It's a shame to have been in the General's Mansion for so long, but Lin Ji has never been to Li Xinyan's room, but it's not a big deal. There is no shortage of maids in the General's Mansion www.biquge.info the pen "Fun" Pavilion, and following some guidance, Lin Ji also completely stood in front of Li Xinyan's door.

It is also a specific courtyard where the grass is green, and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant. As soon as he entered the eye, Lin Ji first saw a few maids waiting in front of the door, whispering quietly at the moment, and sometimes raising his toes to peep at the movement in the room.

Lin Ji didn't attract their attention, and walked towards them softly, a little closer, and their voices also entered Lin Ji's ears.

"What the hell are you talking about, Miss? They kept us out of the house. "Some small complaints.

"What do you know, I heard from the art yarn shop just now, it seems that the young lady has taken a big bag of female red embroidery." Some of the gossip began to spread.

"What? Isn't that what Mademoiselle hates the most? How could she possibly go and get it herself? A tone of obvious disbelief.

"Hehe, isn't this a young lady going to get married? I'm sure I'm going to learn something! I heard that she also went to the kitchen to learn from a chef. "The satisfaction of breaking the news again.

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But at this point, they didn't have a chance to continue. Lin Ji had already walked not far from them, and at this moment, he was pretending to listen attentively to their conversation. Of course, if it weren't for a little girl looking up vigilantly, it would not be easy to find.

"Uncle." Thinking that they were still talking about their own young lady and this "uncle" before, several maids shouted with some worry.

"Miss is in there, right?" Lin Ji put his right index finger on his mouth and made a shushing gesture before asking in a low voice.

"Yes" A few maids naturally replied in a low voice, and Lin Ji waved them down after that. When the figures of several people disappeared from the courtyard, Lin Ji looked at the room in front of him helplessly, shook his head with a wry smile, pushed the door quietly, and walked in.

The first thing you see is the outhouse, with its ordinary tables, chairs and furnishings, just like an ordinary room. Then he turned around and looked at the inner room on the right, and that was the woman's real boudoir, Lin Ji still walked there with shallow steps.

The pink light veil shrouds the partition points of the inner and outer rooms, allowing people to see the furnishings of the inner rooms dimly. Pulling up the light veil slightly, Lin Yan took a deep breath for the last time, put on an unnatural smile on his face, and then stepped in.

Lin Ji's movements were very careful, but they could often alert the people in the house, but Li Xinyan didn't seem to notice it at this moment. She sat on the bed with her body slightly tilted, and all her mind seemed to be obsessed with the clumsy thing in her hand.

Is that embroidery? A small handkerchief is being woven over and over again by a pair of immature and unskilled hands. The red thread shuttled between the two sides of the handkerchief over and over again, and what Lin Ji saw was not the spicy little girl she used to be, nor the little woman who was bold and painful in front of her.

Looking at the sweat that gradually appeared on her forehead, sticking to her beautiful long hair, and the soft right hand skillfully wrapped the playful hair around her ears. Lin Ji had a momentary feeling that she was like a person, a person who had died, a person who made Lin Ji miss.

Shaking his head, Lin Ji dispelled his unrealistic thoughts and walked towards Li Xinyan. Walking in the little woman's boudoir, Lin Ji's eyes also subconsciously evaded, and began to look at the whole room.

There is no rouge jewelry on the dresser, only a copper-yellow copper mirror and a wooden comb, which may be due to Li Xinyan's personality.

Beauty without makeup is natural, but a woman who doesn't know how to wear makeup always makes people want to pity her, because she may not enjoy the joy of being a woman. Changeable life, starting from makeup, changing and discovering a different self, and decorating life, may be such an artistic conception.

Getting closer, I'm afraid that she was only separated by more than two meters from her, and this cute little woman finally seemed to have discovered the existence of Lin Ji. Looking up at Lin Ji's feet, who were a little puzzled, he saw Lin Ji's smile at the moment.

As if he wanted to hide something, Li Xinyan was stunned for a second before he reacted, and the embroidery in his hand was stuffed into the quilt cover behind him. She may have been too anxious to notice that in Lin Ji's obvious smile, she secretly showed sad distress.

"Why did you come in and not knock?" quickly packed up everything, and the result of the little woman's mind was to think that she was covering up a good rhetorical question. But the real appearance is that his head is against his neck, his face is red, and his hands are rubbing at a loss, constantly calming his breathing.

"I knocked it." Lin Ji restrained his smile and lied without a trace, his face was not red, his heart was not beating, in contrast, who was the old fox who could see through it at a glance?

"Oh, maybe I didn't hear it, but what are you doing here?" She finally calmed down, raised her head and continued to ask, her face still a little shy that someone else had discovered the secret.

Lin Ji was silent, and he even found out with some distress that he didn't know what to do. He suddenly felt that his arrival was not only sudden to Li Xinyan, but also to himself.

"That, the matter of the marriage contract ・・・・・・" For the first time, he noticed that he was a little stupid, and Lin Ji made a difficult sound.

"What's wrong with the marriage contract?" At the mention of this, Li Xinyan didn't care about being shy, and asked aloud with some eagerness, and her face seemed to be a little pale.

Looking at that eager expression, Lin Ji suddenly reacted, "I may be the most selfish person in the world!" Xiang Fengchen, who seemed to be seeking psychological counseling, spoke like this.

"I may be leaving, so maybe the wedding date is delayed." He didn't say it all, but anyone with a discerning eye could know the hidden meaning of Lin Ji.

"How long?" Li Xinyan continued to ask as if she didn't react, her face became more and more pale, and the previous red color completely disappeared.

"Maybe it's long, it can be short, maybe it's a lifetime, maybe it's two or three years." Lin Ji lied again, and he used lies to cover up his selfish behavior. At this time, he is more like a man than every man, and he has to cover himself up more thoroughly than every man.

"I can wait for you." The heartfelt answer made Lin Ji grit his teeth secretly: "No need, I may never come back." He didn't dare, and he didn't want her to make everything clear, because he couldn't afford it, and parting, even if it was an escape, was not a choice.

"Forget me, I'm not a man who is not worth your memory, nor is it worth your wait, you will meet a real man worthy of your wait in the future." Lin Ji finally said, and after a pause in his footsteps, he walked quietly out of the room.

"Why?" She may not be a smart woman, but she may be a woman with an unusually sharp sixth sense. She didn't want to ask Lin Ji, "Don't you love me?" Because she was afraid of getting a result that she couldn't afford.

Lin Ji's body trembled unnaturally, and he also stopped moving forward. Taking a deep breath, he turned his body coldly, with an expressionless sense of alienation on his face: "My heart is very small, so small that it is impossible to accommodate even the figure of a woman." ”

Lin Ji left completely, and even the sound of him leaving was not at all, and the traces of his arrival were few and pitiful, but Li Xinyan knew that he had been here.

"Why?" Li Xinyan's mouth kept repeating these three words for some time, and the corners of his mouth seemed to be squeezed out by his teeth. The smell was full of fishy and viscous, but Li Xinyan had already noticed this, and all that permeated her body was bitterness.

A string of precious pearls fell to the ground, and the residue splattered, leaving traces of what once existed・・・・・・・

"You don't want to leave me." Suddenly, something strange seemed to come out of Li Xinyan's mouth. She turned her head to look at her bed, where her embroidery was still hidden.

Suddenly, as if he had made up his mind, the tears were still dripping. She dragged her somewhat weak body, took out the handkerchief that had been embroidered before, and continued to work, the sharp needles still beginning to pass through repeatedly, occasionally piercing into some soft flesh.

But it seemed that everything was no longer important, whether it was pain or still crying, she always took care of herself and embroidered the handkerchief in her hand・・・・・・