102 Parting

Xiangchun doesn't care where she lives, and she also likes the peaceful and indisputable life in the valley, and she also likes to associate with these people who have no money or power, but are very kind, and the thought of leaving here is also reluctant from the heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info But Brother Feng is not a subordinate who does rough work, and he doesn't want a big man like Brother Feng to be looked down upon by others, so Brother Feng has never appeared in the valley during the day, and Xiangchun never thinks that Brother Feng has anything that should not be there.

But there is no Brother Feng around, and no matter how worry-free the life is, Xiangchun doesn't like it. No matter how strong and exquisite the wooden house is, it lacks the warmth of home in Xiangchun's heart, and it can't resolve the coldness when he is lonely, because the wooden house lacks the top beams, and Brother Feng is the top beam.

Xiangchun hopes to live the life of identity and status that she has seen, not because of how much material and vanity she needs to satisfy, but only that kind of living environment is in line with Brother Feng's identity and suitable for Brother Feng's appearance. With Brother Feng by his side, no matter how simple a house is, it will have the warmth of home. Now that they have a son, how can a son spend his days in the company of people who do rough work, and when he grows up, he will also find an errand to do rough work?

"Xiangchun has worked hard for you, you are weak now, you need to rest more," Brother Feng carefully held Xiangchun's shoulder with one hand, and supported Xiangchun's back with the other, comforting Xiangchun to lie back on the bed. Xiangchun lay down obediently, and moved his body in again, making way for Brother Feng. Brother Feng was half-lying on the side of the bed, gently taking Changchun into his arms, and their son who was born today and was sleeping sweetly.

Xiangchun was not completely satisfied with the warmth and happiness of this moment, and Brother Feng did not respond to her eager eyes when they first met. Brother Feng was not like this in the past, Brother Feng understood Xiangchun's mind best, as long as Xiangchun looked at him, Brother Feng could understand what Xiangchun was thinking. Could it be that because of the surprise brought by his son today, Brother Feng didn't notice her eyes? Xiangchun felt some sadness of loss in his heart. It seems that in this tightly closed wooden house, a wisp of coolness that makes her uncomfortable and dislikes enters the bottom of her heart, wanting to blow the fiery longing for the future in Liang Xiangchun's heart, as if something is coming.

"Brother Feng, I'm not hard, I've been looking forward to this day for a long time, when can our family live together in a happy family?"

If Brother Feng has a good arrangement, he will definitely tell Xiangchun as soon as possible, now that Brother Feng didn't say anything, the previous premonition was more obvious, Xiangchun felt a little more uneasy in his heart, and the coolness also increased by a point. Brother Feng's arms were very warm, and he squeezed into Brother Feng's arms again.

"Why is the child born today, isn't it not yet the day?"

Brother Feng deliberately avoided Xiangchun's questioning. Xiangchun has already understood that the longing in her heart will continue one after another, and she will continue to wait. Now that I have a son, will life be better when I wait with my son? With my son by my side, will the loneliness not be as heavy as before?

It was only after a moment that Xiangchun's mood calmed down. It's like a cool breeze that really passes after it blows. All this stems from Xiangchun's absolute and unreserved trust in Brother Feng, and what Brother Feng promised has never disappointed Xiangchun. Now that he has his sons, there is no reason not to believe in Brother Feng. Brother Feng doesn't need to say how well she treats her, it's enough to keep it in your heart, and when you're in a bad mood, when you recall it, that sweetness can dilute the uneasiness in your heart a lot.

"The doctor in the hospital also said that there should be a few days left, and the neighbor sister-in-law Wang said that our son is stronger than her child when he was born, and our son will definitely grow into a man who stands up to the sky, and will do great things in the future like Brother Feng!"

Brother Feng stretched out a finger and lightly touched his son's forehead, but unfortunately his son didn't give him face and didn't mean to wake up. The other hand hugged Xiangchun tighter again.

"Our son is anxious to see his father, so he ran out of his mother's belly before the day came, he was afraid that he would not be able to let his father take a look at it if he came out late, such a sensible child will definitely be stronger than me as a father in the future, and become a big man who stands up to the sky, it will be!"

Looking at his son, the corners of Brother Feng's mouth twitched slightly imperceptibly, and his gaze turned to Xiangchun evasively. And Xiangchun's mind was all on his son at this moment, and he didn't notice that Brother Feng had a different color in his expression, guilt, reluctance, and hesitation that seemed erratic.

"When our son was born this morning, I thought our wooden house was much brighter than in the past because our son was about to be born! But it's not just that I think it's different, the next-door neighbor Wang's sister-in-law also found out, because our son was born, this wooden house has become different from before, our son has only cried once after he was born, the sound is particularly loud, just like the bell on the mountain this morning, I think the whole valley can hear our son and the mountain bell as loud crying, the mountain bell is not good at all, Brother Feng, I shouldn't be, but I just think our son's crying is very good, and then the mountain bell stopped ringing, our son is not crying, Brother Feng, you said that the mountain bell is not ringing because our son is about to be bornAnd the sound is so strange, since then, our son has never cried, only cried once, very sleepy, woke up and fell asleep again after a while, even his father came, did not wake up to take a look. ”

"Son, I feel sorry for you as a mother, my son is sensible, he saw that his father was not around, he didn't want his mother to be too tired, so he didn't cry endlessly like other children, but Xiangchun worked hard for you, let you bear so much alone as a woman, and take care of the children, Brother Feng is sorry for you, let you suffer so much and suffer so many grievances. ”

Feeling ashamed, there was a little more unspeakable bitterness in Brother Feng's voice. Xiangchun looked up and saw Brother Feng's expression, pulled out a hand from Brother Feng's arms, and held it tightly with Brother Feng's hand.

"For you, for our son, I am willing to endure as much hardship as possible, I know that Brother Feng, you have to do great things, and you are too busy to take care of me and your son, my son and I can understand, my son and I both know, Brother Feng, you work so hard day and night for us, for our family to live a reunion in the future, Brother Feng, don't worry, I can wait, my son can wait, we all believe in you. ”

Xiangchun said emotionally, suddenly thought of something, broke free from Brother Feng's arms and sat up, and looked at Brother Feng fixedly.

"Brother Feng, did you just say that my son ran out of my stomach in such a hurry to let you, a father, take a look? Brother Feng, are you going to go out again?"

Brother Feng was speechless, he didn't know what to say after hiding it for so long, but he was still discovered by the smart Xiangchun. He didn't want to alarm Xiangchun tonight, he just wanted to take a sneak look and leave, but he couldn't help but enter the wooden house, and because of the child, he couldn't bear to say goodbye without saying goodbye, and was asked by Xiangchun, Brother Feng had to nod silently. Xiangchun cried again, but there was still only tears and no sound, and Brother Feng also raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes.

"Xiangchun, I'm sorry for you and my son, I can't stay by your side and take care of you, but in order for our family to live together for a long time without worries and live what we want, Brother Feng promised you the life I have to leave today. ”

Because I couldn't accept that Brother Feng was leaving, and he was going to go far away, and he would not be able to see Brother Feng for a short period of time, and Xiangchun, who was at a loss for a while, didn't know what to say, and let the tears like broken beads gush out and slide down from Xiangchun Shui Lingling's eyes.

In the valley for more than a year, Xiangchun has long learned to be patient, accustomed to waiting, silently missing, and can't talk to anyone. At that time, Brother Feng would watch Xiangchun at home in the dead of night every day or two, or at most three or four days, and stay in a wooden house for one night. But today, Brother Feng's resolute eyes in helplessness are different from the expression when he was about to leave in the past, which Xiangchun has never seen before, no need for Brother Feng to elaborate, Xiangchun has also realized that Brother Feng's departure this time is different from the past. The length of time is not to mention, there seems to be some other, Xiangchun can feel it, and he doesn't think very clearly, and he doesn't dare to think about it, which means that there should be many dangerous factors, so the sky in Xiangchun's eyes, when he realized that Brother Feng would be in danger here, there was a rift caused by fear, and it was not good to say whether it was the next moment or when, and the sky in Xiangchun's eyes would suddenly collapse.

"Brother Feng, where are you going, how long are you going, my son and I will miss you?"

There was always a glimmer of hope in Xiangchun's heart, hoping that the truth was not as difficult for her to accept as she had a hunch, but her voice seemed so weak, so weak that she could barely hear it clearly, and more of it was the sobbing sound that was choked in her throat.

"Xiangchun, don't ask, Brother Feng can't say, saying it will only bring disaster to you and your son, my identity is not enough to be made public, and the relationship between you and me still can't let anyone know, others only know that you are the same embroidery girl in the valley as the next person, this is the best, the fewer people notice you and your son, the safer you will be, you and your son's future life, I will prepare some money for you, as long as you give some benefits to the people in the valley, let them go to the mountains to buy it back if you want, there should be someone willing to help, you and your son's life is still the same as in the past, nothing needs to change, there is a son by your side to be your companion, accompany you to talk, I believe that life can be easier, Xiangchun is good, I believe in Brother Feng, everything will be fine!"

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