When Feng Yuzhen had cried enough, Qin Xiaoyu sent her back upstairs, afraid that she would not be able to think about it at home alone, so she also sat with her.

Feng Yuzhen began to talk about the past, from her marriage to Qin Zhenhua's marriage to Qin Lang's birth, and then to taking Qin Xiaoyu home, from the bits and pieces of their three siblings when they were young, to the various contradictions that grew up later.

Qin Xiaoyu didn't squeak all the time, and listened to Feng Yuzhen silently.

When Feng Yuzhen said that she was tired, Qin Xiaoyu poured her a cup of warm boiled water: "Mom, you don't have any burden on your thoughts now, don't let your thoughts fall first." ”

Feng Yuzhen drank a glass of water in one go, leaned on the sofa and did not speak, her face was sallow and her eyes were closed with some weakness.

Qin Xiaoyu secretly went to the bathroom to call Luo Zhan and asked him to pick up Guoguo after work.

When I came out of the bathroom, I found that Feng Yuzhen, who was sitting in the living room, was missing, so I hurriedly went to the bedroom to find it.

Feng Yuzhen was packing her luggage and took out all the clothes in the cabinet.

"Mom, what are you doing here?"

Feng Yuzhen said while stuffing clothes into her bag: "I bought a ticket to go back to New Province, I want to go back." I'm not going to see a doctor. ”

Qin Xiaoyu went over and pressed the bag: "Mom, I'll pay for the medical treatment, won't I go?"

Feng Yuzhen shook her head: "No, no matter who pays for it, this money is blind, as long as you are admitted to the hospital, then there will still be a good one?"

Qin Xiaoyu dragged the bag: "Mom, if you leave like this, have you thought about it?" Our three brothers and sisters really don't have a mother." I didn't have a mother when I was a child, you raised me. Later, I hated you, hated you, and hated you. But no matter what, you have a mother's family and a mother's mother. My mom and dad are gone, can you really bear to let us all be orphans in the future? Mom, the money is gone, we can earn it again. You don't have a serious illness, as long as we see a doctor and cooperate with the treatment, we will definitely be fine......"

Feng Yuzhen cried and wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "You don't have to coax me anymore, it's definitely not that simple......"

When the two were talking and crying, Qin Lang came back with a stubble on his face.

Seeing Qin Xiaoyu and Feng Yuzhen crying, knowing that Feng Yuzhen knew about her condition, she walked over quickly and took Feng Yuzhen's hand: "Mom, where are you going?"

Feng Yuzhen had already suppressed her tears, but when she saw Qin Lang at this time, she started crying again.

Qin Lang stretched out his hand and hugged Feng Yuzhen: "Mom, don't be afraid, everything will be fine, it will definitely be fine." For his mother, Qin Lang knew that she had a lot of minor problems, but this mother had always favored him the most.

From childhood to adulthood, if there is a good one, it will be given to him first, but Qin Zhenhua will ask to give it to Qin Xiaoyu first.

Every time Feng Yuzhen secretly gave Qin Lang candy to eat, Qin Lang secretly gave it to Qin Xiaoyu.

Although she is selfish and always does some foolish things, she is really good to him wholeheartedly.

Feng Yuzhen cried and shook her head: "I'm not afraid of death, really, I'm not afraid, I just can't bear you." ”

Qin Lang's eyes were red and he hugged Feng Yuzhen tightly.

When you are a child, you will always forgive you for your mistakes. Parents are old and do something stupid, why do they dislike it so much?

Now that Feng Yuzhen knew about her condition, after dinner, Qin Lang and Qin Xiaoyu, Luo Zhan, and Jiang Rui discussed which hospital to go to see a doctor, and who would serve them at that time.

Qin Xiaoyu's time is relatively free, so naturally she accompanies Feng Yuzhen to the hospital every day.

Qin Lang thought for a while and said, "The case in my hand has been closed recently, so I can take a long vacation." ”

Qin Xiaoyu nodded: "It's all an examination in the early stage, don't worry too much, maybe it's a misdiagnosis or a false alarm." ”

Feng Yuzhen didn't ask her what specific illness she had, she was still very resistant in her heart, just sat on the side and listened silently to the whispered discussion of several people.

Jiang Rui glanced at Feng Yuzhen and whispered, "Do you want to talk to Xiaoxia?"

Qin Lang was silent for a while and nodded: "I'll call Xiaoxia tomorrow." ”

Regarding liver cancer, whether it is primary or secondary, in their eyes, this is fatal, and a little carelessness may be the last one.

Feng Yuzhen stopped: "Don't let them toss so far, they don't have much money now, and it's uncomfortable to come." ”

Qin Xiaoyu hesitated, looked at Qin Lang, and let Qin Lang take an idea.

Qin Lang said with a firm attitude: "Let them come, there is money to contribute, but there is no money to contribute." Why do you have to get through this together. Saying that, he asked Feng Yuzhen to go to the bedroom to look at Xiaoyue and Guoguo, and when Feng Yuzhen entered the house and closed the door, he asked Jiang Rui in a low voice: "How much money is still at home?"

Jiang Rui silently calculated: "More than thirty thousand." ”

"Take it out tomorrow and give it to Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, if the money is not enough, you will cushion it first, and I will pay it back with your sister-in-law when I go back." Qin Lang said in a low voice.

Qin Xiaoyu shook his head: "No, I'll pay for the money, and you still have to keep your money to live." ”

Qin Lang straightened his back and said a little stubbornly: "I'm the eldest brother, you listen to me about this." ”

Jiang Rui also echoed: "Listen to your eldest brother, we will pay for this money, we should be our sons and daughters-in-law, and my mother has helped us watch the children do housework all these years, so we should take care of it." ”

Although there have been constant small and medium-sized frictions in the past few years, Jiang Rui is really grateful to Feng Yuzhen, who has not dragged her back once, and can make her work with peace of mind.

Qin Xiaoyu didn't insist, talked for a while, and left with Guoguo.

Feng Yuzhen had insomnia this night, when people are facing death, they can always see a lot, but they are also very afraid.

Her weakness, her selfishness, her partiality, her careful eye.

Now that they have seen it, if Qin Zhenhua had just gone, she was not partial, would Qin Xiaoyu have grown up in front of her, and there would not be a gap because of separation.

Qin Xiaoyu has been very good to her over the years, she doesn't have to worry about food and clothing, she knows that Qin Xiaoyu is good to her just because she is grateful, and she no longer has the intimacy she had when she was a child.

and Xiaoxia, if she could be a good mother and supervise her children every day, instead of being a bad example, would Xiaoxia not come to this day?

Until the morning light outside the window, Feng Yuzhen still couldn't sleep, got up and went out of the house.

Seeing Qin Lang leaning on the sofa and squinting and sleeping, he gently pushed Qin Lang's shoulder: "Why are you sleeping here?"

Qin Lang woke up and rubbed his eyes: "It's okay, I can't sleep early and think about watching TV for a while." ”

He was afraid that Feng Yuzhen would do something stupid, and it was not the illness that defeated her at this time, but her mentality.

Feng Yuzhen sat down next to Qin Lang: "Are you afraid that I won't be able to open it?"

Qin Lang didn't squeak.

Feng Yuzhen sighed: "You are all good children, I am not a good mother......"

"Mom, what are you talking about? It's not all your credit that we can grow up safely, we won't mention everything in the past, and when you are well, I will take you to see the sea and take a steamer......