Chapter Forty-Eight: The Tao Is Sunny But Sunny Days
Someone once asked how many people and things can be changed in one night?
The person who raised this question was Oda Nobunaga, who was known as the Demon King of the Sixth Heaven, and the person who gave them the answer was also called Kinoshita Toyoshiro at that time, but what made history remember was the monkey who seized the world of the Oda family, Toyotomi Hideyoshi.
Hideyoshi took advantage of the favorable time and place to build the world-famous "One Night Castle of Sumamata" in one night. The answer is unbelievable, one night is enough time to make a difference.
Li Mu didn't know the thoughts of the ancients, but he was very aware of this feeling now; Although he was mentally prepared, when he suddenly heard the news of Zhao Fei's departure, his heart was almost broken.
"You, say it again."
At six or seven o'clock in the morning, Li Mu stood silently in front of the gate of the women's dormitory in the play, looking at Jiang Shuying in front of him with a slightly cold gaze.
"Didn't hear clearly? Okay, I'll say it again, she's gone. ”
is different from last night's-for-tat pungency, nor is it the coldness of a stranger, the declarative flat tone, telling facts that have nothing to do with herself, Jiang Shuying at this moment even has a flat facial expression, and she can't see any changes, which makes people wonder if this is still the female man who scolds people to death for her best friend?
"Where did she go?"
"When I go home to find warmth, I can't stop the things I packed up overnight."
The slender woman was leaning against the door of the women's dormitory, picking her nails casually, but if you looked closely, you could see her other emotions hidden behind the blandness, and there was a bit of revenge mixed with the gloating banter: "At this hour, I should have boarded the plane." ”
Jiang Shuying's words were very true, because she had no need to deceive Li Mu. If she lied for her best friend just now, he would still try his best to verify it, but not only did he not achieve his goal, but he also had to bear Li Mu's anger, why bother?
Therefore, Zhao Fei is really gone, but Jiang Shuying concealed her whereabouts, this smart woman, after last night's conversation, completely understood all the truth and her own heart.
Their relationship ended without a problem, not because the relationship faded, but more because of the accident; On the contrary, it is precisely because they love each other deeply that they will put themselves under the great pressure of responsibility and public opinion, but they are unwilling to say it, and they just bear each other's pain with wishful thinking.
However, last night's dissecting of the heart connected those fragmented memories, and they instantly understood how wrong they were. Both of them tried to redeem each other, but it turned out that when there was a crack in the hearts of the two hearts that were originally blended together, no matter how mellow the emotions were, they would deteriorate, and she and her brother Mu seemed to be unable to return to the past.
Zhao Fei, who has a pure concept of love, couldn't accept a broken emotion, so he resolutely chose to leave, and after informing his parents, he booked a ticket to a foreign country, and rushed to the airport with his simple luggage when the sky was bright.
Of course, this may just be her self-deceptive thoughts, but Li Mu still chooses to believe that no one knows the psychology of escape better than him, and all she needs now is a reason to stay away from the whirlpool.
It's just that from the moment Zhao Fei chose to leave, in this life and this life, maybe she has no chance with the entertainment circle.
"I'm late."
Looking at Jiang Shuying, who was complacent, Li Mu's face was expressionless, and the condensed temperament around his body made this man who was as straight as a gun blend with the gradually rising autumn wind: "It was I who failed Ji Bao." ”
"Qi, why did you go earlier?" When Jiang Shuying heard this, she pursed her lips disdainfully, only at this time did she recover a little bit of the meanness she was when she sought justice for her friends, "If you can come back early, there is still room for redemption in all this." Now she's gone, it's too late. ”
Late means three months apart, not just one night.
A man, apart from his parents, should be guarded to the end in this life, isn't it a lover?
However, this man can't even get his lover back!
Laughing softly, Jiang Shuying stared at the lonely shadow in the wind, whispered softly, and did not hide her mockery and disdain: "Li Mu, what you owe her will never be able to pay it back." ”
"Yes, I'm full of remorse now, but I can't go to her." Li Mu's lips showed a relieved smile, and he turned around silently, his tone was as plain as usual, but it seemed to be thunder on the ground: "She knows me, and I know her." ”
Jiang Shuying was stunned.
It is rare to have a confidant in life, and it is not until this moment that he and Zhao Fei can be called truly two people of the same heart.
Now, the gentle woman who has accompanied him through the four seasons has turned into an eternal dream in his heart, a dream that is constantly broken and rebuilt, just like the gentle wind and drizzle. The heart of love is you, the dream is still you, he is destined to never forget, the person who builds the dream is himself, the person who breaks the dream is still himself, the cycle is repeated, and there is no solution.
This is the punishment she gave herself.
Li Mu is a man who values love and righteousness, but he can't break the obsession of being a human being in two worlds in his heart, perhaps his master Wuwei Taoist is aware of this, so he threw him into this mortal world and let him realize it by himself; Otherwise, no matter how great his achievements are, he can't enjoy the scenery that others can't see, and he can't put an end to the shackles in Li Mu's heart.
Until today, after understanding Zhao Fei's intentions, Li Mu finally realized the master's painstaking efforts, so if he can understand the truth of the world one day, wouldn't he be troubled by these mundane things anymore?
Entering the world and enlightenment, refining the heart in the red dust, gathering and dispersing are all calamities.
Since it is a catastrophe, how can there be such a reason to overcome it so easily? This love catastrophe not only changed Zhao Fei's life, but also completely deviated from Li Mu's original life plan.
In a few words, the handsome young man in white had already waved away, Jiang Shuying looked at his back as he was fading away, and suddenly felt that there was something different about this man who had always been despised by her.
He seems to have unloaded something, his shoulders sink when he comes, and he has a breeze when he goes......
………
"Brother Mu, you ...... Finished talking? ”
Seeing that Li Mu came back from the direction of the women's dormitory, Chen Heying, the leading party who came with him, stepped forward, stopped and asked cautiously.
There's no way, I don't know that Li Mu's face is wrong now, and even his own state is not good.
Chichi, who listened to the root of the wall last night, decisively launched a charge after Jiang Shuying turned on the map cannon mode, and helped his idol attract the boss's hatred value in an extremely simple and rude way. But he seems to have forgotten that his positioning has never been a team tank, and it is easy to let a DPS who is accustomed to obscene flow to pull monsters.
Therefore, Chen He took Jiang Shuying's decisive OT, and successfully led all the hatred of the angry dominatrix to himself, and desperately prevented her from returning to the scene, so he suffered the other party's inhumane beating without any suspense, punching and kicking, even scratching and scratching, and even biting it directly!
In short, our classmate Chen He now has no good skin on his whole body, and the tooth marks on his arms are blue and purple, just like being beaten by a covered cloth bag.
If it weren't for his wise and martial arts to protect his face, it is estimated that he would have broken his appearance by now.
"Why are you so miserable, being wheeled?"
"Brother Mu, don't ......make trouble" Chen He said in a low voice, he wanted to smile casually, but his injury was a whole body, and his whole body hurt, so he could only pull the corners of his mouth, rolled up his sleeves and cried with a sad face: "It's not Jiang Shuying, she's a madman, look at this bite for me!" ”
Although he couldn't laugh or cry, Li Mu knew that others would suffer innocently in order to help him, so he nodded with a serious face: "Chen He informs you that the strength of the enemy has not broken your will, if you are so unswerving, the organization will remember you!" ”
Saying that, in order to meet the occasion, he stretched out his hand and was about to pat Chen He's shoulder, but unexpectedly, the other party directly gasped and cried out.
"It hurts, it hurts!"
"Ah, sorry, my hand slipped."
Calmly withdrawing his hand, Li Mu raised his hands to show his innocence, but looking at Chen He's grinning appearance, although he knew that he shouldn't be happy, his depressed mood seemed to be a lot brighter.
"Hiss......" Chen He gently rubbed his shoulder and looked at Li Mu, "By the way, Brother Mu, will you leave for Beijing now?" Then I'll ask the school for a leave of absence......"
"Don't worry, I have to go first." Tilting his head slightly, Li Mu's voice was as flat as water: "Your body injury looks scary, it's all flesh wounds, come to Kyoto after you recover." ”
"Thank you, Brother Mu." At the critical moment, he was still thinking about his injury, Chen He was given the "warm-hearted" words of the idol and future boss to the fans, if it weren't for his injury, he couldn't wait to bow down.
There was no time to take care of Chen He's mental activities, and Li Mu's mind was already alive.
The previous planning for the filming of these two short dramas was just to help Ye Xiaoxia realize his dream, and he had a lot of concerns, but he didn't feel like he was forced to go to Liangshan; But now that my heart knot is gone, and I have already stepped on the edge of the entertainment industry, do you need to step into this bottomless abyss?
The past is the past, but the future is promising. Although he had no intention of sinking into the sea of suffering, thinking of Zhao Fei who left him, Li Mu's heart couldn't help but feel a little complicated emotions.
Maybe after today, they will gradually drift away and become bookless, become passers-by in each other's lives, and finally they will be strangers to the end of the world, even if they meet, they will not know each other......
He didn't want to sit back and watch this happen again, wasn't it enough to let down one person in this life?
Thinking of this, he stepped on the withered grass, away from her, his heart slowly returned to reason, and his burning eyes looked at the sky again, and raised a faint smile: "One day, I will prove ......"
In that distant future, no matter where she is, she will hear Li Mu's name, and he will repay her with practical actions to prove that he has not lived again in vain!
Before that, what he has to do is to start from scratch, further strengthen his strength, and use the general trend to approach and intervene in some future situations.
"The first step is to start with this money-making plan!"