Chapter 147: Snow Looks Far Away

When Wan Xiaoming said the sentence "Let's break up", Chang Xiaoxue was surprisingly calm: "Xiao Ming, I know, it's all because of me, it's me who caused you to go to jail!" ”

"No, no, no, Xiaoxue, I didn't mean that!"

Wan Xiaoming thought that Xiaoxue had misunderstood the reason why he proposed to break up, because in this way, the entanglement with Xiaoxue just now became asking her for a return: "Actually, it was me who betrayed you!" ”

"Xiao Ming, this matter had nothing to do with you, but when I was in trouble, you stepped forward to help me, and it was indeed me who involved you!"

"Do you know how I got out of it?"

"They're a complete fabrication!"

"No, if they are determined to fabricate the facts, I can't get out! They'll come up with another charge, but there's always one that will suit me anyway! In fact, my freedom today is that I betrayed you...... In exchange! ”

"I have no use for them, some are just threats, how can I betray them? Xiao Ming, you broke up with me for such a reason, I don't accept it! ”

"Your value lies in the fact that you are a threat to them! If you insist on accusing Lu Yiming, and I, if I hand over that mineral water bottle and electronic monitoring materials to the court, Lu Yiming will go to jail, and Officer Yue should take off his tiger skin! In this sense, by handing over the evidence, I am returning the bullets in the chamber of your gun! It also disarms you and eliminates your threat to them."

"The bullet was yours! Even if the bullet is in my hand, I will not hesitate to use it in exchange for your freedom! ”

"That's why I'm going to break up with you!"

"I don't understand! What's the difference between you exchanging it for your own freedom and me exchanging it for yours? ”

"The difference is that you trade it for my freedom! I trade it for my freedom...... It's despicable! We are no longer the one who travels all the way, just like you are the holy snow on the mountain, and I am covered in mud! For your holiness, I can only be ...... Looking! ”

Wan Xiaoming took a poem manuscript over: "This is a poem I wrote in the past two days since I came back, for you!" ”

"I don't look! I don't care about the sludge on you, because you're here for me! ”

"But I care! In this matter, we have made a difference! ”

"Xiao Ming, stop blaming yourself for being arrogant, okay?"

"Xiaoxue, listen to me! It's been a long time since I've touched my major, so today should be a review of my homework with me, okay? ”

"Hmm!"

"When I was a graduate student, I studied literary theory and criticism, and the title of my graduation thesis was "Wang Shuo and Quan Yanchi joined forces to open the door to China's hooligan era"! The tutor said that my article was very profound and sharp, but he firmly prevented me from publishing it publicly! ”

"Why?"

"Because he said I would offend the public and even go to jail!"

"Isn't there freedom of speech in China?"

"Xiaoxue, you are so naΓ―ve! Freedom of speech has always been relative, it depends on who has the right to speak! It can be said that Quan Yanchi's "Red Wall Series" and Wang Shuo's "Rogue Series" were the needs of the politics of that era! In a social sense, Quan Yanchi and Wang Shuo, like Dong Zhongshu and Zhu Xi, are epoch-making great figures in Chinese history! ”

"I don't want to talk about ideas, and I don't understand politics! I only care about my feelings! ”

"Just let me show off, I'm too lonely and widowed for a long time!"

"Then you can say it!"

"Rousseau said that man is born free, but he is always in chains! In layman's terms, everyone has a hooligan in their hearts from birth, just like Lu Yiming and I, both of whom have done hooligan things to you, the difference is that I am under the banner of love, and Lu Yiming is a forced method! ”

"Don't talk about it again!"

Wan Xiaoming was completely immersed in his own context: "Dong Zhongshu and Zhu Xi erected the statue of Confucius, putting shackles on the hooligan in people's hearts, to be precise, for the hooligans in the hearts of most people, and special groups, such as the ruling class, they can continue to play hooligans." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoBut in the 80s, because to emancipate the mind and reform and open up, Quan Yanchi was needed to overthrow the statue! And the process of Kwon Yeon-chi toppling the idol first started with the tearing down of the red wall! After the red wall is torn down, it is time for Wang Shuo to play, and Wang Shuo's task is to tease and smash the idol with the slogan "I am a hooligan and who am I afraid of"! And his masterpiece of teasing and smashing the idol is "I Am Your Father"! Even Dad can tease, so there is no god statue in the world! Without the idol, it is like the door of the heart is unlocked, so the hooligan escapes! The consequences of toppling the idols, teasing the idols, and smashing the idols are -- hooligans run amok -- and then -- hooligans! Therefore, I call the society after Wang Shuo the era of hooligans! ”

"Hooligans are punishable by law!"

"Nope! There is a very important sentence in "I Am Your Father" - between law and morality, there is always a sky where the law of the jungle eats the strong! And in this sky, whoever is a hooligan will live better! ”

Then, Wan Xiaoming told Xiaoxue how Wu Yanjiao beat Jia Wenlong's child in order to be the host and cooperated with Si Peichen to frame Jia Wenlong and how she did something wrong with herself for the million, how she slammed the hooligan against the bastard driver on the taxi back, and how the white-collar worker next door used her body to exchange rent...... Of course, Wan Xiaoming also talked about "not being a hooligan"

's special case, that is, when the sister next door on the right side faced a dilemma, she could only hug her head and cry: "See, if Wu Yanjiao is not a hooligan, she will have a hard time; If I wasn't a hooligan, I would be blackmailed by a bald driver; If the white-collar worker next door is not a hooligan, she will face the same dilemma as the sister on the right. In the past, starvation was a small matter, but a loss of festival was a big thing; Don't eat the food that comes from the mouth; Zhu Ziqing can not bend his waist for doumi; What's even more extreme is that Bo Yi and Shu Qi don't eat Zhou Su! Why? Because they have a god in their hearts! This idol is like a lock, locking the scoundrel in their hearts! And what about most people now? Seeing that others made a fortune playing hooligans, and seeing that other people's hooligans were not only not punished but lived a very nourishing life, so they also followed the hooligans! Chen Danqing has an accurate description - what's the matter, live first! Xiaoxue, most of us are like that bald driver, as long as it is a banknote, it doesn't matter if it's dirty or not, whether it's exchanged for the body or not! Even that line in "Latent" has become a classic - such as this gold bar, do you say it is noble or despicable?! -- This is what it means to be a hooligan! It is also the advanced stage of the hooligan society -- the stage of mutual harm to the whole people! You hooligan, I'm more hooligan than you, like me and the bad driver's hooligan to hooligan! If you are harmed or wronged by hooligans, go to someone weaker than yourself to play hooligan! In this sense, Lu Yiming is also a victim of the hooligan society! Because he himself was cuckolded and wronged by other rogue men, he played hooligan with you to seek psychological balance......"

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"Xiao Ming, I'll start now...... I admire you! You've analyzed it so thoroughly! ”

"Don't admire me! I'm a hooligan too! I got pleasure because I played hooligan with Wu Yanjiao and the bald driver! I was set free by betraying you! ”

"It's back to square one!"

"No, it's a spiral! Among the hooligans of the whole people, there are also some people who come out of the mud and are not stained, such as - the sister next door on the left, and then - you! ”

"I've lost my innocence!"

"It doesn't matter! The important thing is that you dare to stand up and denounce Lu Yiming in order to maintain your dignity! That's why I stepped forward in the first place! You must know that there are a lot of people who give Lu Yiming a hug, to put it bluntly, it is hooligan to hooligan! ”

"As long as you can come out, as long as I can be with you, I'd rather withdraw my report!"

"What, they're looking for you too?"

"Hmm!"

"You promised?"

"Hmm!"

"Oh my God, little snow! How weak and yet holy you are in this hooligan-ridden society! ”

"I'm not as great as you say! Just want to be with you! ”

"Your righteousness just reflects my insignificance! After throwing the bill to the ground and stepping on it again, I used to be full of pleasure to be a hooligan, but when I saw the flower seller sister next door to the right looking at me, I suddenly felt ashamed again! ”

"Description...... You're not a qualified rascal yet! ”

"I used to be ashamed that I was free because I betrayed you, but now I find that the freedom I gained was originally obtained by you in exchange for giving up the accusation, and I am no longer even ashamed!"

Speaking of this, Wan Xiaoming actually cried loudly!

"Xiao Ming"

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"Xiaoxue, let me recite this poem to you: "Snow Looks Far Away" - what should I do to you? / Snow, my first lover / You have been far away from the world / Why did you return to this dusty space / Willing to sink / Is it too cold in the height / Or is it unbearable to be dragged by the heavy of the past // In short, you are far away from me / Whether resentful or grateful / - too much enthusiasm / Expanded the distance between Guanghan and Kunlun / I clearly remember your crystal cry on my lips / Then resolutely soared / Feathered into a cloud of smoke on the edge of the sky // This has passed for many years / and years have passed / I have given up all ideas about spring / At the top of the cliff / Looking forward to your reign again // How can I approach you? / Snow / The lover in my heart / Maybe you really came to renew the edge / But I don't know / The original love / Is it unforgettable / Or is it snow without a trace // - All the exquisite things in the world / Is it true to have it after it is broken? / Shall I, then, kiss you? / Or should / be / on the eternal distance? Snow, my eternal lover! ”