On such a cold winter morning, there are still traces of the night, and every qiē in front of me is covered with snow, which is obviously such a lifeless world, but in my eyes, it is so bright and lovely.

The heart is attached to such a person, she fills your whole world, all your thoughts, the cold and dead silence of the world, you only hear the sound of your own warm heartbeat, and what spreads from the heart to the limbs is the satisfaction brought by that person's existence.

"Are you awake?" Lu Xiaochao's voice sounded in his ears.

Lu Xiaochao waved at me from afar, she was standing in the snow, there were deep footprints behind her, she was surrounded by a snowy background, such a huge world, she looked so thin.

"When did you get out?" I said, walking over to her.

"It's going to get your shoes wet!" she yelled.

I didn't care, and walked straight to her.

"Where have you been, when did you go out?" I asked her as I walked, the snow reflected her slightly pale face, she was wearing my scarf, I couldn't help but slightly raise the corners of my lips, it was a sign that belonged to me, as if announcing to the world that Lu Xiaochao belonged to me Zhang Xingchen.

"I'll come out at dawn. Lu Xiaochao replied with a smile and stood in place waiting for me.

"What are you doing getting up so early? isn't it cold?" I approached her in disgust, and when I saw her untie her scarf, I reached out to stop her: "Wear it, it's windy." ”

"I'm not cold. Lu Xiaochao smiled teasingly and said, "Isn't someone the most afraid of the cold?"

I tied her scarf, then took her right hand in my hand and grinned, "How come?" I covered my heart with one hand and said, "It's so hot here, I don't feel cold anymore." ”

Lu Xiaochao just smiled and held my hand tighter.

I remembered that last night, she cried on my shoulder, and it was like venting all the grievances of these days. She cried, perhaps exhausted from a long day of tossing, and she fell asleep in my arms like that.

She slept deeply, and she cried from time to time in her sleep, and I sat next to her all the time, and she kept tugging at my sleeve and didn't let go. Thinking that I couldn't take advantage of this girl, but it was too cold at night, and I didn't know when I got into the quilt, anyway, when I woke up in the morning, the person was already lying on the bed, and the quilt was still covered with it, but Lu Xiaochao was gone.

"What are you doing out there?" I asked again.

Lu Xiao looked at Nunu, then raised his face to look at me and said, "I went to Yuan Jersey and they were there, and it snowed heavily last night." I was afraid that something would happen, so I went to see them. ”

I snorted twice, then raised an eyebrow and asked her, "And then, is he still alive?"

"Zhang Xingchen!" Lu Xiaochao glared at me unhappily, and then said to himself: "Of course, they all got up when I went, and there was a fire outside the tent, I really don't know why they had to come out to camp on such a cold day." ”

"You dare to go up the mountain alone in such deep snow, you really don't have anything to fear!" I was still dissatisfied. Very dissatisfied.

"I found a branch and held it up. The road is not difficult to walk, didn't I come down safely!" Lu Xiaochao replied nonchalantly.

"I don't know who was angry with me last night, I drank some wine and made you rush like that, you ran into the mountains alone, should I find a rope to tie you up?" I shook her hand as if punishing, and then said, "People are of the same mind." Can you not worry me either?"

Lu Xiaochao smiled a little childishly, and then said, "Zhang Xingchen, I drank your water last time, and I still owe you a nice word, otherwise." I'll tell you now!"

I smiled and raised my eyebrows: "Let's hear and see if I can forgive you." ”

Lu Xiaochao smiled, she looked pious, like a believer, and said calmly: "As long as there is you in this world, then there must be me in this world, you can rest assured, even if I don't have you by my side in the future, I will live well." ”

My heart tingles, what is this girl talking about?

"No matter where you are or what you are doing, as long as you breathe the air of this world, I promise that I will live well. Lu Xiaochao is still talking.

My voice was choked in my throat, and I couldn't say a word, and I tried to stop her from continuing to speak, but my voice was so unassuming that I couldn't get a word out.

"So, don't worry about me, who you are, who you belong to, where you are, with whomever you're with; Lu Xiaochao said.

The world instantly darkened, I stopped, grabbed Lu Xiaochao and asked her, "Are you driving me away?"

Lu Xiaochao smiled harmlessly: "I thought I was saying nice things." ”

"If you want to say something nice, you should hold on to me firmly, you should sue me, you won't go anywhere but by my side, won't you say nice things? Do you have me in your heart, do you like me? Can't you use these to coax me?" I raised my voice, knowing her intentions, but I got angry for no reason.

"Hmm. Lu Xiaochao's eyes were lowered, and the corners of her mouth were pouting with a weak smile, and she said, "When you found me on the mountain, did you feel that you saw our future?"

I was stunned, Lu Xiaochao raised her face, she suddenly smiled, "I look at you like this, my whole heart is cramping, why? Why can't I love you well and guard you until my hair is gray, until I am old?"

She smiled, but tears welled up in her eyes.

"But I swear, I will definitely try to heal and heal my tail with my greatest strength, Zhang Xingchen, even if I use all my life's strength, I will do it. ”

Silly girl.

"What if you can't fix your tail all the time?" I asked.

Lu Xiaochao lowered his head.

"So, you don't have to wait for me. Lu Xiaochao withdrew his hand from my palm: "I said, no matter what, I will live well." ”

"Lu Xiaochao, if we are separated from here, we will never come back, do you want to insist on driving me away?"

She was silent.

"What if I need you, if I need you to give me the courage to face the future, if I sue you, what if I need you to share my pain? Are you still going to leave me?"

That's a begging, right?

Lu Xiaochao showed a wry smile, she looked around at the miserable white world around her, and then said: "Do you know, how unworthy I am with you, as long as there are people, we are just each other's disasters, as long as we are in the crowd, we will never be blessed, everything will become very bad." ”

"Good. I said indifferently.

The coldness of the world broke all my defenses at this moment, Lu Xiaochao looked into my eyes, her eyes were so sad, as if what happened yesterday was a flash in the pan, this is what Lu Xiaochao really looks like.

She seemed to have used all her strength to present me with a mirage about Lu Xiaochao, my nose was pantothenic, looking at Lu Xiaochao, but I missed Lu Xiaochao madly.

I reached out and hugged Lu Xiaochao.

"From here, Lu Xiaochao and Zhang Xingchen, who are in love with each other, have eloped, and live a life of envy of mandarin ducks and not immortals in an unknown small valley, from here on, we will tell a big lie to this world together, and we will pretend that there are no regrets. Lu Xiaochao sniffed, and then said with a smile in his voice: "Let's not remember anymore, the memories have been carried to the valley." ”

"It's not the first time I've said goodbye, why am I so desperate this time?" I asked her in a low voice.

"Don't be like this, don't ignore the world for me, Zhang Xingchen, don't deliberately avoid memories about her for me, whether you treat me as her or not, this trip, I really don't regret it. ”

It's started again, and the sky is full of snowflakes.

I let go of Lu Xiaochao, and she untied the scarf around her neck and handed it to me.

The snow squeaked, I followed the sound, and saw Yuan Zexi standing not far away, looking at us, Lu Xiaochao also saw it, and the corner of her mouth showed a faint smile and said, "I'll go first, take their car, you have breakfast and then go back." ”

With that, she turned and walked in the direction of Yuan Jersey.

I subconsciously reached out to pull her, "Why do you always choose to escape, if you can't untie the knot, it doesn't matter, I can accompany you, I can wait for you, why does it have to be this way?"

Yuan Zexi walked up to us, and he said in a calm voice, "You can let her go." ”

"I've waited so long for you to leave like this, there's always a reason for her, isn't there?" said Yuan.

"You don't care about our business!" I shouted, and then turned to Lu Xiaochao: "Can you not do this?" You know that I have you in my heart, if you hate the crowd, we can leave together, can't we live away from the crowd?"

Don't say no more, I've let go of my dignity, don't shake my head, I'm not a scarecrow, I also have all the feelings of a mortal, I also have shame.

"I also let go of Qin Jiami, who shouldn't be put down, I let go of everything, and I can't get you for a while?" I asked Lu Xiaochao.

"From now on, let's start to clean up the mess seriously, it's not just us who are not happy, the people around us are hurting, and some people are even paying the price of their lives, from now on, let's stop and let all of us return to the original point. Actually, you already knew it, you should have been ready to send me away. ”

Lu Xiaochao said, turned to look at me and said: "Love or not, whether you are together or not, it is all doomed, since you understand everything, don't torture yourself anymore." ”

Lu Xiaochao said: "You have the obligation to find out about Chu Mingmin's matter, right?"

It turned out that she knew about it, and knew that I wanted to be with her even if I was suspected of being a murderer, but she still pushed me away.

Maybe her reasons are all right, they are all justified, at this moment, I feel like I have been slapped in the face, and my face hurts hotly. Since I met Lu Xiaochao, I have never felt so ridiculous. (To be continued......)