Chapter 191: Surrender to Reality

Anyone who opens their eyes and sees someone sitting at the head of their bed will be shocked, and Lu Zhi is naturally no exception, especially after seeing who it is and hearing those words, his heart is even more shocked. Mobile access m.

Surprised, she simply gave up the idea of hiding and asked, "Why did you arrive so soon?"

Duan Chen looked at her quietly: "You and I haven't seen each other for many years, is this the first thing you want to ask me?"

Looking at his slightly lost eyes, Lu Zhi lowered her eyes slightly, and explained in a low voice: "I wanted to ask you a lot of things, but now that I see you, I don't know where to ask." When you come to me, ask about the things that are before you. ”

"Really?" Duan Chen smiled at her, took off his fur felt, reached out to wrap her tightly around her, and then looked at her gently and said softly: "The first emperor was seriously ill and was already bedridden, but he was suddenly able to come to the court to try the case overnight. Moreover, Huichen passed on a secret letter, saying that he was stargazing at night and the emperor star was about to fall. ”

Lu Zhi was a little surprised: "In this way, you have already come back?"

"Hmm. Duan Chen nodded, looking at her calmly: "Actually, it's not early, the day I came back, he just died." ”

Hearing this, Lu Zhi was stunned, she really couldn't see through and couldn't figure out what the handsome man in front of her thought.

Since he had already arrived, why didn't he stand up as the eldest son of the emperor before Duan Yi ascended the throne? In this way, even if Duan Yi had an edict in hand, he would be more justifiable.

As for why he returned, a random reason is that there are so many capable people around him, and there are also people like Song Cheng, and one reason is not that he can be caught.

It really didn't work, so it was said that it was the induction between father and son, Duan Chen was outside, and suddenly his heart ached, and he was very concerned about Emperor Zhengde's body, so he risked his death to return to Beijing, she could think of it, and the people around him could naturally think of it.

As if knowing her thoughts, Duan Chen smiled softly at her, stretched out his hand and poked the tip of her nose dotingly: "It's not that I didn't want to take advantage of that opportunity to make trouble, but the bell rang more than eighty times." ”

Lu Zhi's heart warmed when he heard this, even if he and Duan Yi still had their own positions, and they still had to fight for that chair, but at the very least, he still had some brotherhood in his heart.

"You don't have to look at me like that. Duan Chen sighed lightly: "I may not be as soft-hearted as you think, Empress Xiao's death is just one of the reasons, and more importantly, when I hesitated, you suddenly disappeared." I can only come to you first, if you don't go to the dock steward, I'm afraid I won't be looking for you now. ”

He said that he had lost his traces, obviously Xie Qing was covering for her, but unfortunately, she was exposed by herself.

Lu Zhi lowered her eyes and didn't answer his words, she knew that he was good at Duan Yi, and he would never change in these major events because of a woman like her, she didn't dare to believe it when he said this.

Therefore, after a moment of silence, she raised her head to look at Duan Chen, and decided to talk to him sincerely, just as he had discussed with her at the beginning: "Shizi......"

She just spoke, but was interrupted by him: "Call me Duan Chen, or Chen, of course, if you are in a hurry, it is okay to call me a husband." ”

Lu Zhi raised her eyes and looked at the smile on his face, knowing that he was joking, but she couldn't laugh for half a minute, so she only said in a low voice: "Duan Chen, is it okay to let me go?"

As soon as these words came out, there was a sudden silence in the room, Lu Zhi was worried, she could feel how disappointed and heartbroken Duan Chen, who was close at hand, the moment she heard these words.

But there is nothing she can do, she doesn't want to hurt anyone who is good to her, but all the guilt, love, and commitment are not worth the word freedom for her.

Duan Chen didn't answer, just looked at her quietly.

Lu Zhi said in a dumb voice: "You promised to marry me alone, so I agreed to the marriage and gave you the greatest trust, no asking, no annoyance, no trouble, no quarrel, but you and I should understand that your promise is impossible to fulfill, not to mention anything else, just Zuo Zhen's ......"

"I won't marry her. ”

Hearing this, Lu Zhi was stunned, as if she didn't understand.

Seeing this, Duan Chen repeated again in a low voice: "Except for you, Zuo Zhen, or anyone else, I won't marry." ”

Lu Zhi understood this time, looked at his serious expression, and showed a wry smile: "Why coax me? Zuo Zhen has stayed in the bitter cold land of the Western Regions for three years, if you can really break off your relationship with her, how can you let her stay for three years? Besides, you and I know very well that even if you don't have Zuo Zhen, as long as you still have that idea, there will still be countless women like her in the future, so you have to marry and accept it, because you can't help yourself. ”

After speaking, she let out a long sigh and said in a low voice: "Chen, you are a very responsible man, even if you put all this aside, can you really turn a blind eye to a woman who is desperate for you and gives everything for you?" Zuo Zhen gave you the best years of her life, if you don't marry her and don't give her an explanation, what do you think will happen to her in this life?"

Duan Chen did not answer.

Lu Zhi didn't need his answer now, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then slowly opened her eyes to look at him: "I have been moved by you, if I have never seen her riding on horseback and going out with you, if you can return her later, instead of ignoring her, I think, even if I know that you will be involuntarily, I will still choose to believe in you and wait for you to keep your promise." ”

"But now, I don't want to think about these anymore, now think about it, the so-called life and a couple, it's just a beautiful fantasy in childhood, it's just that the reality is too cruel, and the story in the book is too beautiful, so I take it seriously, and now I wake up from the dream, I have nothing else to ask for, only to be free, forget you for the sake of acquaintance, for the sake of me who really wanted to marry you, let me go, okay?"

She had never said so much to him, and she had never opened up so much to today.

Yes, she woke up from a dream, so she clearly realized that life is not a story, there is not so much love until death, there are not so many double stays and double flights.

Not so much, the hand of the son......

She succumbed to reality, but she still held on to the only hope that she could get the word freedom, freedom in body and freedom in mind.

And whether it is Duan Chen or Duan Yi, one of them will eventually have to live behind that high wall, and she, because of her identity as the daughter of destiny, seems to be able to stay behind that high wall with the victor.

She can't afford to accompany her.

Duan Chen silently listened to her words, and after listening to her last words that were almost pleading, he was gentle as jade, and he had always been gentle and elegant, and suddenly smiled: "My Zhi'er, you still think too simple after all." ”

Anyone who opens their eyes and sees someone sitting at the head of their bed will be shocked, and Lu Zhi is naturally no exception, especially after seeing who it is and hearing those words, his heart is even more shocked. Mobile access m.

Surprised, she simply gave up the idea of hiding and asked, "Why did you arrive so soon?"

Duan Chen looked at her quietly: "You and I haven't seen each other for many years, is this the first thing you want to ask me?"

Looking at his slightly lost eyes, Lu Zhi lowered her eyes slightly, and explained in a low voice: "I wanted to ask you a lot of things, but now that I see you, I don't know where to ask." When you come to me, ask about the things that are before you. ”

"Really?" Duan Chen smiled at her, took off his fur felt, reached out to wrap her tightly around her, and then looked at her gently and said softly: "The first emperor was seriously ill and was already bedridden, but he was suddenly able to come to the court to try the case overnight. Moreover, Huichen passed on a secret letter, saying that he was stargazing at night and the emperor star was about to fall. ”

Lu Zhi was a little surprised: "In this way, you have already come back?"

"Hmm. Duan Chen nodded, looking at her calmly: "Actually, it's not early, the day I came back, he just died." ”

Hearing this, Lu Zhi was stunned, she really couldn't see through and couldn't figure out what the handsome man in front of her thought.

Since he had already arrived, why didn't he stand up as the eldest son of the emperor before Duan Yi ascended the throne? In this way, even if Duan Yi had an edict in hand, he would be more justifiable.

As for why he returned, a random reason is that there are so many capable people around him, and there are also people like Song Cheng, and one reason is not that he can be caught.

It really didn't work, so it was said that it was the induction between father and son, Duan Chen was outside, and suddenly his heart ached, and he was very concerned about Emperor Zhengde's body, so he risked his death to return to Beijing, she could think of it, and the people around him could naturally think of it.

As if knowing her thoughts, Duan Chen smiled softly at her, stretched out his hand and poked the tip of her nose dotingly: "It's not that I didn't want to take advantage of that opportunity to make trouble, but the bell rang more than eighty times." ”

Lu Zhi's heart warmed when he heard this, even if he and Duan Yi still had their own positions, and they still had to fight for that chair, but at the very least, he still had some brotherhood in his heart.

"You don't have to look at me like that. Duan Chen sighed lightly: "I may not be as soft-hearted as you think, Empress Xiao's death is just one of the reasons, and more importantly, when I hesitated, you suddenly disappeared." I can only come to you first, if you don't go to the dock steward, I'm afraid I won't be looking for you now. ”

He said that he had lost his traces, obviously Xie Qing was covering for her, but unfortunately, she was exposed by herself.

Lu Zhi lowered her eyes and didn't answer his words, she knew that he was good at Duan Yi, and he would never change in these major events because of a woman like her, she didn't dare to believe it when he said this.

Therefore, after a moment of silence, she raised her head to look at Duan Chen, and decided to talk to him sincerely, just as he had discussed with her at the beginning: "Shizi......"

She just spoke, but was interrupted by him: "Call me Duan Chen, or Chen, of course, if you are in a hurry, it is okay to call me a husband." ”

Lu Zhi raised her eyes and looked at the smile on his face, knowing that he was joking, but she couldn't laugh for half a minute, so she only said in a low voice: "Duan Chen, is it okay to let me go?"

As soon as these words came out, there was a sudden silence in the room, Lu Zhi was worried, she could feel how disappointed and heartbroken Duan Chen, who was close at hand, the moment she heard these words.

But there is nothing she can do, she doesn't want to hurt anyone who is good to her, but all the guilt, love, and commitment are not worth the word freedom for her.

Duan Chen didn't answer, just looked at her quietly.

Lu Zhi said in a dumb voice: "You promised to marry me alone, so I agreed to the marriage and gave you the greatest trust, no asking, no annoyance, no trouble, no quarrel, but you and I should understand that your promise is impossible to fulfill, not to mention anything else, just Zuo Zhen's ......"

"I won't marry her. ”

Hearing this, Lu Zhi was stunned, as if she didn't understand.

Seeing this, Duan Chen repeated again in a low voice: "Except for you, Zuo Zhen, or anyone else, I won't marry." ”

Lu Zhi understood this time, looked at his serious expression, and showed a wry smile: "Why coax me? Zuo Zhen has stayed in the bitter cold land of the Western Regions for three years, if you can really break off your relationship with her, how can you let her stay for three years? Besides, you and I know very well that even if you don't have Zuo Zhen, as long as you still have that idea, there will still be countless women like her in the future, so you have to marry and accept it, because you can't help yourself. ”

After speaking, she let out a long sigh and said in a low voice: "Chen, you are a very responsible man, even if you put all this aside, can you really turn a blind eye to a woman who is desperate for you and gives everything for you?" Zuo Zhen gave you the best years of her life, if you don't marry her and don't give her an explanation, what do you think will happen to her in this life?"

Duan Chen did not answer.

Lu Zhi didn't need his answer now, she closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then slowly opened her eyes to look at him: "I have been moved by you, if I have never seen her riding on horseback and going out with you, if you can return her later, instead of ignoring her, I think, even if I know that you will be involuntarily, I will still choose to believe in you and wait for you to keep your promise." ”

"But now, I don't want to think about these anymore, now think about it, the so-called life and a couple, it's just a beautiful fantasy in childhood, it's just that the reality is too cruel, and the story in the book is too beautiful, so I take it seriously, and now I wake up from the dream, I have nothing else to ask for, only to be free, forget you for the sake of acquaintance, for the sake of me who really wanted to marry you, let me go, okay?"

She had never said so much to him, and she had never opened up so much to today.

Yes, she woke up from a dream, so she clearly realized that life is not a story, there is not so much love until death, there are not so many double stays and double flights.

Not so much, the hand of the son......

She succumbed to reality, but she still held on to the only hope that she could get the word freedom, freedom in body and freedom in mind.

And whether it is Duan Chen or Duan Yi, one of them will eventually have to live behind that high wall, and she, because of her identity as the daughter of destiny, seems to be able to stay behind that high wall with the victor.

She can't afford to accompany her.

Duan Chen silently listened to her words, and after listening to her last words that were almost pleading, he was gentle as jade, and he had always been gentle and elegant, and suddenly smiled: "My Zhi'er, you still think too simple after all." ”