"The doctor said that at first she thought it was just some superficial wounds, and there was no anesthetic injection when the glass fragments were taken, and Lu Xiaochao did not cry, she almost didn't blink her eyes, but after the doctor announced that the fragments had been taken out, she fainted in a cold sweat." I heard Zhang Xingchen talking.

"Do you remember, when you fell into the river together, she also helped you block a stone, and as a result, the wound on the back of her hand was almost bone......" This is Qin Jiami's voice.

I was lying in bed, I had already woken up, but I didn't dare to open my eyes, and they thought I was still asleep, and the two of them talked softly, but it was me.

Listening to Qin Jiami's tone, she was not necessarily angry, and the melancholy in her words sounded like she was worried about me, and now in front of these two people, I am a burden and a sinner.

"Of course I do." Zhang Xingchen sighed softly, and then I felt that someone was putting my hand outside the quilt into the quilt, the movement was very gentle, I couldn't tell who it was, Zhang Xingchen or Qin Jiami. Then, I heard Zhang Xingchen say: "I have to go to the airport tomorrow, you go back to the hotel to rest first, I will guard here, Long Xinghai will come over tomorrow morning, and when he comes, we will go directly to the airport, and I will let Luo Mingjie prepare the luggage." ”

"Xingxing, do you really want to go back to the United States with me?" Qin Jiami asked.

"Hmm." Zhang Xingchen replied lightly.

Then I heard footsteps, and it was probably Qin Jiami who got up and was about to leave.

"But what about her hands?" Qin Jiami said again, "I went to ask the nurse just now, and I heard that her hand may be disabled, can you really rest assured?" ”

I was so frightened that I noticed the weight on my right hand, which was held in place by a cast pad from the elbow to the back of the fingertips. I couldn't straighten my fingers.

"Not necessarily, I asked the neurosurgeon and said that the operation was successful, and as for the tendon damage, the doctor said that the postoperative recovery was good. Not a big problem. Zhang Xingchen's voice was low, not as optimistic and relaxed as in his words.

I remember that at that time, the wrist was the most seriously injured, and I thought it was not a big problem, but now it seems that I am afraid that I am usually too cold and not kind enough, and God is going to punish me, and a pair of legs is not enough. I'm also going to put it on my right hand.

"Really? Can you really put it down? When she was injured, I saw that your face turned white, and you were so nervous about her, can you really let it go? Qin Jiami's tone was a little aggressive.

"What the hell do you want to hear from me? Want to hear me tell you, I'm so worried? Zhang Xingchen suddenly raised his voice, "Okay, you guessed right, I can't rest assured." The shards of glass weren't stuck in her hands at all, they were stuck here. Pierced in my heart! …… I'm so worried now, worried about how sad she'll be when she wakes up to know the news, worried about if her hand is really disabled, worried that she won't be able to hold a pen to draw designs anymore, that's what you want to hear, isn't it? ”

There was a dead silence in the ward.

It's been a long time. I half-narrowed my eyes and saw Qin Jiami, who was standing in the ward, with tears in her eyes and a sad look, and Zhang Xingchen had slammed the door and left at some point.

"Jia Mi." After another half an hour, Zhang Xingchen didn't come back, and Qin Jiami walked to the door of the room. Seeing that she was leaving, I hurriedly stopped her.

Qin Jiami turned her head and saw that I was awake, she immediately put down the bag in her hand and walked to the hospital bed, she asked with concern: "How is it, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

"It's fine." I tried to sit up, but was held down by Qin Jiami, she walked to the end of the bed and slowly helped me shake the bed up a little.

"When did you wake up?" Qin Jiami lowered her eyelids and asked me, she sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled the quilt on her chest up for me.

"I vaguely heard what you were arguing about, and woke up." Thinking about what Zhang Xingchen said to Qin Jiami that made her sad, I still lied.

"I'm sorry to make you noisy." Qin Jiami smiled and said, "The words I said last time under the Fuli Group building were also angry words, didn't you take it to heart?" ”

"I'm the one who wants to say I'm sorry, and you have every reason to say those words, which was originally my problem. …… What about Zhang Xingchen? I asked, pretending not to know.

"Oh, maybe I'm going to call, the director of the hospital is an old acquaintance of Uncle Zhang, so he can operate on you overnight, he has to take care of it." Qin Jiami also smiled politely.

The conversation between me and Qin Jiami has become so strange and alienated, I sighed softly in my heart, what is left of time? It seems that time is invincible, no matter how unforgettable we are, we are vulnerable in the face of time.

"I haven't congratulated you yet, you said before that your biggest dream is to marry him, and now, it's finally come true!" I pursed the corners of my mouth, trying to make my smile look more sincere.

Qin Jiami glanced at the plaster cast on my hand, and then the smile on her face gradually disappeared, she pointed to my hand and said, "Your hands are fixed with plaster, I said that you had surgery, you don't seem to be surprised at all?" ”

I was speechless, wanting to explain something, but Qin Jiami opened her mouth first: "You woke up a long time ago, right, at least, you know that you have had manual surgery, and you also heard what Xingxing just said, right?" ”

Seeing that I didn't deny it, Qin Jiami stood up from the edge of the bed, and she sneered: "I've heard the stars say those words, and you still pretend to congratulate me?" Congratulations on getting his shell? Or do you want to show off that his heart has always been with you? ”

I don't know if it's the reason for the anesthesia or something else, when Qin Jiami accused me so loudly, my brain was dizzy, I tried hard to express my kindness and repentance, it was me who was wrong, in front of Zhang Xingchen, I didn't even have the qualifications to show weakness, and now in front of him, I shouldn't be injured, I shouldn't be bleeding, so it became a contradiction between them, and it shouldn't be.

I tapped my temple with the only left left hand, and then cheered up and said to Qin Jiami: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, if I can do something to express my guilt to you, I'm willing to do anything, I'm sorry for you, it always has been." ”

"Do you say this now useful? You're already injured, and the doctor says your hands may not be able to draw designs and do such delicate work anymore, but you really didn't mean to do this before we were leaving? Or do you have anything to sacrifice to win his sympathy? Qin Jiami stared at me, as if she wanted to see a flaw in my expression.

I felt terrible, as if I had to play a role that I was sympathized with, as if fate had doomed me to be a weakling in the eyes of people.

However, I still have a trace of happiness in my heart, and even delusional that it would be good if Zhang Xingchen could stay by my side because of this, even if I really can't hold the pen anymore, I can do nothing.

Human beings are terrible, or that's it, for their own selfish desires, they can be shameless and unscrupulous.

However, Qin Jiami actually doesn't need to be hysterical here at all, they are already husband and wife, and nothing can defeat me more than this word.

"You guessed it! …… That's right, I did it on purpose, in fact, the waitress also arranged it, she deliberately poured champagne on me, and everything was set. I said to Qin Jiami: "Maybe you don't believe it, but really, it's all designed, and I begged Lin Yue to help me and help me keep Zhang Xingchen." I smiled almost cruelly and said, "Now, I've achieved my goal, and I don't care about telling you the truth." ”

"Lu Xiaochao! Are you crazy? Qin Jiami stared at me in surprise.

Seeing Qin Jiami's reaction like this, I calmed down, and I smiled calmly: "For him, I've done even crazier things, haven't I?" You forget, I've died for him several times. ”

"Don't be too naïve, I'm already married to Xingxing, no matter how much you toss, it's useless, besides, as long as I tell the truth to Xingxing, as long as I confront Lin Yue, your true colors will be exposed, do you think, Xingxing will still believe you?" Qin Jiami said and walked to the door of the ward.

"It's useless, Lin Yue will definitely say that he doesn't know anything, he will definitely say that it's just an accident, he will only help me, how can he help you in turn?" I sneered and said, "Do you think it makes a difference whether you get married or not?" Didn't you hear what Zhang Xingchen just said? His heart was aching and he was terribly worried. ”

Qin Jiami looked at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't expect me to say this, I guess in her eyes, I am a weak and scheming person.

"What you say is true?"

Zhang Xingchen slammed open the door and entered the ward, looking at me in disbelief.

"Stars!" Qin Jiami hurriedly walked to Zhang Xingchen's side and grabbed his arm, "Lu Xiaochao is talking and playing, don't listen to her." ”

Sure enough, in this world, only Qin Jiami will not hurt Zhang Xingchen, even if she hates me like this, even if everything is said about this, even if she risks Zhang Xingchen leaving her, she is still worried that he will be hurt.

"I ask you if it's true!" Zhang Xingchen yelled, he shook off Qin Jiami, walked quickly to my bed, grabbed my injured right hand and asked me loudly: "This hand, did you destroy it on purpose?" Is it? ”

I was silent, letting him scratch at my injured arm roughly, letting him vent his anger.

"I asked you if it was!" He yelled and threw my arm back into the bed.

I almost lost my breath in pain, but I gritted my teeth and carried it.

I thought, no matter how much pain I can bear, I pushed Zhang Xingchen away from me countless times, and the pain was numb countless times, what is this pain?

"It's not." I whispered.

"Louder!" Zhang Xingchen punched the wall.

"I said, no, it's not an accident, do you believe it?" I think there is no one more shameless than me in the world, in Zhang Xingchen's eyes.

But if it weren't for that, I would use this dilapidated shell to make him worry about it for the rest of his life? Or let him spend the rest of his life in guilt for Qin Jiami?

I'm ashamed, but the only thing I'm proud of is that this time I pushed him away, no longer because of my endless inferiority complex, but because I loved him. (To be continued......)