Chapter Forty-Six: The Past Is Like Smoke
"How much courage does it take for a girl to ink herself for you?!"
In a trance, this girl's anxious and hysterical voice sounded in her ears again, as Ji Bao's best friend, she couldn't wait to tear Li Mu apart with her own hands at that time.
"I don't understand what she means, but I know you're a bastard! She called you more than a dozen times, why didn't you answer? The text messages have caught up with the swipe, why don't you reply? Are you a man? ”
The shadow is sparse and the water is shallow, and the dark fragrance floats in the dusk of the moon.
Li Mu looked at the indignant and sharp-mouthed woman in front of her, she turned a deaf ear to her best friend's obstruction and persuasion, and was determined to fight Li Mu to the end.
Feeling the faint sadness in the air, he was silent for a long time. Eyes were closed lightly, and in an inaudible sigh, there was only a sense of regret.
River... Shu Ying?
Such a gentle and poetic girl's name, but it is the spicy girl in front of her who is comparable to a triple small artillery, and when she says it, I'm afraid no one will believe it.
"It's my fault." Li Mu shook his head with a wry smile, and looked at the indignant girl in front of him sincerely, "Can we talk alone?" ”
"Don't think!" Jiang Shuying refused without hesitation, stopped Zhao Fei like an old hen guard, and looked at Li Mu like a thief, "I warn you, don't beat her again!" ”
Seeing that the other party refused to back down, the little grievance in Li Mu's heart turned into a flame and burned, and his heart said What are you mixing with, who did you learn from this impatient and righteous temper?
"Yo, Jiang Jiang is so angry, why don't I invite you to eat shaved ice."
"it!"
Li Mu was about to step forward to reason with her, but another figure jumped out of the oblique stab, hugged Jiang Shuying's waist from in front of him, directly picked her up, put her on his shoulders and turned his head and ran!
It happened suddenly, and several people present, including Jiang Shuying herself, didn't react, just like that, she had already been carried away!
Li Mu's eyes are very good, in such a dark day, he can clearly see that this strong man who has the courage to charge is actually Chen He!
"Chen He, your uncle! Put the old lady down!! ”
"Brother Mu, are you talking...... Huhu ...... "Chen He seems to have worked hard, carrying a big living person of more than 90 catties, and he has to endure her punches, kicks and crits, and he can actually reach the speed of a 100-meter sprint under this disadvantaged situation!"
is such an empathetic pick-up man, it seems that Chi Chi is really a mental and physical faction......
No, shouldn't the focus be, are there too many people listening to the root of the wall today?!
Looking at Chen He's stumbling back away, Li Mu couldn't help but say in his heart even though his head was full of black lines-"Well done"!
"I'm sorry, Jiang Jiang, she... Straight-tempered, don't you mind. ”
A slightly shy whisper accompanied by a sweet voice slowly sounded behind him, and the girl's fragrance floated in the gentle lotus step, and the man who walked just stopped for it, as if he turned around inadvertently, slowly raised his head to look up at the moonlight above, and smiled miserably.
"She's telling the truth."
It was not a question, but a declarative tone, Li Mu looked at the pretty girl, his heart fluctuated, and in the end, it turned into tenderness.
Why did she bear it alone and not tell him the truth? Is it because he is a powerless ant people, she doesn't want him to suffer from this, so she cuts off each other with a resolute posture and bears it alone on her thin shoulders?
"Li Mu ......"
The scent of gardenias on both sides of the street seeped into the slightly sweet air, and the crimson plain dress perfectly outlined the green but already bumpy figure.
"Let's go."
He knew that he couldn't get an answer if he pressed step by step, so he simply suppressed the idea of continuing to ask in his heart, omitting superfluous words and walking side by side.
is also regarded as a treasure, and the way of getting along with each other as always in my memory seems to have passed through a long time and space and has not changed; If you really want to say that the only change, it is probably the sorrow that has always been hidden between the girl's eyebrows, the original warm gaze is now cold and suffocating, looking up at the handsome and resolute face beside him with a sad expression.
"Ji Bao, don't do this to me."
After walking together for a long time, the two of them didn't say a word, but at this time, Li Mu and Zhao Fei were full of sorrow, so they took two steps to stop her, and just quietly stared at the former lover in front of them.
"What do you think I should do with you?"
Zhao Fei couldn't help but sigh secretly, a bitter smile appeared on his face, and the bits and pieces between the two continued to overflow in his heart, and there was a taste of heartache in a thousand turns.
A picture suddenly appeared in front of me, and the memory engraved in my heart has never faded.
……
When the faint morning light sprinkled on the earth, Zhao Fei pulled him to the center in front of the Duanjun Theater, and under the stunned gaze of the only few students in the lawn who practiced in the morning, he said to her with a bright smile: "Brother Mu, Mom and Dad have agreed with you, we will be together forever!" ”
Unexpectedly, Li Mu did not have the excitement of the previous day, but lowered his head to hide his guilt and reluctance, he was silent for a long time and said: "I'm sorry, Ji Bao, I want to ...... We may not be the right ......."
Zhao Fei looked at him in amazement, and said for a long time: "Why, although we haven't known each other for a long time, after experiencing so much together, I know that you love me, but why are you?" ……”
Li Mu was about to bite out his back molars, he didn't dare to face the other party's blazing questioning gaze, he could only bow his head and be silent, and the complex emotions in his eyes were constantly intertwined, tangled into a mess.
He and Zhao Fei certainly have too much beauty, but the family elders behind her are not optimistic about themselves at all, and even use Zhao Fei to coerce him to quit, it seems that from the beginning, it is unlikely that they will be together.
He couldn't bear to tell her, and he couldn't tell her.
Because only the less he knows, the more his Jibao can maintain his purity and immaculateness, and not be infected by this materialistic society.
"Brother Mu......"
"Ji Bao, forget me!"
Zhao Fei looked at Li Mu and seemed to understand the entanglement in her lover's eyes, but before she could react, Li Mu had already turned around and rushed out after smiling miserably, and never appeared again until she saw her again tonight.
She didn't even have time to say the words of retention, even if it was only one word.
In those days, she never stopped thinking about Li Mu, but the other party was like a mud cow entering the sea. As time passed, her heart became more and more lost, and she asked herself more than once: What did she do wrong to make him do so ruthlessly?
………
After Li Mu left, the elders' persuasion made Zhao Fei hesitate for a moment, watching Brother Mu, who loved him so much, flee from herself, she thought that she could easily let go of this emotion that should not exist, but the word love is lingering in the bones, how can it be forgotten?
So she resolutely took all the responsibilities, and even entrusted her classmates to pretend to be her boyfriend in a short period of time, just to prove to her parents that it was she who changed her mind, not her brother Mu, and she no longer loved Li Mu.
As time passed, even if she was pure, she seemed to understand something, and since they have been in love so far, there is an indescribable tacit understanding and understanding between them, but in the end they parted ways; Maybe with the passage of time and the growth of age in the future, she still has not forgotten Li Mu, although this relationship will be deeply buried, but it at least shows that she once loved this man, unforgettable.
She believed that Li Mu would wait for her, she knew that Li Mu's departure was involuntarily, so she ignored the opposition of her elders and best friends, and waited for Brother Mu's change of heart.
She once thought that she could snuggle in Li Mu's arms when she said goodbye, listening to the helplessness of his departure, telling her grievances and unwillingness during this time, and even making an appointment to wait for each other; When they overcome all difficulties, then all obstacles will be turned into motivation to bless their union.
Wait, wait, wait, one day, two days...... One month, two months...... Li Mu has never been heard from; When the sophomore year started, she knew that she had no hope, and the rejection of those worldly people at the beginning poured out Li Mu's blood and hurt herself. In just over two months, Zhao Fei is no longer the girl who is ignorant of the world, she chooses to let go of the past and wants to try to embrace a new life.
But today, Li Mu, who has disappeared so far, has returned here, and the moment that familiar figure reappeared in sight, Zhao Fei's heart was irrepressibly flustered and happy; But Li Mu's previous cowardly behavior made her teeth cold, and she longed for an answer, so she couldn't help but propose to meet, but she was only willing to use this indifferent and cold appearance to him.
Perhaps, that piece of daughter's mind has gradually cooled down in the long wait of nearly three months, like water, like water......