubbed her eyes, and dozed off on my shoulder.

I smiled and stroked her back and carefully carried her onto the boat. The fishing boat is not big, and it is swaying slightly with the river waves, and there are already a few bags of Li'er in it, I carried her carefully and walked over and put it on the soft cushion, she only muttered twice, and fell asleep again.

As soon as I turned my head, I saw a man jumping onto the boat.

I was still a little blind for a while, but when I looked at it, the more familiar it became, and I finally recognized the young, but childish face.

"Ping'er?!"

Standing in front of me, dressed in a short dress and with a short knife pinned to his waist, the young man who looked exceptionally clean and capable turned out to be Gu Ping!

I've almost forgotten about him these days. I only know that he has entered the barracks, and he may suffer hardships, but he should have been well taken care of, and I don't need to worry, but I didn't expect to see him here.

He looked at me with a hint of affection in his eyes, but he still bowed respectfully to me first: "Mrs. Qingying." ”

I was stunned for a moment, then raised my head and saw Pei Yuanxiu still standing at the ferry, looking at us with his hands behind his back.

He said calmly: "Gu Ping is sending you over." When he gets home, he will naturally come back and will not have to refuse. ”

He is really, too considerate, too careful, and even I don't want to accept too much kindness from him, I can feel it, let Gu Ping come and send me, how much this child has old with me, I won't be too repulsive.

I smiled and said, "Thank you." ”

He smiled and said no more.

The weather is very good today, and the river wind is not cold, but it also blows his clothes in the wind, and the hunting sounds, but others stand there, but they are always motionless, and their eyes are like rocks, as if once they see it, they will be fixed, and there will be no transfer.

Gu Ping had already carefully walked to Li'er's side and squatted down, that posture was also protecting the child, and the boatman pulled out a long rod and leaned against the hard stone pier of the ferry, and with just one force, the boat slid out leisurely.

The cold breath of the river surrounds the surroundings, a murmuring sound of water, the sun does not hesitate to sprinkle on this wide river surface, the sparkling waves are as dazzling as the sun, but it is also like the vitality of spring, tired and gratifying.

Just as the hull of the boat was slowly moving forward, and it was getting farther and farther away from the south bank, I suddenly walked to the stern of the boat, looked at the man who was still standing there, motionless, and said, "Childe." ”

He looked up suddenly, staring at me with burning eyes.

I said solemnly: "Childe, although I haven't changed myself, I hope that time will change your opinion." ”

“……”

"If it's me within ten steps, take another ten steps!"